Episodes

  • Season 2 Ep. 03 Taking Lives to Saving Lives
    May 1 2025

    In this week’s episode Jason and Justin welcome Vincent "Rocco" Vargas, Border Patrol Medic and Actor known for his role as “Gilly” on the TV series Mayans M.C. He opens up about his upbringing, early exposure to gang life, and his experiences serving in the military. The conversation takes a powerful turn as he shares his post-war struggles with trauma and the emotional challenges that followed. Now working with the Border Patrol, he speaks about his desire to shift from taking lives to saving them. Together, the trio engage in a raw, honest discussion about the importance of mental health, emphasizing the need for open conversations—especially among men and those in high-risk professions.

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    56 mins
  • Season 2 Ep. 02 Chaos and Retribution
    Apr 25 2025

    In this episode Jason and Mooch welcome Johnny Bomber, a former member of the Mongols Motorcycle Club. Bomber shares his powerful journey from a typical Southern California upbringing to life in a 1% outlaw motorcycle club. After joining the military in the wake of 9/11, he faced deep personal challenges, especially navigating his identity at the time as a Muslim-American. He opens up about the allure and harsh realities of outlaw biker culture, the toll it took on his life, and the difficult but inspiring path he’s now on toward redemption and healing.

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    1 hr and 11 mins
  • Ep. 01 This is about to be Texas
    Apr 17 2025

    In this raw and revealing episode, former outlaw and Hells Angel Tiny joins the conversation to talk life inside and outside the club. From his early days in various street and sports organizations to earning — and eventually getting voted out of — the patch, Tiny opens up about brotherhood, loyalty, and the price of living by a different code and the true meaning of owning a patch.

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    1 hr and 27 mins
  • Ep. 07 Honor Amongst Thieves
    Nov 29 2024

    In this episode we chat with Lil’ Dave, former member of the Mongols motorcycle club. Dave recounts his journey from prospecting to becoming a full-patched member and shares what initially drew him into the club, highlighting the camaraderie and sense of purpose he found within the community. The discussion includes his involvement in the Save the Patch movement, a pivotal moment that united various 1% clubs in a peaceful fight for their right to maintain their individual patches. Reflecting on his childhood and the absence of a father figure, he explains how the structure and accountability of club life provided a sense of belonging. However, he also opens up about later struggles within the club and the reasons that ultimately led him to leave it behind. This episode offers a nuanced look at the complexities of loyalty, identity, and the search for connection in the world of outlaw MC’s.

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    50 mins
  • Ep. 06 Extreme Men
    Nov 22 2024

    In this eye-opening episode, Gene, a former Vago and Pagan member delves into the harsh realities of prospecting, and the struggles most have with the demanding expectations required to earn and keep their full patches. As he reflects on his time in the clubs, he discusses the need for connection with a common pack of like minded people for that sense of belonging and brotherhood, as well as the challenges that ultimately led him to leave. He emphasizes the importance of supporting fellow members dealing with addictions and mental health challenges, highlighting how addressing these issues can strengthen the bonds of brotherhood. Through his story, he offers valuable insights into the complexities of loyalty, the true meaning of brotherhood, and the path to healing within the club environment.

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    48 mins
  • Ep. 05 Life of Service
    Nov 15 2024

    In this inspiring episode, mental health professional Ryan Cain shares his transformative journey from rock bottom to a successful, fulfilling family life and professional career. He candidly discusses his gradual decline into drug addiction, revealing the factors that contributed to his struggles and the pivotal moment of relief when his world came crashing down. Ryan emphasizes the importance of mental health awareness, the value of support systems, and the necessity of having those uncomfortable conversations as key components of healing. Through his experiences, he offers valuable insights and practical advice for anyone facing similar challenges, highlighting the power of resilience and the possibility of recovery. This episode is a testament to the strength of the human spirit and the impact of seeking help.

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    47 mins
  • Ep. 04 Death or Jail
    Nov 8 2024

    In this episode, T-Rod, a former Vago and Hells Angel club member, shares his journey into the world of 1% motorcycle clubs. He reflects on his upbringing and what initially drew him to the lifestyle—the camaraderie, thrill, and sense of belonging it provided. As he delves deeper into his story, he candidly discusses the negative impacts this life had on his personal relationships, particularly with his children, and how public perception often painted him as a villain. He recounts his encounters with the law, including a harrowing experience facing a possible murder charge, and how these events ultimately shaped his path to leaving the club behind. This episode offers a raw and honest look at the complexities of loyalty, identity, and redemption within a tumultuous subculture.

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    1 hr and 2 mins
  • Ep. 03 Prospecting for Family
    Nov 1 2024

    In this insightful episode, former Hells Angel Jason Logan and former Mongol Justin Deloretto chat with fellow Hells Angels MC member Loren about his experiences in a 1% motorcycle club. They explore the concept of "dues" and their role within the club, as well as the responsibilities of a road captain and the inner workings of motorcycle club culture. Loren opens up about the darker aspects of his past, detailing his journey toward self-improvement and the challenges he faced in transitioning from law school to life in the club. He also discusses the impact this lifestyle had on his relationships and family, providing a candid look at both the allure and the consequences of life in a motorcycle club.

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    44 mins