In this raw and unfiltered episode of Spiritual Bacon, I finally share the truth behind the voice — the real story of who I am, what I’ve survived, and why I came back. From addiction and heartbreak to near-death and awakening, I lay it all out: the trauma, the turning points, and the spiritual mission that pulled me back to life.

But this episode isn’t just about pain. It’s also about passion. Sports, music, gaming, nature, loyalty, and fire — the parts of me that kept me alive when everything else fell apart.

I talk about the loop I’ve felt trapped in, the déjà vu moments that haunted me, and the choice to finally break free and shine anyway.

This isn’t about being perfect. It’s about being real. It’s about remembering who we are — and why we’re still here.

If you’ve ever felt like you didn’t belong, like you were too broken or too much… this one’s for you.

Episode 2 – What the Hell Happened to Me? (The Awakening Begins)

After returning home from surgery, everything felt… different. The mountains looked more alive. Nature moved me to tears. I couldn’t explain it yet—but something inside me had changed.

In this episode, I take you through the emotional aftermath of my near-death experience: the deep connection I suddenly felt to everything, the shift in my perception of time, and the burning questions I couldn’t ignore any longer—What is my purpose? Why am I here?

I share the surreal moment my mom confirmed what I already suspected… and the stunning realization that I had experienced something sacred, something real, during surgery.

I also dive into my early search for answers: discovering the concept of spiritual awakenings, learning how spirituality was buried under centuries of logic and control, and realizing that the intuitive “gut feelings” I had all my life were part of something bigger.

This is the beginning of my awakening. Raw, unfiltered, and deeply personal. If you’ve ever questioned reality or felt like something in you was waking up, this episode is for you.

In this powerful first episode, I share the real story of how I went from a routine hospital visit to waking up in the ICU strapped to a bed, fighting for my life. I talk about the ruptured colon that nearly killed me, the emergency surgery that saved me, and the unexpected challenges of waking up with a colostomy bag—and a whole new perspective.

But this isn’t just about trauma. This was the moment everything shifted. The moment my spiritual awakening began.

This episode is raw, unfiltered, and a little messy—just like life. But it’s also the beginning of something beautiful: a journey into healing, intuition, and rediscovering who I really am.