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Drinking Custard
- The Diary of a Confused Mum
- By: Lucy Beaumont
- Narrated by: Lucy Beaumont, Jon Richardson
- Length: 6 hrs and 18 mins
- Unabridged
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Known for her sharp, witty and surreal view on everyday life, Lucy shares the unpredictable craziness of being a mum in this brilliant and laugh-out-loud 'mumoir'. Mums everywhere will recognise the madness of it all. Like when Lucy was hospitalised during her third trimester with chest pains but it turned out to be a burrito. Or when she was so tired at the park she forgot her own child's name.
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Brilliant!
- By Anonymous on 24-11-2022
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Drinking Custard
- The Diary of a Confused Mum
- Narrated by: Lucy Beaumont, Jon Richardson
- Length: 6 hrs and 18 mins
- Release date: 30-09-2021
- Language: English
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Do You Love Butter? (From The Heart)
- By: Josh Hilden
- Narrated by: Jama Smith
- Length: 9 mins
- Unabridged
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DO YOU LOVE BUTTER?(Short Story)In this short story, one man learns that grief and joy go hand in hand with happiness and loss. Its a personal and heartbreaking tale of love and loss...
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Do You Love Butter? (From The Heart)
- Narrated by: Jama Smith
- Length: 9 mins
- Release date: 12-11-2026
- Language: English
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Mother Mary Comes To Me
- The Sunday Times bestselling memoir from the Booker Prize-winning author of The God of Small Things
- By: Arundhati Roy
- Narrated by: Arundhati Roy
- Length: 11 hrs and 28 mins
- Unabridged
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Brought to you by Penguin. THE SUNDAY TIMES BESTSELLER FOYLES BOOK OF THE YEAR 2025 AUDIBLE BOOK OF THE YEAR 2025 BLACKWELL'S NON-FICTION BOOK OF THE YEAR 2025 WINNER OF THE GOOGLE PLAY BEST OF 2025 AWARD SHORTLISTED FOR WATERSTONES BOOK OF THE YEAR 2025 SHORTLISTED FOR THE BRITISH BOOK AWARDS...
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Incredible, Moving
- By Anonymous on 09-09-2025
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Mother Mary Comes To Me
- The Sunday Times bestselling memoir from the Booker Prize-winning author of The God of Small Things
- Narrated by: Arundhati Roy
- Length: 11 hrs and 28 mins
- Release date: 04-09-2025
- Language: English
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Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents
- How to Heal from Distant, Rejecting, or Self-Involved Parents
- By: Lindsay C. Gibson PsyD
- Narrated by: Marguerite Gavin
- Length: 6 hrs and 50 mins
- Unabridged
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In this breakthrough book, clinical psychologist Lindsay Gibson exposes the destructive nature of parents who are emotionally immature or unavailable. You will see how these parents create a sense of neglect and discover ways to heal from the pain and confusion caused by your childhood. By freeing yourself from your parents' emotional immaturity, you can recover your true nature, control how you react to them, and avoid disappointment. Finally, you'll learn how to create positive new relationships so you can build a better life.
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great and informative, but disregards one thing
- By Lz on 21-08-2018
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Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents
- How to Heal from Distant, Rejecting, or Self-Involved Parents
- Narrated by: Marguerite Gavin
- Length: 6 hrs and 50 mins
- Release date: 10-05-2016
- Language: English
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I'll Never Call Him Dad Again: By the daughter of Dominique and Gisèle Pelicot
- Turning our family trauma of Chemical Submission into a collective fight
- By: Caroline Darian
- Narrated by: Caroline Darian, Heather Long
- Length: 7 hrs and 25 mins
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The trial of Dominique Pelicot, which began on 2 September 2024, has captured the world's attention. Behind the haunting details of Pelicot's unthinkable crimes are a mother, Gisèle Pelicot, and a daughter, Caroline Darian, who were forced to rebuild their lives. This is their story. In...
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Absolutely gripping
- By Amazon Customer on 04-05-2026
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I'll Never Call Him Dad Again: By the daughter of Dominique and Gisèle Pelicot
- Turning our family trauma of Chemical Submission into a collective fight
- Narrated by: Caroline Darian, Heather Long
- Length: 7 hrs and 25 mins
- Release date: 14-01-2025
- Language: English
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Healing for Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents
- Increase Resilience, Nurture Healthy Relationships, and Reclaim Your True Self
- By: Lindsay C. Gibson PsyD
- Narrated by: Lindsay C. Gibson PsyD
- Length: 5 hrs and 42 mins
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If you grew up with an emotionally immature, unavailable, or selfish parent, you may have lingering feelings of anger, loneliness, betrayal, or abandonment. This breakthrough audio course was created to help you revive your self-confidence and sense of self, value your own needs, and move forward in your life. Your instructor, Lindsay C. Gibson, PsyD, has dedicated her professional life to helping adult children of emotionally immature parents (ACEIPs). She speaks to you from the heart with a warm, empathetic tone as she takes you on a journey of self-discovery and transformation.
