Struggling through the emotional and physical rollercoaster of IVF can feel incredibly isolating, especially during the agonizing waiting periods for results. Alicia shares her raw experience, revealing how the process can leave you feeling broken and overwhelmed. But surprisingly, she discovered that these moments of intense vulnerability and disappointment can also be the breeding ground for profound spiritual transformation and a deeper reliance on faith.

This journey forces a crucial shift in perspective, moving from a place of demanding a specific outcome to finding peace in God's ultimate plan, even when it doesn't match our own. In this episode, Alicia walks through the difficult decisions, the prayers that changed everything, and how she learned to hold onto hope when faced with just one single chance for her miracle baby.

🎯 KEY EPISODE TAKEAWAYS:

💡 THE CRUCIAL CROSSROAD [10:01]:

Facing a high-stakes, time-sensitive decision in your journey?

"We had about a couple weeks to decide if we were going to go directly back into that embryo banking or if we were going to just stay with the course with what we had and figure out what was going to happen."

Learn how Alicia and her husband navigated one of the toughest practical decisions in IVF and the faith-based reasoning that guided their choice.

🙏 THE PRAYER SHIFT [20:32]:

Ready to transform your waiting period from anxiety to peace?

"I had to change the way that I pray because, how I prayed, it was always my demands... You have to pray in knowing, God already worked it out."

This changes everything about navigating uncertainty. See how shifting your prayer from demands to trust can unlock a new level of peace and faith, regardless of the outcome.

💔 THE MOMENT THAT BROKE ME [25:22]:

Tired of feeling like a failure when results aren't what you hoped?

"I just said, “I feel broken. I wish we had the two. I wanted the two."

Listen as Alicia shares the gut-wrenching moment she received the news about her embryos and how she began to process the grief and disappointment that can occur during the IVF journey.

CHAPTERS:

00:00 - Surrendering IVF Outcomes to God’s Will

01:55 - Breaking the Silence Around Infertility and Shame

05:09 - Physical and Emotional Toll of the IVF Retrieval Process

08:35 - Choosing Faith Over Embryo Banking Decisions

12:52 - How Embryos Are Graded and Nurtured in IVF

16:36 - Navigating the Two-Week Wait With Hope and Prayer

21:53 - Spiritual Transformation Through Waiting and Surrender

24:26 - Grieving Loss and Celebrating the One Perfect Embryo

28:47 - Ethical Dilemmas of Embryo Disposition

33:44 - One Embryo, One Chance: Embracing the Miracle

34:53 - A Prayer for Miracles, Peace, and God’s Perfect Timing

But it's also a powerful testament to the strength found in true partnership, the comfort of God's promises, and the life-changing shift from asking "Why me?" to embracing "This is my journey." If you or someone you love is navigating the seemingly isolating path of infertility, this conversation will remind you that you are not alone and that there is purpose even in the most painful moments.

⚠️ THE HEARTBREAK OF A DIAGNOSIS [09:45]:

"It was that call that basically just said, like, ‘I'm the problem, and it's my fault that I cannot have children. It's my fault that my egg health is the way that it is, and it's my fault that I can't give my husband his dream of being a dad.’”

This is the devastating self-blame so many feel after a diagnosis. Listen to how Alicia confronted this heartbreaking moment head-on.

✨ PARTNER GOALS [13:21]:

“He just reminded me, 'I married you. I want this life with you... and you are who I want to spend the rest of my life with.'"

A must-hear moment for any couple navigating infertility. This is what true support looks and sounds like when the journey feels hopeless.

⚡ SPIRITUAL ANCHOR [29:37]:

"The Lord directs the steps of the godly. He delights in every detail of their lives."

This is the exact scripture from Psalms 37 that became Alicia and Jason's lifeline, reminding them that God was in control even when everything felt chaotic.

00:00 Trusting God After an Infertility Diagnosis

00:57 Introducing Alicia’s Faith-Filled IVF Journey

02:26 Deciding to Pursue IVF Amid Spiritual Doubts

03:53 Leaving a Career to Fully Commit to Fertility Treatment

06:29 Coping With Low Egg Health and Emotional Grief

12:24 Strengthening Marriage Through the Infertility Struggle

14:19 Reframing “Why Me” Into Spiritual Growth

15:54 Starting the IUI Process With Prayer and Hope

20:39 Recognizing God’s Presence in IVF Science and Timing

22:52 Emotional and Physical Toll of IVF on Both Partners

29:30 Anchoring in Scripture and Finding Purpose in the Journey

31:44 A Prayer of Faith and Encouragement for IVF Warriors