When shame speaks louder than truth, healing feels impossible.

In this raw and powerful episode, TV host and pastor Jen Mallan opens up about her earliest wound—being hidden in the womb, born into shame, and marked by a spirit of rejection. But God didn’t leave her there.

If you’ve ever struggled with not feeling wanted, chosen, or truly accepted by God—this is the conversation your heart’s been waiting for.

Jen shares how one Spirit-filled moment of deliverance at home (not in church) broke decades of torment, and how she continues to guard her healing daily.

This episode is for the Christian woman who:

• Feels emotionally stuck even after years in church

• Struggles with shame, rejection, or abandonment

• Wants a real encounter with God—not just another teaching

• Needs practical tools to keep healing, even when it’s layered
  
  

You’ll gain:

• Clarity on how rejection takes root and repeats spiritually

• A beautiful encounter story of healing with God

• Biblical insight on shame and acceptance

• Permission to heal outside of “churchy” performance

• Encouragement to fight for your breakthrough with the Word
  
  

Listen now and then go subscribe to Jen Mallan’s show, Come Home with Jen Mallan on CTN: ctnonline.com or jump over to her website, join her email list with her freebie: www.jenmallon.com

Scripture: Psalm 27:10 – “Though my father and mother forsake me, the Lord will take me up.”

Prayer: Father, thank You that even when others reject us, You draw us close. Heal the places where shame has made its home in our hearts. Let Your truth uproot every lie.

Declaration: I am chosen by God, loved by God, and fully accepted in the Beloved. Rejection has no voice in my future.

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Too busy to hear God’s voice? This replay from Java with Jen offers 4 practical activations to help Christian moms connect with God again—even in the chaos of family life.

Heather O’Brien shares how she didn’t learn to hear God until she was 30, and how simple steps like journaling, listening with her imagination, and playing games with her kids opened up a deeper connection with the Holy Spirit.

This episode is for you if:

• You’re a Christian mom who feels spiritually dry or emotionally stuck

• You love God but still second-guess whether it’s Him or your own thoughts

• You want your kids to grow up knowing how to hear His voice too

• You’re tired of overcomplicating your spiritual life
  
  

You’ll gain:

• 4 spirit-led activations you can do in minutes

• Encouragement to include your kids in hearing God

• A new confidence that God speaks to you—not just prophets or pastors

• A fresh prayer to help you reconnect today
  
  

Listen now and then go subscribe to Jenilee Samuel’s show, Java with Jen: Hearing God’s Voice for Everyday Life:
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/java-with-jen-hearing-gods-voice-for-everyday-life/id1257356393

Scripture: Ephesians 3:18–19
Prayer: “God, speak to my heart. Show me your love in a way I can receive.”
Declaration: “I am not too busy or too broken to hear God. He speaks to me daily—and I will listen.”

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Still not healed—no matter how much you pray or declare?
This live coaching session from the Prophetic Healing Workshop may be exactly what your heart has been crying for.

This episode is for every Christian woman who has silently wondered: “Why is healing working for everyone else but not for me?”

You’ll gain:

• A front-row seat to live deliverance coaching

• Powerful questions to expose shame and perfectionism

• Prayer and prophetic declaration to receive healing

• Clarity on how to hear God’s voice again

• A reminder that you can’t earn what Jesus already paid for
  
  

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Scripture: Isaiah 61:7
Prayer: “God, I release my shame and receive Your double portion of honor.”
Declaration: “I don’t have to earn healing—I receive it.”

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If you’ve been people pleasing your way into burnout or confusing guilt for God’s voice, this episode will set you free. Author and podcast host Stephanie May Wilson joins Heather for a heartfelt and honest conversation on how to discern God's voice, say no without shame, and finally create a life that actually feels like you.

This episode is for the Christian woman who feels stuck, spiritually dry, or quietly resentful of the life she "should" be loving.

You’ll gain:

• Clarity on what guilt really is (and what it’s not)

• A powerful shift from people pleasing to peace-led decisions

• Tools to help you discern God’s voice over everyone else’s

• Freedom to make Spirit-led choices without shame
  
  

Listen now and then go subscribe to Stephanie’s show, Girls Night with Stephanie May Wilson: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/girls-night-with-stephanie-may-wilson/id1300639310

Scripture: Romans 8:1
Prayer: God, teach me to recognize your voice above guilt, fear, or the pressure to perform.
Declaration: I am not led by guilt. I am led by your Spirit. I have peace, clarity, and permission to pivot.

