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Tears of the Silenced
- An Amish True Crime Memoir of Childhood Sexual Abuse, Brutal Betrayal, and Ultimate Survival
- By: Misty Griffin
- Narrated by: Cassandra Campbell
- Length: 11 hrs and 38 mins
- Unabridged
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When Misty was six years old, her family started to live and dress like the Amish. Misty and her sister were kept as slaves on a mountain ranch where they were subjected to almost complete isolation, sexual abuse, and extreme physical violence. When Misty reached her teens, her parents feared she and her sister would escape and took them to an Amish community where they were adopted and became baptized members. Misty was devastated to once again find herself in a world of fear, animal cruelty, and sexual abuse.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Brilliant
- By Glenys Holmes on 01-02-2019
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Tears of the Silenced
- An Amish True Crime Memoir of Childhood Sexual Abuse, Brutal Betrayal, and Ultimate Survival
- Narrated by: Cassandra Campbell
- Length: 11 hrs and 38 mins
- Release date: 17-01-2019
- Language: English
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Unspeakable
- Surviving My Childhood and Finding My Voice
- By: Jessica Willis Fisher
- Narrated by: Jessica Fisher
- Length: 9 hrs and 55 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 29
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 29
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Using the written word as her witness statement, Jessica Willis Fisher tells a lacerating story of finding her voice after two decades of silence and an unforgettable story of risk and faith.
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5 out of 5 stars
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So brave
- By Midge on 08-04-2025
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Unspeakable
- Surviving My Childhood and Finding My Voice
- Narrated by: Jessica Fisher
- Length: 9 hrs and 55 mins
- Release date: 01-11-2022
- Language: English
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Wounds of the Father
- A True Story of Child Abuse, Betrayal, and Redemption
- By: Elizabeth Garrison
- Narrated by: Hillary Huber
- Length: 8 hrs and 43 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 38
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 38
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 38
In the best-selling tradition of Smashed and The Glass Castle, this raw, eye-opening memoir tells the powerful story of Elizabeth Garrison's fractured childhood, descent into teenage drug addiction, and struggle to overcome nearly insurmountable odds. Elizabeth invites the listener behind the closed doors of a picture-perfect Christian family to reveal a dark, hidden world of child abuse, domestic violence, and chilling family secrets all performed in the name of God under the tyrannical rule of her father.
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4 out of 5 stars
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This was a really tough read. Heart breaking, sad and honest. The strength needed to beat addiction is hard to fathom.
- By Anonymous on 03-04-2025
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Wounds of the Father
- A True Story of Child Abuse, Betrayal, and Redemption
- Narrated by: Hillary Huber
- Length: 8 hrs and 43 mins
- Release date: 20-11-2018
- Language: English
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It's Not You
- How to Identify and Heal from Narcissistic People
- By: Ramani Durvasula
- Narrated by: Ramani Durvasula
- Length: 11 hrs and 31 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 107
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 102
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Dealing with a narcissist is hard. One day their confidence and charisma pull you in, the next day they gaslight, wreck your self-confidence, and leave you wondering what you could have done differently. Clinical Psychologist and narcissism expert Dr Ramani is here to help. Packed with expert tips and detailed advice, this book will equip you with the tools to stop blaming yourself, regain your power, heal, and take back your life.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Sanity, and life saving insights
- By Leanne B. on 10-05-2024
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It's Not You
- How to Identify and Heal from Narcissistic People
- Narrated by: Ramani Durvasula
- Length: 11 hrs and 31 mins
- Release date: 22-02-2024
- Language: English
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The House of My Mother
- A Daughter's Quest for Freedom
- By: Shari Franke
- Narrated by: Shari Franke
- Length: 7 hrs and 9 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 386
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 374
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Story5 out of 5 stars 374
Shari Franke’s childhood was a constant battle for survival. Her mother, Ruby Franke, enforced a severe moral code while maintaining a façade of a picture-perfect family for their wildly popular YouTube channel 8 Passengers, which documented the day-to-day life of raising six children for a staggering 2.5 million subscribers. But a darker truth lurked beneath the surface – Ruby’s wholesome online persona masked a more tyrannical parenting style than anyone could have imagined.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Thank you Shari
- By Anonymous on 08-01-2025
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The House of My Mother
- A Daughter's Quest for Freedom
- Narrated by: Shari Franke
- Length: 7 hrs and 9 mins
- Release date: 07-01-2025
- Language: English
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Church of Lies
- By: Flora Jessop, Paul T. Brown
- Narrated by: Eve Bianco
- Length: 10 hrs and 36 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 29
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 29
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 29
"I was one of 28 children born to my dad and his three wives. Indoctrinated to believe that the outside world was evil, and that I resided among the righteous, I was destined to marry a man chosen for me by the Prophet. I would then live in harmony with my sister-wives, bear many children, and obey and serve my future husband in this life and throughout eternity. But my innocence didn't last long." Flora goes on from there to tell the dramatic true story of how she ultimately escaped and has been rescuing women and children from the FLDS.
