I think about life before

I think about all the times I’d won

Never running out of more

Never running out of love

I might have been self-assured

A little naive in all the fun

Sitting pretty on the top of it all

Now there is silence

Now that I’m hurting

I’m flooded with all the memories

Is it a breakdown?

Is it a breakthrough?

Towards the woman I’m meant to be

I’m still afraid and in this melody

I’m trying to make a change that’s good for me

I, don’t know where this will lead

Right now I’m so far from sitting pretty

I find myself insecure

I find myself comfortable to hide

Always being oh so cautious

Anxious, always tired

How is that I’m so unsure?

So unlike the girl I used to know?

Sitting pretty on the top of it all

Now that I’m older

Now the world’s changing

I’m holding onto the memories

Is it a breakdown?

Is it a breakthrough?

Towards the life that I’m meant to lead

I’m still afraid and in this melody

I’m trying to make a change that’s good for me

I, don’t know where this will lead

Right now I’m so far from sitting pretty

I think about life before

I think about all the times I’d won

Never running out of more

Never running out of love

I wanna be self-assured

A little more brave in all the fun

Sitting pretty on the top of it all

(Though) I’m still afraid, I have this melody

That’s helping me make a change that’s good for me

I, don’t know where this will lead

I don’t know where this will lead

I don’t know where this will lead

But I’ve heard of a land so pretty

Somewhere I could be

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