Episodes

  • How I was OUTED! /Side effects of Dissapearing

    How I was OUTED! /Side effects of Dissapearing
    Nov 21 2022
    Have you ever tried to disappear? probably not-but a hiatus can become a disappearance and disconnection from this kind of career. It can be very painful for anyone to lose someone they enjoy in their life even if it’s a online symbiotic-parasocial relationship! Remember your worth more than money both users and performers! I hear many people that have holes in their heart after a performer disappeared and how sad they were you can see them asking in forums, too. This goes both ways though and whether they’re on the user end or the performer end and this can really affect a lot in any life. It’s taboo often we don’t have anyone to console us if needed to quit. A user may feel like they were just playing on a moment for some money perhaps-and that’s all it was not anything more. Yet the name we give ourselves is only as real as our freedom to be safe to be that name…for ourselves we have to hide so much in every day life, until we are free from shame the light will bring out those who have wanted to bask in the light of their truth. If we see #Sexworkisrealwork maybe we would never want do it but we must treat each other with enough respect to not have us living in the shadow of shame.
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    22 mins
  • BURNOUT DIARIES; 1. How to Heal? No, Healing happens. Now do only which is your true desire.

    BURNOUT DIARIES; 1. How to Heal? No, Healing happens. Now do only which is your true desire.
    Apr 1 2021
    From being burnt out right now and also many mannyyy burnouts before; I would note that eventually, you kind of give up! You just gotta give in, it doesn’t matter anymore! You’re Fucked! Then, and only then you can go on from the ground you lay on up. That is it! Within tasks naturally executed these moments weave and you can finally remember who you are and what you WANTED to be doing! What is something you’re enjoying? If you find that something you’re doing is and was before you the whole time-then you always loved Something of it! When we over-stress; somehow we forget things that aren’t ‘relevant’ or right in front of us! When nothing has value anymore, it can build meaning all over again! Listen in on how I have changed as a cam girl a little, and as I read aloud the beginning of The DAO DE CHING by LAO TSU ☯️
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    24 mins
  • For Corona-Cammers! If You are Leaving; Don’t Forget Us.

    For Corona-Cammers! If You are Leaving; Don’t Forget Us.
    Feb 15 2021
    Many people had taken up online sex work as a result of this pandemic-especially in the USA 🇺🇸 due to the lack of quickly accessible Unemployment and Stimulus $. Consent, is a spectrum we do things we don’t always want to do-at any job...but if camming, Onlyfans-ing and indie Clips weren’t your cuppa tea...Don’t forget us still in the industry-willingly. Advocate where we cannot. Be an ally and don’t throw us into the regret pile to be condemned even if you had a horrible experience. This letter is from me to you. Melody x
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    15 mins
  • This whole Pandemic thing...

    This whole Pandemic thing...
    Sep 12 2020
    I’m back and holy moly I’m sorry I wish I could have been updating you all on this as it was taking place but here I am now to try and give you some information on the climate of the online sex industry in the Novel Coronavirus pandemic. I’m MelodyHero /Morrison and this is what the f**k happened from MY point of view!
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    18 mins
  • I survived the AVN sex convention!👌

    I survived the AVN sex convention!👌
    Feb 15 2020
    Goddamn I said God. Damn. The AVNs are tough. It’s in the heart of darkness-and my own personal Hell; Las Vegas, Nevada. I just left the place in summer swearing never to return but Doja Cat live at a private concert had the devil tempting me all the way to the hard r(cock) hotel. This is just my personal experience so for disclaimers; I didn’t cry at a greyhound bus station, I didn’t pee my pants when I got to downtown LV, I didn’t witness a 7-11 being robbed with an implied gun in a backpack and I didn’t have PTSD from living in Las Vegas to start with. Welcome to the shit-spo!
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    6 mins
  • THE WEBCAM GIRL ZOO (Trailer)

    THE WEBCAM GIRL ZOO (Trailer)
    Nov 13 2019
    1 min
  • Can you have healthy Relationships while Camming!?! my thoughts, +some other Angles and insights!

    Can you have healthy Relationships while Camming!?! my thoughts, +some other Angles and insights!
    Jul 17 2019
    OH MY MY MY. I should have addressed this ages ago. . this is a HUGE HUUUUUGE deal for a lot of people considering/starting camming. Actually its a big "?" in the adult industry in general...Taboo is sometimes normal and you get shocked by how far the world is behind you when it comes to just accepting a career surrounding sex. SEX SELLS, Its everywhere-marketing, magazines, fashion, monthly loot boxes for ED treatments...watching porn is so normalized its a joke on TV (notoriously censored) when you're caught by your mom with a playboy magazine...Audience laugh track* OH BUT MAKING IT?!"OH NO...We need to talk honey." Yeah we need a discussion, we need this talk right here right now, on MY goddamn podcast! Welcome noobs, to The Webcam Girl Zoo!
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    17 mins
  • NO MO BEING NICE. NO MO GOOD CUSTOMER SERVICE!

    NO MO BEING NICE. NO MO GOOD CUSTOMER SERVICE!
    Apr 14 2019
    Self-Reservation, preservation.
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    24 mins