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What if your real addiction isn’t a habit—but a soul pattern formed from rejection?

In this powerful episode, Dr. Gary Lawrence—author of Rejection Junkies—reveals how unresolved rejection becomes a hidden addiction that hijacks our emotional healing, distorts our identity, and blocks us from hearing God.

We talk about:

• Why spiritual growth alone won’t heal soul wounds
  
  

• The real root of bitterness—and why it spreads
  
  

• How to reclaim your emotional voice and choice
  
  

• What forgiveness really means when you’re still hurting
  
  

• How to move from performance-based faith into Spirit-led peace
  
  

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📘 Rejection Junkies book + quiz: rejectionjunkies.com
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Scripture Reference: Hebrews 12:15

Declaration: “I am not rejected. I am accepted. I am whole in Christ.”
Prayer: “God, heal the parts of me rejection tried to claim.

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You are not too broken to hear God.

In this powerful and grace-drenched episode (originally aired on Abortion Recovery for Christian Women), Heather O’Brien shares her personal healing story—how trauma, depression, and years of silence were met with the loving voice of God.

If you’ve ever asked, “Why haven’t I healed yet?” even after forgiving, praying, or going to church… this one is for you.

Through honest testimony and Spirit-led teaching, Heather reveals four prophetic yet practical ways to hear God’s voice—even if you feel unworthy, numb, or stuck in shame.

You’ll gain:

A fresh way to approach the Word when your soul feels foggy

A spiritual “meal plan” for hearing God in every season

Four steps to hear, read, meditate, and declare Scripture

Truth that breaks agreement with shame, silence, and fear

Listen now and then go subscribe to Brittany Poppe’s show, Abortion Recovery for Christian Women: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/abortion-recovery-for-christian-women-abortion-regret/id1668717310

Scripture: John 10:27, Psalm 34:18
Prayer: “God, You said Your sheep hear Your voice. You said You are near to the brokenhearted. So I choose faith over feelings today. I silence every lie that says I’m too far gone, and I receive Your voice as truth, love, and healing.”
Declaration: “God, You said in John 10 that I hear Your voice. Therefore, I will listen, I will follow, and I will heal.”

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Fear that runs in your family doesn’t have to run your life.

In this episode, you’ll hear two powerful live healing sessions from my free Prophetic Healing Workshop. Katie battled lifelong panic and anxiety. Vanessa faced fear of abandonment, punishment, and control. Both found freedom as God moved powerfully in real-time deliverance.

💡 You’ll walk away with:

• Hope that generational fear can be broken in Jesus’ name
  
  

• Insight into how deliverance from panic, abandonment, and punishment happens
  
  

• A glimpse of what’s possible at the Prophetic Healing Workshop
  
  

🎧 Don’t just listen—join the next one! Our next Prophetic Healing Workshop is July 21 at 1 PM EST. Sign up at heatherobrien.net/workshop.

Scripture: John 8:36 — “So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed.”

Prayer: Lord, thank You that Your perfect love casts out fear. I receive Your freedom today.

Declaration:
God You said, “So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed” (John 8:36). Therefore, I am and I will walk in freedom from fear, panic, and punishment. {Insert your name}, you are and you will live in the fullness of God’s love and liberty.

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They heard God… and still walked through trauma.
In this vulnerable and power-packed episode, Heather welcomes transformational coach Megan Nilsen to share how a “yes” to adopt turned into years of spiritual warfare, identity crisis, and unexpected healing.

If you’ve ever questioned whether you actually heard God—especially when everything got harder after obedience—this one’s for you.
From prophetic prompts to practical tools like the “Holy Spirit Stoplight,” you’ll walk away grounded, activated, and affirmed in your calling.

You’ll gain:

• Hope when obedience feels heavy
  
  

• Insight on spiritual warfare after a prophetic word
  
  

• A journaling method that activates breakthrough
  
  

Listen now and then go subscribe to Megan’s show, Kingdom Life Coaching: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/kingdom-life-coaching-hear-gods-voice-discover-your/id1677439142

Scripture: Romans 8
Prayer: “Holy Spirit, help me hear again. Show me what you’re doing—even in the resistance.”
Declaration: “God, You said in Romans 8 that the Spirit brings life and peace. Therefore, I receive that peace now.”

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