Losing someone who was first to know of what I went through, the one who baptized me. The one who reach out to me when I sick with Covid. The one who passed away, before I was Covid. There isn’t a day where I don’t miss you. You checked on me multiple time throughout my life, and the fact you passed six days after my birthday. It would make the month of January even harder for me. My uncle’s birthday is January 10th, my birthday is January 23rd, my grandfathers birthday was January 25th and Matt Hearn passed away January 29th. Two people who I was close to, are forever gone. Matt Hearn passed away from Cancer, My grandfather passed away from old age. He passed away when he was 90 and I was 20 years old. We were 70 years apart. Matt Hearn passed away after my 22 birthday. My grandfather passed away August 23rd. My grandmother and neighbor would pass four days part and the year I turned 23 years old., during year of 2022. Matt Hearn passed away in the year of 2021, the year I was 22 years old. Many numbers have meaningful moments you cherish, while many numbers have moments that will stay with you forever. Being 26 now, in the year of 2025, all the numbers are now numbers I cherish but will forever be my favorite. Who am I supposed to talk, when the ones who I was close with took apart of me with them. You learn to accept what is, but the grief never really goes away, it just becomes something you learn to accept.