Episodes

  • abortion guide part 4
    May 10 2025

    hey I’m 7 weeks pregnant and currently going through the abortion process after 4 weeks of undiagnosed constant nausea and throwing up (haven’t had a real meal in a month) with no answers including from ER doctors who did not do my urine test until literally 2 days ago after the second time I went to the ER with no relief from the constant hell I’ve been in the last two weeks.I just turned 25 I live in a van, low income af as I continue to peruse my artist dreams, disabled dog mom, and no “traditional family” support, but huge chosen family support....(cont. below)Trauma Queen Podcast by Kylie VincentS2: Abortion GuideE1: Part 4In this multi part Abortion Guide, 25 year old ex mother Kylie Vincent takes you through what to expect when you're not expecting. (TW abortion, mental health, addiciton, etc.)Follow Kylie on IG & TikTok: @kylievincentthefirstSee Kylie Vincent Live!: beacons.ai/kylievincentthefirstJoin Patreon for bonus: patreon.com/kylievincentthefirstAbortion Resources: https://www.abortionfinder.org/https://www.plancpills.org/https://www.plannedparenthood.org/planned-parenthood-hudson-peconic/patient-resources/abortion?utm_source=google_cpc&utm_medium=ad_grant&utm_campaign=cbc_ggrant_our_services&utm_content=get_abortion&gad_source=1&gclid=CjwKCAjwwe2_BhBEEiwAM1I7sZCiSweqcDilbRWkbyLPgw_FRFAIFOhwaFif49YYs9ZsG98dRadwUBoCNHcQAvD_BwE---"...I’m very lucky to have been in California at the time of my positive pregnancy test as someone who spends a lot of time in the south. The planned parenthood was able to offer me low income treatment for $50. I am still processing and healing but I plan to be transparent for all my femme followers that have gone through similar experiences and might endure in the future.I want to thank all my friends and chosen family for all the support. I was able to access affordable, non judgmental, safe care with a room to stay in and people that care about me.That being said, I have two solo show dates scheduled in LA @juniorhighla on April 20th & 27th. I thought about cancelling because my new solo show is very physical and just me for a hour 15 about more taboo topics, but I risk a cancellation fee from the venue that I can’t afford.On top of that, performing and doing my art is very healing and connective for me. I would really appreciate it if you guys passed along the show info to your LA peeps, so I don’t have to worry about ticket sales or cancellation fees as I recover.I promise I will give my whole heart and soul to the show and the thought of seeing all my baddies there to support would really mean a lot.Thank you and sending love from me and Bonnie always xo."

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    43 mins
  • abortion guide part 3
    May 2 2025

    Trauma Queen Podcast by Kylie Vincent

    S2: Abortion Guide

    E3: Part 3

    In this multi-part Abortion Guide, 25 year old ex mother Kylie Vincent takes you through what to expect when you're not expecting.

    In Part 3, Kylie gets to Los Angeles, California and runs out of her Zofran medication, which causes her to have around the clock sickness again, unable to keep food or beverages down. Her relationship with doctors and hospitals as someone with a chronic illness (autoimmune disease).

    In addition, Kylie talks about the family she met camping last summer living out of the van and since then they have grown close and been there for her like family. During this sickness, Kylie was taken in by them.

    On April 9th, two days after Kylie's 25th birthday, after days of not being able to do anything or keep food down, she took herself to the ER room again (this time in California). The doctor asks if there's a chance of pregnancy, Kylie doesn't think this is the case as nothing "happened" the last time she had sex two months ago that would cause this. Also, she had no idea hyperdermis existed. After talking about it on social media, multiple mothers say the experienced this type of horrible pregnancy that caused them to be sick the ENTIRE PREGNANCY!

    Kylie also talks adopting one day, intergenerational trauma, abusive childhood homes, how she found out she was pregnant, and the certainty of what was going to happen next, but the uncertainty of how painful it would really be.

    (TW abortion, mental health, addiciton, etc.)

