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Down the Drain
- Narrated by: Julia Fox
- Length: 10 hrs and 2 mins
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Publisher's Summary
The hotly anticipated book from ‘one of the all-time pop-culture greats’ (New York magazine) that chronicles her shocking life and unyielding determination to not only survive but achieve her dreams.
Julia Fox is famous for many things: her captivating acting, such as her breakout role in the film Uncut Gems; her trendsetting style, including bleached eyebrows, exaggerated eyeshadow and cutout dresses; her mastery of social media. But all these share the trait for which she is most famous: unabashedly and unapologetically being herself.
This commitment to authenticity has never been more on display than in Down the Drain. Fox recounts her turbulent path to cultural supremacy: her parents’ volatile relationship that divided her childhood between Italy and New York City and left her largely raising herself; a possessive and abusive drug-dealing boyfriend whose torment continued even from within Rikers Island; her own trips to jail as well as to a psychiatric hospital; her work as a dominatrix that led to a complicated entanglement with a sugar daddy; a heroin habit that led to New Orleans trap houses and that she would kick only after the fatal overdose of her best friend; her own near-lethal overdoses and the deaths of still more friends from drugs and suicide; an emotionally explosive, tabloid-dominating romance with a figure she dubs “The Artist”; a whirlwind, short-lived marriage and her trials as a single parent striving to support her young son.
Yet as extraordinary as her story is, its universality is what makes it so powerful. Fox doesn’t just capture her evolution from grade-school outcast to fashion-world icon, she captures her transition from girlhood to womanhood to motherhood. Family and friendship, sex and death, violence and love, money and power, innocence and experience—it’s all here, in raw, remarkable and riveting detail.
More than a year before the book's publication, Fox's description of it as "a masterpiece" in a red carpet interview went viral. As always, she was just being honest. Down the Drain is a true literary achievement, as one-of-a-kind as its author.
Critic Reviews
‘Most startling of memoirs. Within two chapters I, too, was hooked … Fans of Edie Sedgwick, Cookie Mueller and Courtney Love will die for Down The Drain … I think I just accidentally landed on my book of the year’ Paul Flyn, Evening Standard
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- Anonymous User
- 02-02-2024
Totally Addictive Chaos
A really tough listen - especially for anyone who has been exposed to abuse and addiction. I appreciated the honesty and vulnerability. I also found myself shocked and disturbed but, like a car crash, I simply couldn't look away. Would definitely recommend!
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- Anonymous User
- 16-02-2024
Mind Boggling Story
Amazing recount of her life, recommended to many already! Jaw, dropping craziness from go to woe.
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- Anonymous User
- 20-02-2024
Beautifully chaotic
Cried, laughed, gasped. Loved it.
I feel like I was listening to a friend tell me wild stories from her life.
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- Amazon Customer
- 30-10-2023
Amazing.
Such a good listen. Julia is an amazing writer and although problematic at times her honesty and life stories are truly unbelievable. I didn’t know much about her before listening to this but now I’m her biggest fan
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- Anna
- 13-11-2023
Finally, a story for the hot girls with sad childhoods.
She gets us, she’s one of us.
Proud of you, sis. Thanks for telling your story so we can all feel a little less lonely xox
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- Erin Kahabka
- 21-11-2023
Inspiring
I had high expectations, they were exceeded. Beyond fantastic, it was difficult to do anything until I heard the last word. Now I need the next one!
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- Anonymous User
- 05-12-2023
Devastatingly Enthralling. Couldn’t put it down.
Finished this in a couple of days. One of the best reads I’ve had all year. It is inspiring, awful, heartbreaking yet amazing at the same time. Couldn’t recommend it more. Wish it was longer!
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- Kindle Customer
- 24-12-2023
she slayed
this was hilarious. I love her. you inspire me. why is there a 15 word minimum.
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- Anonymous User
- 02-04-2024
Realest of real
Transparent and true, Julia speaks volumes on the struggles of being a woman and coming from nothing. She is everything
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- Anonymous User
- 20-10-2023
What a writer!!
I didn’t know much about Julia other than what was written in the media. Her story is absolutely wild and told with such honesty and relatability. I giggled and cried through this book and will now be waiting with anticipation as to what she does next. Weirdo queen.
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