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4 out of 5 stars
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Another abusive institution
- By Sammy on 13-09-2025
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Church of Lies
- Narrated by: Eve Bianco
- Length: 10 hrs and 36 mins
- Release date: 09-07-2020
- Language: English
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The Convent
- The Shocking True Story of Surviving and Evil Nun's Care Home from Hell
- By: Marie Hargreaves
- Narrated by: Dorothy Lawrence
- Length: 8 hrs and 24 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 94
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 88
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Story5 out of 5 stars 89
When a fancy car pulls up outside six-year-old Marie's home in 1959, her dad tells her she is going on holiday. But little does she know she will not see her home again for four long years. Her family cannot afford to keep her at home. Marie tells the story of how she was taken away from a poor but happy and loving home life to live in a convent - away from everyone and everything she holds dear. Her hair is bluntly chopped, her clothes are taken away and her name is changed. Then a horrific ritual of physical, sexual and mental abuse begins.
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5 out of 5 stars
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the convent
- By Anonymous on 12-09-2021
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The Convent
- The Shocking True Story of Surviving and Evil Nun's Care Home from Hell
- Narrated by: Dorothy Lawrence
- Length: 8 hrs and 24 mins
- Release date: 01-10-2020
- Language: English
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The Letter
- By: Sarah Sidebottom, Ann Cusack
- Narrated by: Charlotte Worthing
- Length: 9 hrs and 27 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 6
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 6
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Story5 out of 5 stars 6
Co-written by the writer of Sunday Times bestsellers The Asylum, The Convent, Silent Sisters and Abandoned, this is the harrowing emotional story of horrific sexual abuse at the hands of a father.
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The Letter
- Narrated by: Charlotte Worthing
- Length: 9 hrs and 27 mins
- Release date: 28-11-2024
- Language: English
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Fred & Rose
- The Full Story of Fred and Rose West and the Gloucester House of Horrors
- By: Howard Sounes
- Narrated by: Howard Sounes
- Length: 14 hrs and 20 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 89
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 84
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 84
Fred and Rose West are virtually unique in British criminal history: a husband and wife who loved and killed together. During their long relationship, the Wests murdered a series of young women, burying the remains of nine victims under their home at 25 Cromwell Street, Gloucester, including those of their daughter. What was left of Fred West's eight-year-old stepdaughter was dug up from under the Wests' previous Gloucester home; his first wife and nanny were buried in open country.
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4 out of 5 stars
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not for the faint hearted.
- By Ryan on 16-08-2020
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Fred & Rose
- The Full Story of Fred and Rose West and the Gloucester House of Horrors
- Narrated by: Howard Sounes
- Length: 14 hrs and 20 mins
- Release date: 14-11-2013
- Language: English
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A Family Secret
- My Shocking True Story of Surviving a Childhood in Hell
- By: Maureen Wood
- Narrated by: Rachel Atkins
- Length: 7 hrs and 30 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 115
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 103
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Story5 out of 5 stars 102
Abused from the age of eight by her older brother and then her step-father, Maureen Wood quickly became numb to the constant suffering. But Maureen’s world crumbled when her own mother started to abuse her too. A Family Secret is the harrowing true story of how one little girl survived sickening abuse by the people who should have loved her most and how an innocent baby finally saved her.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Shocking
- By Marianna Debono on 05-08-2021
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A Family Secret
- My Shocking True Story of Surviving a Childhood in Hell
- Narrated by: Rachel Atkins
- Length: 7 hrs and 30 mins
- Release date: 18-03-2021
- Language: English
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Stella's Story
- Thrown Away Children, Book 1
- By: Louise Allen
- Narrated by: Melanie Crawley
- Length: 8 hrs
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 71
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 69
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Story5 out of 5 stars 69
Named after the lager that christened her at birth, Stella's life is characterised instability and neglect. Her teenage mother abandons her in the first few weeks of her life, and left in the 'care' of her father, she ends up lying deserted in a house with no food, no water, no clothes and no warmth. She eventually lands in the care of foster carer Louise, who is determined to change her life for the better.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Just So Sad.
