• Assaulted by the Guru: Sharada's Story
    Aug 16 2025

    Sharada Thompson shares about the abuse she experienced at the hands of Swami Satchidananda, how the Integral Yoga Community responded, and tools spiritual seekers can use to notice toxic patterns and protect themselves from falling under coercive control.

    https://gurusexabuse.com/womens-testimony/#sharada

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    51 mins
  • Growing Up in Yogaville: Forest’s Story
    Jul 25 2025

    Forest, who grew up in Yogaville, shares about the challenges of being homeschooled in an isolated community. We discuss the disciplinary culture at the ashram, violence among kids who grew up there, and how an ashram upbringing impacts adulthood. survivingsatchidananda.com

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    27 mins
  • Carol Merchasin: “The Cult Assassin” who is taking Yogaville to Court
    May 20 2025

    In this episode, Brianna interviews Carol Merchasin, the notorious attorney who takes on abusive spiritual communities in court. Her firm, Mcallister Olivarius, is currently supporting plaintiffs Shanti Norris and Susan Cohen in their legal battle against Yogaville/Integral Yoga. Merchasin's work is part of a broader effort to hold spiritual organizations accountable for misconduct. She has previously represented individuals in cases involving spiritual communities such as The Shambhala International Lineage of Buddhism and Sivananda Yoga Vedanta Centers.

    Read the Yogaville court documents yourself here with the index number: 952220-2023

    https://iapps.courts.state.ny.us/iscroll/IScroll

    If you would like to share any information about Yogaville with Brianna, email survivingsatchidananda@gmail.com

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    46 mins
  • Growing Up In Yogaville: Chai's Story
    Feb 3 2025

    Chai opens up about the complexities of growing up in Yogaville, sharing the good, the bad, and the ugly. He delves into the ways ashram leaders interfered with his family dynamics, corporal punishment at the community school, and what it has been like navigating adulthood after leaving the community. Chai and Brianna also revisit the unsolved mystery of a woman who dropped out of law school and married a swami after just a few weeks at Yogaville.

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    46 mins
  • Indoctrination
    Jan 21 2025

    Satya, Brianna’s close friend from Yogaville, shares her personal journey of what led her to the ashram. They reflect on their experiences in the Living Yoga Training program, the unhealthy eating behaviors promoted within the ashram's culture, and how mental health crises are handled by Integral Yoga swamis. It’s a powerful and introspective conversation about self-discovery and confronting difficult truths.

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    49 mins
  • Initiation
    Jan 7 2025

    Brianna Patten, former resident of a spiritual retreat center in Central Virginia called Yogaville, unpacks the community's toxic inner workings. She reflects on her secret mantra initiation ceremony and her complicated relationship with the ashram. In a revealing interview, Karla Helbert, a trauma therapist and former Integral Yoga leader, provides valuable insight as someone who was a member of the organization for decades. Both women stress the need for transparency, support systems for survivors, and the importance of practicing Ahimsa (non-violence) in yoga communities.

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    43 mins
  • At The Right Hand of The Guru: Vijay's Story
    Sep 1 2025

    Vijay tells the story about his involvement in establishing the San Francisco Integral Yoga Institute, where he played a significant role in its growth and development. He describes his experiences working with Swami Satchidananda, including both the positive spiritual guidance and the challenges posed by the guru's unethical relationships with disciples. Vijay explains his involvement in seeking justice for those harmed by Swami Satchidananda and the community's reaction to his speaking out. survivingsatchidananda.com

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    53 mins