In this episode we read the federal indictment against Eric Spofford. This discussion highlights the need for accountability and reform in the recovery industry, emphasizing the importance of supporting survivors and addressing systemic issues.

The original article from NH Public Radio that made him lose his shit: https://www.nhpr.org/2022-03-22/eric-spofford-granite-recovery-center-nh-sexual-misconduct Eric Spofford, NHPR, addiction treatment, misconduct, recovery culture, media coverage, victim blaming, financial exploitation, 12 step programs, emotional distress

Eric Spofford, once a celebrated recovery “success story” and founder of Granite Recovery Centers, was recently indicted on federal charges for stalking journalists who reported on allegations of sexual misconduct against him.

In this episode, I reflect on my personal experience at the Plymouth House where Spofford was idolized. I share what it was like to watch him rise in that world and speak to the deeper issue: how recovery culture and 12 step dogma protect predators and silence survivors. My thoughts are with everyone he harmed, not just through the allegations, but through every layer of manipulation used to protect his image.

It’s time we start talking about who gets believed in recovery spaces and who gets erased.

In this episode, I talk about how I am working on a comprehensive FAQ and research backed resource to push back on 12 step dogma, misinformation and recycled talking points that dominate recovery spaces.

I share why I’m done repeating myself, how this document will serve as both a public education tool and a place to center stories that have been silenced for too long. We dive into a classic 12-step apologist comment (spoiler: it hits every cliché), break it down line by and talk about why "saved millions" isn't the mic-drop they think it is.

I also talk about how you can get involved and share your 12-step horror story, anonymously or publicly.

This isn’t about hating AA it’s about telling the truth.

I'm not here to argue about whether AA works for some.
I’m here to expose how its dogma has become the foundation for a system that harms many.
From court mandates to sober living rules, recovery has become a machine and I refuse to stay quiet while people are KILLED by it.

In this episode, I was talk about how messy and misunderstood drug use really is and how the stigma around it keeps killing people. I touched on how laws and policies are actually getting in the way of real harm reduction and why we need overdose prevention centers yesterday. But until we deal with the stigma, none of the real solutions are going to get the support they need.

New series: Recovery Rebellion Night Cap. The goal is to upload these episodes at night right after I record them, but I don't how long it will take me to get there. But Night Cap is where we break down the headlines, challenge the bullshit, call out the gatekeeping and shine a light on what’s actually helping people stay alive and heal.

Some nights I’ll cover news. Some nights I’ll talk about what’s going on in recovery spaces or social media. I will have a guest here and there but mostly, this is me showing up for the people like me: the ones who didn’t fit the mold and needed something different.

Harm reduction and evidence practices are under attack, we can't stay silent.

In this episode of the Recovery Rebellion podcast, I talk about the disease model of substance use order where it came from, and how it’s shaped recovery culture. I challenge the idea that addiction is a lifelong disease, because I believe that perspective fuels stigma and limits how we understand substance use and recovery. I also explore alternative ways of looking at addiction, focusing on individual experiences instead of one-size-fits-all labels. I encourage listeners to rethink the identities they’ve been given, and to remember that healing and growth are possible and they don't have to stay trapped inside outdated narratives.

Takeaways

The disease model of addiction is a model, not a fact.

Labeling addiction as a disease has both helped and harmed individuals.

The disease model can create a lifetime identity of being in recovery.

Substance use disorder is influenced by trauma, environment, and social conditions.

Alternative models of understanding addiction exist, such as the trauma and psychosocial models.

Healing is not a one-size-fits-all process; individual experiences matter.

People are often taught to fear themselves due to the disease narrative.

Recovery should focus on personal growth rather than rigid frameworks.

Individuals have the power to define their identities beyond addiction labels.

It's important to explore different perspectives on substance use and recovery.

In this episode of Recovery Rebellion, we’re diving into a topic that a lot of people don’t see as a problem: the dominance of 12-step programs in recovery culture.

AA and NA help people, sure. But what happens when one belief system controls nearly every aspect of addiction treatment, recovery messaging and even court-mandated programs? The problem isn’t that 12-step exists, it’s that it has been woven so deeply into the fabric of recovery culture that many people don’t even realize there are other options.

We’ll break down:

• How 12-step became the default recovery model (whether you choose it or not).
• Why the idea of “powerlessness” can be harmful, especially for trauma survivors.
• How 12-step dogma fuels shame, black-and-white thinking, and the abstinence violation effect.
• Why evidence-based treatment and harm reduction need to be just as valid as total abstinence.

If recovery is really about saving lives, shouldn’t we be open to whatever works—even if it’s not the 12 steps?

Let’s break the monopoly and make space for all recovery paths.