Ben's "Testimony" cover art

Ben's "Testimony"

Ben's "Testimony"

Listen for free

View show details

About this listen

In Episode 2 of Queerfully Made Podcast, cheekily titled "Ben's Testimony" as a wink to church-style stories of overcoming, but this one's all about a different kind of freedom. Co-host Ben Nicholson opens up to Aaron Kelly about his hidden journey as a gay man in evangelical Christianity, where purity rules left no room for LGBTQ+ intimacy.

Ben shares the exhausting double life: sneaking moments of connection in secret, always under the radar, because anything else felt forbidden. It's a raw look at the isolation and stress of suppressing desires while clinging to faith. Things turn dark as Ben recounts rock-bottom moments, including time in prison, and the long road to rebuilding. Freedom came post-release, culminating in his authentic coming out during COVID, a time of global isolation that ironically set him free from religious restraints.

This episode is a testament to resilience, showing how faith and identity don't have to clash. If you've hidden parts of yourself or wondered if there's a way forward, Ben's story offers hope and honesty.

In these early episodes, we're unpacking our hosts' journeys before welcoming guests from across the faith-sexuality spectrum. Queerfully Made proves both can thrive together.

Subscribe for more, and catch Episode 3 soon!

What part of Ben's story hit home? Comment below!

What listeners say about Ben's "Testimony"

Average Customer Ratings

Reviews - Please select the tabs below to change the source of reviews.

In the spirit of reconciliation, Audible acknowledges the Traditional Custodians of country throughout Australia and their connections to land, sea and community. We pay our respect to their elders past and present and extend that respect to all Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander peoples today.