    Follow Kylie on IG & TikTok: @kylievincentthefirst

    See Kylie Vincent Live!: beacons.ai/kylievincentthefirst

    Join Patreon for bonus: patreon.com/kylievincentthefirst

    Abortion Resources:

    https://www.abortionfinder.org/

    https://www.plancpills.org

    /https://www.plannedparenthood.org/planned-parenthood-hudson-peconic/patient-resources/abortion?utm_source=google_cpc&utm_medium=ad_grant&utm_campaign=cbc_ggrant_our_services&utm_content=get_abortion&gad_source=1&gclid=CjwKCAjwwe2_BhBEEiwAM1I7sZCiSweqcDilbRWkbyLPgw_FRFAIFOhwaFif49YYs9ZsG98dRadwUBoCNHcQAvD_BwE

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    43 mins
  • abortion guide part 2
    Apr 25 2025

    Trauma Queen Podcast by Kylie Vincent

    S2: Abortion Guide

    E2: Part 2

    In this multi-part Abortion Guide, 25 year old ex mother Kylie Vincent takes you through what to expect when you're not expecting.

    In Part 2, Kylie discusses how her pregnancy went undetected for two months despite going to the ER multiple times, they did not give her a urine test. The horrors of medical care in America, the gut feeling of knowing when something is wrong with your body, but being gaslit as a woman, taking care of her dog while she was sick and pregnant, traveling while pregnant (unknowingly), being out of work and financially surviving during sickness, pregnancy, and abortion.

    In addition, hypodermis pregnancy, red flags of pregnancy (sensitivity to all senses), the father of her unborn child who struggles with addiction, invasive medical treatment like an ultrasound. The vulnerability of being romantic, prioritizing work over romantic relationships, confronting someone you love with addiction, being demisexual. Kylie also addresses the complex emotions behind having feelings for the person you got pregnant from and how he showed up during the abortion process (he didn't at all). Kylie is no stranger to loving people with the disease of addiction, growing up with her Aunt who later passed from an overdose. (TW abortion, mental health, addiciton, etc.)

    Follow Kylie on IG & TikTok: @kylievincentthefirst

    See Kylie Vincent Live!: beacons.ai/kylievincentthefirst

    Join Patreon for bonus: patreon.com/kylievincentthefirst

    Abortion Resources:

    https://www.abortionfinder.org/

    https://www.plancpills.org/

    https://www.plannedparenthood.org/planned-parenthood-hudson-peconic/patient-resources/abortion utm_source=google_cpc&utm_medium=ad_grant&utm_campaign=cbc_ggrant_our_services&utm_content=get_abortion&gad_source=1&gclid=CjwKCAjwwe2_BhBEEiwAM1I7sZCiSweqcDilbRWkbyLPgw_FRFAIFOhwaFif49YYs9ZsG98dRadwUBoCNHcQAvD_BwE

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    31 mins
  • abortion guide part 1
    Apr 18 2025

    hey I’m 7 weeks pregnant and currently going through the abortion process after 4 weeks of undiagnosed constant nausea and throwing up (haven’t had a real meal in a month) with no answers including from ER doctors who did not do my urine test until literally 2 days ago after the second time I went to the ER with no relief from the constant hell I’ve been in the last two weeks.

    I just turned 25 I live in a van, low income af as I continue to peruse my artist dreams, disabled dog mom, and no “traditional family” support, but huge chosen family support....(cont. below)

    Trauma Queen Podcast by Kylie Vincent

    S2: Abortion Guide, E1: Part 1

    In this multi part Abortion Guide, 25 year old ex mother Kylie Vincent takes you through what to expect when you're not expecting. (TW abortion, mental health, addiciton, etc.)

    In Part 1, Kylie takes you to through all the events leading up to finding out she had been pregnant for almost two months.

    Follow Kylie on IG & TikTok: instagram.com/kylievincentthefirst

    See Kylie Vincent Live!: beacons.ai/kylievincentthefirst

    Join Patreon for bonus: patreon.com/kylievincentthefirst

    Abortion Resources:

    https://www.abortionfinder.org/https://www.plancpills.org

    /https://www.plannedparenthood.org/planned-parenthood-hudson-peconic/patient-resources/abortion?utm_source=google_cpc&utm_medium=ad_grant&utm_campaign=cbc_ggrant_our_services&utm_content=get_abortion&gad_source=1&gclid=CjwKCAjwwe2_BhBEEiwAM1I7sZCiSweqcDilbRWkbyLPgw_FRFAIFOhwaFif49YYs9ZsG98dRadwUBoCNHcQAvD_BwE---"...I’m very lucky to have been in California at the time of my positive pregnancy test as someone who spends a lot of time in the south. The planned parenthood was able to offer me low income treatment for $50. I am still processing and healing but I plan to be transparent for all my femme followers that have gone through similar experiences and might endure in the future.I want to thank all my friends and chosen family for all the support. I was able to access affordable, non judgmental, safe care with a room to stay in and people that care about me.That being said, I have two solo show dates scheduled in LA @juniorhighla on April 20th & 27th. I thought about cancelling because my new solo show is very physical and just me for a hour 15 about more taboo topics, but I risk a cancellation fee from the venue that I can’t afford.On top of that, performing and doing my art is very healing and connective for me. I would really appreciate it if you guys passed along the show info to your LA peeps, so I don’t have to worry about ticket sales or cancellation fees as I recover.I promise I will give my whole heart and soul to the show and the thought of seeing all my baddies there to support would really mean a lot.Thank you and sending love from me and Bonnie always xo."

