Episodes

  • I Don't Know What I'm Doing
    Jun 24 2025

    ✍️ Episode 1: “I Don’t Know What I’m Doing”

    On his 42nd birthday, Jacob hits record for the first time — not as a guru, but as a fellow human navigating burnout, financial hardship, and spiritual awakening.

    In this vulnerable debut of Standing Nowhere — a podcast about mindfulness, personal growth, and the human experience — he shares the raw story behind the mic:
    • Why he left the corporate world and walked away from sales
    • Surviving poverty, debt, and starting over in Arizona
    • Working 60-hour weeks as a delivery driver
    • The moment of surrender that sparked a deeper trust in life

    If you’ve ever felt stuck, overwhelmed, or unsure of your path, this is for you. No advice, no platitudes — just presence, reflection, and the beginning of a conversation about what it really means to wake up.

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    🎧 Listen on Buzzsprout: https://standingnowhere.buzzsprout.com/
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    1 hr and 12 mins