- By Anonymous on 06-07-2023
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Stella's Story
- Thrown Away Children, Book 1
- Narrated by: Melanie Crawley
- Series: Thrown Away Children, Book 1
- Length: 8 hrs
- Release date: 08-07-2021
- Language: English
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Paris
- The Memoir
- By: Paris Hilton
- Narrated by: Paris Hilton
- Length: 9 hrs and 2 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 382
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 360
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Story5 out of 5 stars 360
Behind Paris Hilton’s meteoric rise from Upper West Side club kid to household name lies her self-proclaimed 'superpower' of ADHD and a hidden history that traumatized and defined her. Shocking, funny and surprisingly profound, Paris is the deeply personal memoir of the ultimate It Girl and a stunning inside view of a pop culture phenomenon.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Articulate, intelligent and raw
- By Alissa on 01-11-2023
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Paris
- The Memoir
- Narrated by: Paris Hilton
- Length: 9 hrs and 2 mins
- Release date: 14-03-2023
- Language: English
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Where Children Run
- By: Karen Emilson
- Narrated by: Elizabeth Wiley
- Length: 16 hrs and 18 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 40
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 40
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 40
Twins David and Dennis Pischke's lives change forever when their father dies and a man damaged by the war arrives at their farm near the isolated town of Moosehorn, Manitoba. Boleslaw Domko quickly works his way into their lives and their mother's bed. Where Children Run opens with one of their earliest memories - the day Domko throws their infant stepsister against the wall. In this firsthand account, the twins recall years of neglect, starvation, and enslavement; horrific beatings and candlelit nights spent in the nearby St. Thomas Lutheran Church.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Those poor children
- By Anonymous on 29-09-2025
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Where Children Run
- Narrated by: Elizabeth Wiley
- Length: 16 hrs and 18 mins
- Release date: 18-12-2018
- Language: English
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Nowhere to Hide
- By: Hannah Morgan
- Narrated by: Una Byrne
- Length: 10 hrs and 9 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 34
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 34
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Story5 out of 5 stars 33
A shocking true story that reveals how one woman was tormented to the very depths of despair by her husband through coercive control and continual physical and sexual abuse. Broken in mind, body and spirit and completely isolated from the rest of the world, Hannah thinks she’ll never find the strength to escape, until one day an opportunity arrives....
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5 out of 5 stars
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so sad
- By Briar on 24-10-2024
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Nowhere to Hide
- Narrated by: Una Byrne
- Length: 10 hrs and 9 mins
- Release date: 04-02-2021
- Language: English
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Not My Type
- One Woman vs. a President
- By: E. Jean Carroll
- Narrated by: E. Jean Carroll
- Length: 12 hrs and 2 mins
- Unabridged
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AN INSTANT INDIE, USA TODAY, AND NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER! “The world knows that Carroll prevailed in her gazillion-dollar lawsuits against Trump for defamation and sexual abuse. But hearing her describe that courtroom battle in her own smoky, mirth-filled drawl is an experience too delicious...
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Not My Type
- One Woman vs. a President
- Narrated by: E. Jean Carroll
- Length: 12 hrs and 2 mins
- Release date: 17-06-2025
- Language: English
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Traumatic Cognitive Dissonance
- Healing from an Abusive Relationship with a Disordered Personality
- By: Peter Salerno PsyD
- Narrated by: Peter Salerno
- Length: 2 hrs and 45 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 4
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 4
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 4
Traumatic Cognitive Dissonance, when understood, can be overcome. And that’s what this book is for—for you to gain the tools and information so that you’ll be able to reunite with your true sense of self and to move forward in your life with a renewed sense of joy. After all you’ve been through, you deserve it.
