Finding Calm in the Chaos – A Personal Journey Through DepressionHow do we find our footing and protect our peace of mind in a world that often feels overwhelming, where fear and uncertainty seem to be the new normal?
In this deeply personal and reflective episode, host Tom Schueneman opens up about his own “days of fear and loathing,” sharing his journey through a period of profound depression. He bravely navigates the distinction between everyday “blues” and the isolating grip of clinical depression, offering not prescriptive advice, but a heartfelt account of what helped him find a glimmer of hope and a path back to himself.
If you’ve ever felt the weight of the world or the quiet whisper that nothing matters, this episode is a comforting hand that reminds you that you’re not alone and that healing is possible.
In This Episode, You’ll Hear About:Navigating Today’s “Challenging Times”: A candid look at the societal pressures – from climate change to political upheaval – that can impact our mental well-being.
The Blues vs. Depression: Understanding the critical difference between life’s natural melancholies and the debilitating, one-dimensional experience of clinical depression.
Breaking the Stigma: Addressing the societal hurdles, especially for men, in acknowledging and seeking help for mental health struggles.
A Personal Descent: Tom shares his raw experience with depression in 2014, describing it as a “black hole” and a form of “psychological or emotional suicide,” echoing Camus.
The Turning Point – Nature’s Embrace: An impactful moment of finding solace during a simple walk in San Francisco’s Aquatic Park, where “anxiety’s knife-edge eased.”
The Power of Green Space: How daily contact with nature became a crucial, self-prescribed balm, more potent than any pill.
Opening Up to Therapy: The journey of starting cognitive behavioral and talk therapy, the vulnerability it requires, and the profound connection that can foster healing.
Finding Hope and Moving Forward: Tom’s path to recovery and the lasting practices, like daily walks, help him maintain his mental well-being.
A Call for Self-Compassion and Courage: An inspiring message to nurture our mental health, find courage amidst fear, and approach the world with compassion.
About Your Host:Tom Schueneman: With a thoughtful and introspective voice behind the microphone, Tom openly shares his personal experiences to connect with listeners on a human level. In this episode, he steps into the role of a fellow traveler, offering his story as a beacon of understanding and hope in navigating mental health.
Mental Health Resources: Please reach out if you need help! Suicide and Crisis Hotline: Text of Call 988
National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI) HelpLine: 1-800-950-NAMI (6264), Mon–Fri, 10 a.m.–10 p.m. ET
Resources & Mentions:- “The Myth of Sisyphus” by Albert Camus: Referenced in describing the philosophical weight of depression.
- John Muir: His