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I love Lindsay C Gibson!
- By Catherine on 28-09-2024
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Healing for Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents
- Increase Resilience, Nurture Healthy Relationships, and Reclaim Your True Self
- Narrated by: Lindsay C. Gibson PsyD
- Length: 5 hrs and 42 mins
- Release date: 31-07-2024
- Language: English
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Boys
- Building Strong Young Men from the Inside Out
- By: Dr Justin Coulson
- Narrated by: Dr Justin Coulson
- Length: 9 hrs
- Unabridged
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Dr Justin Coulson has a different story to tell. In Boys, Coulson reveals what decades of research suggests: when boys get what they actually need, they thrive. Not through force or fixing, but through connection, meaningful challenge, and someone who refuses to give up on them. This audiobook cuts through the noise with practical, research-backed strategies for the battles you're fighting right now. But beneath the tactics lies something more powerful: a vision of masculinity worth fighting for.
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Boys Floundering
- By Ingrid Weiss on 22-08-2026
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Boys
- Building Strong Young Men from the Inside Out
- Narrated by: Dr Justin Coulson
- Length: 9 hrs
- Release date: 16-06-2026
- Language: English
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The Conscious Parent
- Transforming Ourselves, Empowering Our Children
- By: Dr Shefali Tsabary
- Narrated by: Dr Shefali Tsabary
- Length: 9 hrs and 45 mins
- Unabridged
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Performance231
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Turning the traditional notion of parenting on its head, Dr Tsabary shifts the epicentre of the parent-child relationship away from the standard parent-to-child 'know it all' approach to a mutual 'parent-with-child' relationship in which the parent learns alongside the child. Parents unwittingly...
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A transforming book, amazing
- By Jenny on 02-03-2015
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The Conscious Parent
- Transforming Ourselves, Empowering Our Children
- Narrated by: Dr Shefali Tsabary
- Length: 9 hrs and 45 mins
- Release date: 15-01-2015
- Language: English
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Behind Closed Doors
- Neglected and abandoned. The true story of a little girl who holds the secret to a terrible crime.
- By: Maggie Hartley
- Narrated by: Penelope McDonald
- Length: 5 hrs and 34 mins
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Foster carer Maggie Hartley is finally enjoying a well-earned holiday from fostering, savouring time with her brand-new baby granddaughter. One night, though, the peace and quiet is interrupted by an urgent call from Social Services. A man has been stabbed, and Social Services need to find an emergency placement for his little girl. Maggie is used to children arriving on her doorstep at all times of the day and night, but nothing can prepare her for the sight of 11-year-old Nancy.
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I truly love a Good ending! Maggie you are an amazing woman.
- By Anonymous on 12-12-2023
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Behind Closed Doors
- Neglected and abandoned. The true story of a little girl who holds the secret to a terrible crime.
- Narrated by: Penelope McDonald
- Series: A Maggie Hartley Foster Carer Story
- Length: 5 hrs and 34 mins
- Release date: 06-01-2022
- Language: English
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An Italian Summer
- By: Fanny Blake
- Narrated by: Jane McDowell
- Length: 11 hrs and 3 mins
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An Italian Summer is a novel about friendship, family secrets and second chances, set against the backdrop of Southern Italy. Sandy is in her 50s, and at a crossroads in her life: she's a teacher and respected by her pupils, but she feels she is being sidelined in favour of younger colleagues. So when her mother dies, leaving her a sealed envelope addressed to an unknown woman living in Naples, Sandy decides to head to Italy to resolve the mystery by delivering the letter herself.
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Beautiful Story!
- By Christine Curtis on 13-04-2023
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An Italian Summer
- Narrated by: Jane McDowell
- Length: 11 hrs and 3 mins
- Release date: 26-07-2018
- Language: English
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You Are the Parent
- Becoming the Calm, Confident Leader Your Child Needs
- By: Dr Siggie Cohen
- Narrated by: Siggie Cohen
- Length: 10 hrs and 42 mins
- Unabridged
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A revolutionary guide to parenting with confidence, clarity and empathy, from leading child developmental specialist Dr Siggie Cohen. ‘Five more minutes!’ ‘One more story!’ ‘I’m not tired!’ The pressures of modern-day parenting can be relentless, leading us to over-parent...
