Many of us grow up believing love is something we earn.

If we behave the right way, meet expectations, and avoid disappointing people, we receive love. When we fall short, that love disappears.

But that belief quietly creates resentment in relationships.

In this episode, I talk about the shift that changed how I show up in my marriage. For years I tried to make people feel loved—by sacrificing, giving more, and doing everything right. But when appreciation didn’t come back the way I hoped, frustration built underneath the surface.

We’re talking about:

• Why love often becomes transactional without us realizing it

• How conditional love creates resentment in marriage

• The difference between loving someone and trying to control them

• The relationship skill most couples never learn: tolerating disappointment

Marriage guarantees disappointment. The real skill is learning how to handle it without withdrawing love or punishing each other.

Couples Retreat

Brent and I are hosting a couples retreat at the end of April for couples who want to break old relationship patterns and build something healthier together.

Find more details HERE.

We also offer one partial scholarship for couples who need financial support.

You can APPLY HERE.

What if the real reason you keep having the same fight isn’t the topic… but the role you automatically slip into?

In part two of this conversation, Brent and I unpack the exact pattern that kept our conflict on repeat—pressure vs. people-pleasing—and the two skills that finally helped us change it: curiosity and courage. We talk about Terry Real’s idea of practicing the opposite of your default conflict behavior, and why “seeking to understand” only works when it isn’t a sneaky way to win.

You’ll hear the framework that shifted everything for us (the blind men and the elephant), plus a real-life example we’re still practicing: how we navigate a parenting decision we can’t just agree to disagree on (how many school days our kids miss for travel).

If you’re tired of circular arguments, this episode will help you:

1. spot your “default” conflict move (and what it costs you)
2. stay anchored in your perspective without shutting down your partner
3. ask questions that build connection instead of ammunition
4. move from compromise to collaboration—especially in parenting calls

Want support applying this to your relationship? We have a few spots open for our upcoming retreat, and you can also schedule a complimentary 1:1 with Brent and me.

Conflict in marriage is inevitable, but the way you handle it can either build trust or slowly drain the relationship.

In this episode, Brent and I are sharing what conflict looked like over 12 years together… and the patterns that didn’t work: peacekeeping that turned into resentment, arguing to win, shutting down, and trying to “hold space” in a way that left one of us voiceless.

We talk about:

1. Why “we never fight” isn’t the goal
2. How resentment builds when you avoid hard conversations
3. What happens when conflict becomes a debate
4. The “Cinnabon argument” that exposed our losing strategies
5. A real fight from this week and the small shift that helped us repair

This is Part 1 — heavy on how it used to be, and why we stayed stuck for so long.

Come back next week for Part 2, where we’ll share what we’re doing now that’s helping us have healthier conflict, recover faster, and actually feel connected on the other side.

The thing that frustrates you most about your partner?

You may be unintentionally reinforcing it.

In this episode, I’m breaking down the criticism–withdrawal cycle that keeps so many couples stuck. The more one partner pushes for what they want, the more the other pulls away, and both end up feeling like the victim.

I share what this looked like in my marriage with Brent, the insight that shifted everything for me, and the three steps to clean up your side of the street without trying to control your partner.

If you’re tired of reacting and ready to show up with integrity, this conversation will give you a clear starting point.

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If conflict makes you shut down, apologize quickly, or question yourself, this isn’t insecurity.

It’s survival.

In this episode, I’m breaking down the tension between attachment and authenticity, and how childhood adaptations can quietly shape your marriage today. What helped you survive years ago may now be keeping you disconnected from yourself and from your partner.

We’ll talk about people-pleasing, self-abandonment, and how to stay connected without losing who you are.

If you’re ready to build intimacy that feels safe and honest, this episode will show you where to begin.

Learn more about our couples retreat HERE. Price increases on Feb. 16!

How do you change a long-standing pattern in your marriage without just giving in to keep the peace? How do you stay true to yourself and stay connected, especially when conflict is high?

Last week, I shared why setting clear expectations often backfires and creates more resentment than resolution. This week, Brent joins me to bring that concept to life with a real story from our own marriage.

We unpack a big fight over a red light, and how it became a hinge point for shifting out of old dynamics. You’ll hear what it looked like when expectations weren’t met, the frustration that followed, and how we moved toward something more honest, self-authored, and connected.

We talk about:

1. The difference between yielding to pressure vs. making aligned choices
2. Why emotional regulation (not anger or withdrawal) builds real trust
3. What it actually takes to interrupt long-standing patterns, without losing yourself

If you’ve ever felt stuck in a cycle of pursuing, distancing, people-pleasing, or silent resentment, this conversation will show you a new way through.

🗓️ Want to learn how to disagree without disconnecting? Our April couples retreat in Bear Lake is your next step. More Details Here

What if your “clear expectations” are actually creating distance in your marriage?

In this episode, I unpack the subtle but powerful shift that happens when expressing a desire turns into demanding agreement, and how this dynamic often stems from deeper wounds, especially for survivors of abuse. You’ll hear how I navigated this in my own relationship with Brent, why healthy disagreement matters, and how to express what you want without losing connection.

If you’ve ever felt dismissed, hurt, or triggered when your partner doesn’t respond the way you hoped, this conversation will offer clarity, compassion, and a more honest path to intimacy.

🔗 Want to explore this work more deeply? Learn about our upcoming couples retreat in April. More Details Here

What happens when one partner carries sexual trauma into a marriage and the other feels guilty for wanting sex at all?

In this honest, deeply personal episode, Brent joins me to talk about what it was like being the higher desire partner when sex still felt unsafe for me. We share what helped, what didn't, and how important it was that we both stopped masking what we were experiencing in our sexual relationship.

If you’ve ever felt stuck between guilt, pressure, and desire, or if you're navigating sex after abuse in your own marriage, this conversation is for you.

💬 Interested in signing up for the next couples retreat? Find all the details HERE.

If you'd like to talk with Brent and I before deciding, schedule a discovery call HERE.