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5 out of 5 stars
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A deep, thorough Validation of the Experiences & Aftermath of Relationships with Disordered People.
- By Caz F. on 17-09-2025
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Traumatic Cognitive Dissonance
- Healing from an Abusive Relationship with a Disordered Personality
- Narrated by: Peter Salerno
- Length: 2 hrs and 45 mins
- Release date: 24-06-2025
- Language: English
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The Cutting Girl: Charlotte
- Slave Girls, Book 1
- By: Louise Allen
- Narrated by: Charlie Sanderson
- Length: 8 hrs and 32 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 1
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Charlotte—The Cutting Girl—comes from a family of high achievers. Her father is a politician, and her mother is a senior medical officer. When she moves from her prestigious boarding school she is groomed by a girl two years her senior, spiralling into a cycle of drugs, self-harm, and sexual abuse. When she goes missing, five other girls do, too. A nationwide media campaign sets out to track them down, but can Charlotte ever escape the gang behind the abduction and abuse?
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The Cutting Girl: Charlotte
- Slave Girls, Book 1
- Narrated by: Charlie Sanderson
- Series: Slave Girls, Book 1
- Length: 8 hrs and 32 mins
- Release date: 16-10-2025
- Language: English
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The Ninth Life of a Diamond Miner
- A Memoir
- By: Grace Tame
- Narrated by: Grace Tame
- Length: 11 hrs and 42 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 195
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 180
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 180
From a young age, her life was defined by uncertainty—by trauma and strength, sadness and hope, terrible lows and wondrous highs. As a teenager she found the courage to speak up after experiencing awful and ongoing child sexual abuse. This fight to find her voice would not be her last. The Ninth Life of a Diamond Miner is Grace's story, in Grace's words, on Grace's terms. Like Grace, it is sharply intelligent, deeply felt and often blisteringly funny. And, as with all her work, it offers a constructive and optimistic vision for a better future for all of us.
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2 out of 5 stars
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I believe this book needs to be read,not listened.
- By Anonymous on 19-12-2022
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The Ninth Life of a Diamond Miner
- A Memoir
- Narrated by: Grace Tame
- Length: 11 hrs and 42 mins
- Release date: 01-12-2022
- Language: English
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A Terrible Secret
- By: Cathy Glass
- Narrated by: Denica Fairman
- Length: 8 hrs and 49 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 82
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 74
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 74
Tilly hates her stepfather, Dave. He abuses her mother, but she refuses to leave him. Frightened for her own safety, Tilly asks to go into foster care and is placed with Cathy. Tilly arrives with a graze on her cheek, and Cathy becomes increasingly concerned by Dave’s behaviour, especially when she learns he has been showering Tilly with gifts. While she’s busy looking after Tilly and trying to keep her safe, Cathy is also worried about her own daughter, Lucy.
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4 out of 5 stars
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A sad story? But outcome of this outcome of this book is a happy ey
- By Anonymous on 21-10-2023
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A Terrible Secret
- Narrated by: Denica Fairman
- Length: 8 hrs and 49 mins
- Release date: 17-09-2020
- Language: English
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My Daddy the Pedophile
- A Memoir
- By: Lily Palazzi
- Narrated by: Patricia Santomasso
- Length: 8 hrs and 2 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 12
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 12
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Story5 out of 5 stars 12
After years of suffering multiple forms of abuse, a vulnerable young girl flees her home only to land straight into the arms of her biological father - a sexual predator. My Daddy the Pedophile tells the harrowing true story of a teenage girl’s affair with her manipulative sociopathic father. After a terrible dark secret comes to light, the real story unfolds and her courageous journey of healing begins.
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4 out of 5 stars
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Very truthful
- By Anonymous on 20-06-2025
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My Daddy the Pedophile
- A Memoir
- Narrated by: Patricia Santomasso
- Length: 8 hrs and 2 mins
- Release date: 01-11-2019
- Language: English
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