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You Are the Parent
- Becoming the Calm, Confident Leader Your Child Needs
- Narrated by: Siggie Cohen
- Length: 10 hrs and 42 mins
- Release date: 10-09-2026
- Language: English
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Adult Survivors of Toxic Family Members
- Tools to Maintain Boundaries, Deal with Criticism, and Heal from Shame After Ties Have Been Cut
- By: Sherrie Campbell PhD, Wendy T. Behary LCSW - foreword
- Narrated by: Sherrie Campbell
- Length: 7 hrs and 13 mins
- Unabridged
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Do you have a toxic family member? Do you feel like cutting ties with this person—even as painful and scary as that may sound—would dramatically increase your well-being and improve your life? You're not alone. In Adult Survivors of Toxic Family Members, psychologist and toxic family survivor Sherrie Campbell offers effective strategies for setting strong boundaries after ending contact with a toxic family member, and provides powerful tools to help you heal from shame, self-doubt, and stigma. You'll find the validation you need to embrace your decision with pride.
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Disappointing
- By Anonymous on 12-05-2023
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Adult Survivors of Toxic Family Members
- Tools to Maintain Boundaries, Deal with Criticism, and Heal from Shame After Ties Have Been Cut
- Narrated by: Sherrie Campbell
- Length: 7 hrs and 13 mins
- Release date: 01-04-2022
- Language: English
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Adult Daughters of Toxic Parents
- How to Heal from Narcissistic Mothers and Emotionally Absent Fathers, Set Boundaries, and Reclaim Your Identity
- By: Isabella Fairbrook
- Narrated by: Casey Wayman, Toxic Parent Recovery Studio
- Length: 30 hrs and 26 mins
- Unabridged
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You learned to read the room before you learned to trust yourself. To anticipate other people's needs before recognizing your own. To work harder for love, approval, and connection than you ever should have had to. And now, years later, you may still be paying the price.
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Adult Daughters of Toxic Parents
- How to Heal from Narcissistic Mothers and Emotionally Absent Fathers, Set Boundaries, and Reclaim Your Identity
- Narrated by: Casey Wayman, Toxic Parent Recovery Studio
- Series: Adult Daughters Healing Series: Attachment Theory, Emotionally Absent Mother, Narcissistic Adult Children, Empath and Narcissist, Generational Trauma, and Self-Abandonment Recovery
- Length: 30 hrs and 26 mins
- Release date: 31-07-2026
- Language: English
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Recovering from Emotionally Immature Parents
- Practical Tools to Establish Boundaries and Reclaim Your Emotional Autonomy
- By: Lindsay C. Gibson PsyD
- Narrated by: Suzie Althens
- Length: 7 hrs and 16 mins
- Unabridged
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In this important sequel to Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents, author Lindsay Gibson offers powerful tools to help you step back and protect yourself at the first sign of an emotional takeover, make sure your emotions and needs are respected, and break free from the coercive control of emotionally immature parents.
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Just incredible
- By Samantha Rixon on 30-07-2021
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Recovering from Emotionally Immature Parents
- Practical Tools to Establish Boundaries and Reclaim Your Emotional Autonomy
- Narrated by: Suzie Althens
- Length: 7 hrs and 16 mins
- Release date: 02-12-2019
- Language: English
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A Million Little I Love Yous: A Son, His Mother, and Three Days to Tell the Truth
- By: Jake Sasseville
- Narrated by: Jake Sasseville
- Length: 7 hrs and 57 mins
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Sixteen years went missing between Jake and his estranged mom. Her last three days brought them back together.Jake Sasseville has built a beautiful life on the far side of home. Distance. Success. Constant motion-anything that kept the past sealed shut.He flies to Maine expecting a quick family...
