In the video game Fallout, players wander a wasteland trying to manage their health bar and scavenge for resources. This week, I realized my life isn't so different.

Welcome to the "Holiday Wasteland."

In this episode, I share the reality of trying to "hustle" through Christmas with a chronic illness. From a failed quest at the local Christmas Parade (where I forgot a crucial piece of equipment) to a new, bizarre symptom that sounds like a George Lucas movie in my ear, we are keeping it 100% real.

I also open up about the mental spiral of feeling like a "burden" to my family—and the one sentence my daughter said that stopped me in my tracks.

If you are entering the holidays feeling like your battery is blinking red, this episode is for you.

• The Fallout Metaphor: Why chronic illness feels like managing a depleting "Health Bar" in a survival game.

• The Parade "Fail": What happened when I tried to attend the Christmas Parade without my scooter (and the dizziness that followed).

• Symptom Spotlight: Dealing with tinnitus that sounds exactly like an Empire Battleship from Star Wars.

• Mental Health Check: Confronting the "I am a burden" narrative with a powerful reality check from my daughter.

• Teaser: Why I’m bringing my husband, Corby, on the mic next week to discuss the friction in our parenting styles.

• Catch the next episode: Subscribe so you don't miss the big interview with Corby in Episode 10!

• Let's Connect: https://linktr.ee/NoLongerAHustle

Have you ever woken up fully confident it was Thursday, only to be humbled by a robot telling you it’s actually Wednesday?

In Episode 8, Cassie navigates the "Infusion Brain" fog and shares the raw reality of the "Invisible Scoreboard." She breaks down her recent neurological test results—specifically the frustration of having a "Normal" cognitive score (25/30) while having an "Impaired" functional score (12/30).

We are also opening the doors to the "House of Fog," where Cassie and her husband are navigating marriage while battling spasticity and vertigo simultaneously. From fighting with insurance companies about transportation to the school bus leaving her daughter in the cold, this week was a lesson in system failures.

But there is a win: The "Car Nap." Cassie shares why pulling over for 10 minutes was a victory for her health, even if eating the crab rangoons later was a delicious, terrible mistake.

In this episode:

The Alexa Incident: Why confidence means nothing when you have infusion brain.

The Scoreboard: What a Functional Score of 12 actually looks like in daily life.

Doctor’s Office Tips: Why you need to write down your symptoms (and the difference between Neuropathy vs. Spasticity).

System Failures: Navigating the bureaucracy of insurance and school districts when you have zero spoons left.

The Rangoon Regret: An official breakup letter to gluten.

Quote of the Week: "My brain is writing checks my body can't cash. My cognitive score says 'Go,' but my functional score says 'We are closed for business.'"

Community Ask: Cassie is officially going Gluten-Free. Please send your best GF recipes that do not taste like cardboard to the show!

What happens after the crash? In this episode, Cassie steps away from the hustle to talk about the silence that follows. We explore the internal isolation of chronic illness—the feeling of your mind wanting to go 100 mph while your body hits the brakes.

Using the "Spoon Theory," Cassie breaks down the math of being sick: the cost of a shower, the price of a conversation, and the heartbreak of miscalculating your energy budget. This isn't just about being tired; it's about the guilt of having to say "no" to the people you love and the realization that you don't have to set yourself on fire to keep others warm.

Key Topics:

• The "Crash" and the illusion of support.

• Understanding Spoon Theory (and the "math" of energy).

• The double isolation: abandoning yourself vs. feeling abandoned by others.

• Why you are the anchor, and why you must tend to your cracks.

After the breakdown of Episode 5, we need a map for the healing.

Cassie is joined by Marylune., a Licensed Marriage and Family Therapist, to validate the chaos of the TBI and caregiver journey. Together, they dismantle the guilt of resting and explain the science behind why a traumatized nervous system fights the stillness.

Marylune provides clinical insight into why high-functioning caregivers "crash" when the work stops and why finding a hobby isn't a luxury—it is a neurological necessity for reconnecting with the self you lost.

Topics Covered:

• The Crisis Brain: Why we are addicted to the hustle even when it hurts.

• The TBI Crash: Validating the energy drop and the need for mandatory rest.

• Hobbies as Healing: How to rediscover the "childhood joy" to combat burnout.

• Systemic Gaslighting: Navigating a medical system that dismisses your pain.

Guest: Marylune, LMFT (Nevada/California/Utah).

In this raw, real-time update, host Cassie confronts the devastating reality of the "Caregiver Gap."

Two days before Thanksgiving, Cassie was diagnosed with Grade C Esophagitis and Gastric Erosions—physical proof that the stress is literally eroding her body. That same morning, insurance kicked her son, Edwardo, out of residential treatment with no plan.

Cassie details how Thanksgiving fell apart: from the spoiled food left on the counter to her husband’s withdrawal to his room over a perceived slight about house guests. She reveals the ultimate heartbreak: her partner’s proposal that she become a "Part-Time Navigator," moving out and leaving her special needs children behind because the household load is "too much" for him.

This episode is for anyone who has ever had to stand alone as the Anchor while the ship was taking on water.

Topics Covered:

The physical toll of stress: Gastric Erosions and surgery.

The "Frat House" meltdown and the spoiled Thanksgiving meal.

The "Part-Time Navigator" Ultimatum: When a partner wants the wife but rejects the mother.

The reality of Solo Anchoring.

Host Cassie confronts the terror of stillness after sending Edwardo to residential treatment. For decades, her worth was tied to being the 'Fixer' (Cassandra, helper of mankind), and his absence created a terrifying void.

Cassie reveals the 'Fixer's Relapse': the unconscious urge to immediately fill the void by intervening in Malek’s grades, supporting her husband’s business, and intensely managing Salma's post-burnout recovery.

We discuss the painful lesson of the Ren Faire (where the MCI failed her) and the ultimate mandate: Your value is not in your output. You must stop trying to fix everyone else and start planning for your own complex needs.

This week, host Cassie confronts the cost of being silenced. We dive deep into the 'Veto Echo': that relentless internal voice that tells you your judgment is flawed, born from decades of being invalidated in relationships and the healthcare system.

Cassie shares the painful consequences of this silence, from delaying her own life-saving medical care to the high-stakes discipline chaos in her blended family. She details the contrast of being 'Ms. Salma’s Manager'—trusting her voice for her daughter’s success—while doubting her own healing.

Learn the tools: The Script Flip and the Small Yeses (like the Pumpkin Spice Latte) that allow you to reclaim your authority and declare: 'My health is not negotiable, and my body’s signals are the priority.

In this vital episode, host Cassie confronts the deepest shame of the TBI journey: Financial Guilt.

She details the cost of her necessary $20k salary decrease—the shame of having to ask for mortgage help and the constant pressure to work when her brain can't keep up. We introduce the Malek Principle: If Cassie can see the immense value in investing in her son’s future, why does the Veto Echo stop her from investing in her own healing?

Learn to fight the financial shame and implement the '5% Rule' to make self-investment a non-negotiable mandate for survival.