In Chapter 4, I provide a brief recap of the first three chapters; however, in Pending Doom or Life Lessons. I started this episode at 8 Years old and spoke on my own Innocence, how my innocence was corrupted and tainted by grown men. Also, I touch on my own reality, not being good enough for me. At this age, I started questioning everything, but the actions I was taking for others.

In this episode, episode 3, I recall the moments I meet people who will play a role in the future in discovering myself. From strangers to family or from family to strangers, I want you to look back in your life and remember when you first noticed how your family dynamic is or how you fit into your dynamic. From family to loneliness to addiction. What can happen, right?

In this second episode, I discuss how I gained consciousness around the age of five. I also talk about the moments i had with my cousins after moving back to the States. However, this episode also contains moments in my life that will soon play a key role in my actions and view on life. Roll a blunt pull a chair and let’s get real personal.

In this Episode Entering Reality. I start with a topic like memories because I want to touch on the topic of memory loss when faced with trauma at such a young age. This is just a taste of the start. I know as the older I get my memory will not be the same as it is now. I want to speak to myself in the future by creating this podcast that tells a story. A story of a strong latino man facing many battles but the battle worth saving is mind and self. This is my way of preserving my truth and stories of life. If you really want to go on a trip and laugh and cry with me, Grab a chair and listen.