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A Million Little I Love Yous: A Son, His Mother, and Three Days to Tell the Truth
- Narrated by: Jake Sasseville
- Length: 7 hrs and 57 mins
- Release date: 12-11-2026
- Language: English
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Der Vagus Schlüssel zur Traumaheilung
- Wie „Ehrliches Mitteilen“ unser Nervensystem reguliert
- By: Gopal Nobert Klein
- Narrated by: Olaf Pessler
- Length: 5 hrs and 4 mins
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Bindungs- und Entwicklungstrauma endlich heilen Fast jeder Mensch ist heute von Bindungs- und Entwicklungstrauma betroffen. Diese erschreckende Erkenntnis führte den bekannten Traumatherapeuten Gopal Norbert Klein zu einer einfachen, höchst wirksamen Heilmethode, dem "Ehrlichen Mitteilen": Wir teilen anderen in einem sicheren Rahmen ungefiltert mit, was in uns wahrnehmbar ist. Warum ist Ehrliches Mitteilen so heilsam? Trauma entstand, weil wir als Kind im Kontakt mit den Eltern erlebten, nicht okay zu sein. Unser Nervensystem geriet in einen Alarmzustand, der bis heute anhält.
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Der Vagus Schlüssel zur Traumaheilung
- Wie „Ehrliches Mitteilen“ unser Nervensystem reguliert
- Narrated by: Olaf Pessler
- Length: 5 hrs and 4 mins
- Release date: 18-12-2026
- Language: German
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Adult Survivors of Emotionally Abusive Parents
- How to Heal, Cultivate Emotional Resilience, and Build the Life and Love You Deserve
- By: Sherrie Campbell PhD
- Narrated by: Sherrie Campbell
- Length: 6 hrs and 9 mins
- Unabridged
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When your parents are pathologically self-centered, manipulative, or emotionally abusive, the pain they cause is deep and often difficult to put into words. You may experience anxiety, depression, complex post-traumatic stress disorder (C-PTSD), low self-esteem, addiction, or other mental health conditions as an adult. But it was not your fault, and there are tools you can use to heal the trauma caused by your childhood.
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Excellent
- By Dee Hansen on 05-09-2024
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Adult Survivors of Emotionally Abusive Parents
- How to Heal, Cultivate Emotional Resilience, and Build the Life and Love You Deserve
- Narrated by: Sherrie Campbell
- Length: 6 hrs and 9 mins
- Release date: 26-03-2024
- Language: English
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The Parenting Map
- Step-by-Step Solutions to Consciously Create the Ultimate Parent-Child Relationship
- By: Shefali Tsabary
- Narrated by: Shefali Tsabary
- Length: 14 hrs and 14 mins
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The Parenting Map is a practical fail-safe, whole-family programme designed to help both adults and children heal and thrive. We parents are plagued with doubt. In an ever-changing world our children must adapt constantly to the demands of the modern world - and we as parents do too. From social...
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Raising Humanity
- By Anonymous on 19-06-2024
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The Parenting Map
- Step-by-Step Solutions to Consciously Create the Ultimate Parent-Child Relationship
- Narrated by: Shefali Tsabary
- Length: 14 hrs and 14 mins
- Release date: 02-03-2023
- Language: English
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The Explosive Child
- A New Approach for Understanding and Parenting Easily Frustrated, Chronically Inflexible Children
- By: Dr. Ross W. Greene
- Narrated by: Dr. Ross W. Greene
- Length: 2 hrs and 38 mins
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Dr. Ross Greene, a distinguished clinician and pioneer in the treatment of kids with social, emotional, and behavioral challenges, has worked with thousands of explosive children, and he has good news: these kids aren't attentionseeking, manipulative, or unmotivated, and their parents aren't passive, permissive disciplinarians. Rather, explosive kids are lacking some crucial skills in the domains of flexibility/adaptability, frustration tolerance, and problem solving, and they require a different approach.
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Life saving content!
- By Emma on 19-02-2015
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The Explosive Child
- A New Approach for Understanding and Parenting Easily Frustrated, Chronically Inflexible Children
- Narrated by: Dr. Ross W. Greene
- Length: 2 hrs and 38 mins
- Release date: 30-04-2012
- Language: English
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The Child-Healthy Divorce
- How to Protect Your Child’s Mental and Emotional Health through a Breakup or Separation
- By: Erica Komisar
- Narrated by: Christina Delaine
- Length: 5 hrs and 49 mins
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Brought to you by Penguin. A framework for child-centred divorce from acclaimed psychoanalyst and award-winning author, Erica Komisar. A good divorce is better than a bad marriage, but for children that doesn’t make the split any easier. Legal decisions have emotional consequences...
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The Child-Healthy Divorce
- How to Protect Your Child’s Mental and Emotional Health through a Breakup or Separation
- Narrated by: Christina Delaine
- Length: 5 hrs and 49 mins
- Release date: 02-04-2026
- Language: English
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