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    28 mins
  • van life questions
    Mar 28 2025

    Most asked van life questions!


    See me live: beacons.ai/kylievincent

    Be a Patreon subscriber for bonus content: patreon.com/kylievincentthefirst

    Follow me on Instagram: instagram.com/kylievincentthefirst

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    45 mins
  • Trauma Cycles, Clarity, and Elon Musk
    Mar 7 2025

    Back in the booth solo, back in Pamela Vanderson mode, and back in the same trauma cycles I swore I’d broken. We’re talking clarity, self-delusion, and the mental gymnastics required to convince yourself you’re “healed.” Also, Bonnie’s officially producing this podcast now, which means things might actually run smoothly—against all odds.Other topics on the docket:

    - Bonnie's adoption story- pandemic love, relationship- living with jewish family , comparing my jewish family -vaping and accutance -depo shot- taking care of my body in LA- elon musk is random by spreading his seed- time is privilege - being home schooled by myself when I was 14- living in a beach town- RHOOC, but poor- too financially responsible, now not- jobs i worked in NYC- my grandparents are from NYC- my heaven is conservatives serving me coffee and i don't tip them-artists way

    Follow me

    Kylie: [@kylievincentthefirst] on Instagram & TikTok

    Support the pod and get bonus content: [patreon.com/kylievincentthefirst]

    Other stuff: www.beacons.ai/kylievincent#TraumaQueenPodcast #elonmusk #QueerComedy #NonbinaryComedians #GenZHumor #BreakTheRules #StandUpComedy #UnhingedAndThriving #genzhumor Tap in.

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    46 mins
  • Breaking Gender Rules (feat. Freddie Shanel)
    Feb 21 2025

    This week on Trauma Queen, I’m joined by stand-up comedian and Reductress writer Freddie Shanel. Freddie started doing comedy at 11—at school assemblies. In Singapore. We talk about growing up under strict rules, learning how to break them (including gender), and how they went from doing censored kid comedy to being a silly personal comedian.

    If you’ve ever repressed your entire personality for survival, used comedy as a coping mechanism, or realized gender is just another rule to break, this episode is for you.

    Listen now or live a life of regret. Your call.

    Follow us:
    Kylie: [@kylievincentthefirst] on Instagram & TikTok
    Freddie: [@freddieshanel1] on Instagram & TikTok

    Support the pod and get bonus content: [patreon.com/kylievincentthefirst]

    #TraumaQueenPodcast #FreddieShanel #QueerComedy #NonbinaryComedians #GenZHumor #BreakTheRules #StandUpComedy #UnhingedAndThriving

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    55 mins
  • Breakups & Psych Wards: Who Let Us Out? (feat. Jamie Wolf)
    Feb 14 2025

    Jamie Wolf just got dumped, and instead of processing it like a healthy person, he’s here. We talk about heartbreak, humiliation, and the mental gymnastics required to convince yourself you don’t deserve it.


    Also, fun fact: we’ve both been institutionalized. So naturally, we compare notes on psych ward life—the characters, the chaos, and the moment you realize the guy pacing in circles isn’t leaving anytime soon.


    If you’ve ever dated the wrong person, taken the wrong meds, or looked a psychiatrist in the eye and lied through your teeth to get discharged, this one’s for you.Listen now. Or don’t. Either way, we’ll be fine (we won’t).


    Follow us:

    Kylie: [@kylievincentthefirst] on Instagram & TikTok

    Jamie: [@jamiewolfcomedy] on Instagram & TikTok

    Support the pod and get bonus content: [patreon.com/kylievincentthefirst]

    PTSD Madlib Book ready to order !https://www.blurb.com/b/12308398


    #TraumaQueenPodcast #JamieWolf #BreakupsAreHell #PsychWardAllStars #ImFineItsFine #DarkHumor #UnwellAndUnbothered

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    54 mins