When shame speaks louder than truth, healing feels impossible.

In this raw and powerful episode, TV host and pastor Jen Mallan opens up about her earliest wound—being hidden in the womb, born into shame, and marked by a spirit of rejection. But God didn’t leave her there.

If you’ve ever struggled with not feeling wanted, chosen, or truly accepted by God—this is the conversation your heart’s been waiting for.

Jen shares how one Spirit-filled moment of deliverance at home (not in church) broke decades of torment, and how she continues to guard her healing daily.

This episode is for the Christian woman who:

• Feels emotionally stuck even after years in church

• Struggles with shame, rejection, or abandonment

• Wants a real encounter with God—not just another teaching

• Needs practical tools to keep healing, even when it’s layered
  
  

You’ll gain:

• Clarity on how rejection takes root and repeats spiritually

• A beautiful encounter story of healing with God

• Biblical insight on shame and acceptance

• Permission to heal outside of “churchy” performance

• Encouragement to fight for your breakthrough with the Word
  
  

Listen now and then go subscribe to Jen Mallan’s show, Come Home with Jen Mallan on CTN: ctnonline.com or jump over to her website, join her email list with her freebie: www.jenmallon.com

Scripture: Psalm 27:10 – “Though my father and mother forsake me, the Lord will take me up.”

Prayer: Father, thank You that even when others reject us, You draw us close. Heal the places where shame has made its home in our hearts. Let Your truth uproot every lie.

Declaration: I am chosen by God, loved by God, and fully accepted in the Beloved. Rejection has no voice in my future.

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Too busy to hear God’s voice? This replay from Java with Jen offers 4 practical activations to help Christian moms connect with God again—even in the chaos of family life.

Heather O’Brien shares how she didn’t learn to hear God until she was 30, and how simple steps like journaling, listening with her imagination, and playing games with her kids opened up a deeper connection with the Holy Spirit.

This episode is for you if:

• You’re a Christian mom who feels spiritually dry or emotionally stuck

• You love God but still second-guess whether it’s Him or your own thoughts

• You want your kids to grow up knowing how to hear His voice too

• You’re tired of overcomplicating your spiritual life
  
  

You’ll gain:

• 4 spirit-led activations you can do in minutes

• Encouragement to include your kids in hearing God

• A new confidence that God speaks to you—not just prophets or pastors

• A fresh prayer to help you reconnect today
  
  

Listen now and then go subscribe to Jenilee Samuel’s show, Java with Jen: Hearing God’s Voice for Everyday Life:
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/java-with-jen-hearing-gods-voice-for-everyday-life/id1257356393

Scripture: Ephesians 3:18–19
Prayer: “God, speak to my heart. Show me your love in a way I can receive.”
Declaration: “I am not too busy or too broken to hear God. He speaks to me daily—and I will listen.”

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Still not healed—no matter how much you pray or declare?
This live coaching session from the Prophetic Healing Workshop may be exactly what your heart has been crying for.

This episode is for every Christian woman who has silently wondered: “Why is healing working for everyone else but not for me?”

You’ll gain:

• A front-row seat to live deliverance coaching

• Powerful questions to expose shame and perfectionism

• Prayer and prophetic declaration to receive healing

• Clarity on how to hear God’s voice again

• A reminder that you can’t earn what Jesus already paid for
  
  

💥 Want live coaching like this? Join me for the next Prophetic Healing Workshop. Sign up at: heatherobrien.net/workshop

Scripture: Isaiah 61:7
Prayer: “God, I release my shame and receive Your double portion of honor.”
Declaration: “I don’t have to earn healing—I receive it.”

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