*whispers* In this dreamy bonus episode of Delulu with Ryan Lu, Ryan’s soothing ASMR affirmations are here to quiet your mind, ease you into rest, and gently open the door to your manifestations. Let the whispers remind you that you are safe, you are powerful, and everything you desire is already aligning in your favor. Perfect for winding down at night, this episode is both a lullaby for the soul and an empowering reminder that your dreams are closer than you think. Slip on your headphones, close your eyes, and allow Ryan’s voice to guide you into peaceful sleep and limitless possibility.

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Writer: Ryan Lu

Producer: Brett Shaner

PA: Minna Kim

Ryan kicks off the first of four special bonus episodes between Season 1 and Season 2 of delulu with her ultimate villain origin story. This episode marks the debut of delulu after dark—a deeper, more intimate side of the show—featuring the story of the man who first got Ryan into manifesting… and how she successfully manifested him back. To close, Ryan serves a tarot card pull, an astro glance, delulu advice, and soothing ASMR affirmations.

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Writer: Ryan Lu

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For the first time in a decade, Ryn Weaver breaks her silence in an exclusive, no-holds-barred interview. Known for her enigmatic disappearance after the cult-favorite debut The Fool, Ryn opens up about the years she spent off the grid, where she ran away to, and the life she built away from the spotlight. We talk about her evolution as an artist and as a person, diving into the emotional and creative journey that’s led her to a powerful rebirth—one marked by new music, including “Odin St.,” “Rorschach Baby,” and a forthcoming full-length album that’s poised to shake the world awake.

From the lore and longing behind fan-favorite “Pierre” to unexpected tea-lulu moments, no topic is off-limits. This is Ryn Weaver like you’ve never seen her—past, present, and future laid bare. We go deep into the myth, the music, and the meaning behind her decade-long silence, offering listeners a rare and intimate look into one of pop’s most elusive voices.

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Grant Knoche has been living the pop dream since he was ten—touring the country with Kidz Bop and performing for thousands before he even hit middle school. Now, he's all grown up and stepping into a bold new chapter with music that’s personal, emotional, and true to who he is. On this episode of Delulu with Ryan Lu, Grant shares the story of coming out to his dad through a song, how Adele has influenced him from a young age, and what fans can expect from his new era.

We talk about the power of staying delulu in the best way, dreaming without limits, and the GRAMMYs performance he's manifesting. From full-circle moments to twinning with Ryan (theyre both virgos!), this episode takes us through all the grant-lore before his next chapter begins.

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Delulu welcomes David Maris — former top-ranked Wall Street analyst and co-founder of Wall Street Beats, a fast-growing investment media platform offering real-time insights from financial veterans. David shares the wild ride behind launching a startup that aims to democratize high-level market analysis, including what it’s like to work with names like Herb Greenberg and Beats by Dre co-creator Steven Lamar.

But this episode goes way beyond stocks. David opens up about the two times he was sued for $4.6 million, what he learned from being at the center of legal and financial chaos, and the surprisingly steady dad wisdom that helped him navigate it all. Whether you’re an aspiring founder, a finance nerd, or just a little delulu yourself, David’s story is a reminder that sometimes reinvention comes with risk — and sometimes that risk looks like a lawsuit.

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Writers: Ryan Lu & Cameron Pormir

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PA: Minna Kim

This week on the show, I’m joined by the magical Natasha Slayton — singer, intuitive, and member of the iconic girl group GRL. We dive into Lucky GRL Syndrome — the powerful way Natasha manifested her dream life, including making a list of everyone she wanted to work with (yes, Max Martin was on it and paid her the highest of compliments in their recording sessions), and watching it all unfold in real time. From being handpicked by Robin Antin to join GRL, to performing worldwide and reclaiming her identity through every chapter, Natasha’s story is a masterclass in trusting your vision, even when the road gets hard.

We also go deep on navigating grief, healing in public and in private, and learning how to adapt when life throws you curveballs. Natasha opens up about how she’s redefined success, the spiritual practices that keep her grounded, and even gives us a peek into her work as a lip print reader — an unexpected and magical gift she now shares with others. This conversation is empowering, expansive, and a beautiful reminder that manifestation isn’t just real — it’s written in your soul.

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THEE Original Labubu tattoo artist CryBabyHunter — AKA Hunter Chao — joins Delulu with Ryan where he tattoos delulu labubu live while we talk everything from his personal lore to astrology. Based in LA and completely self-taught, Hunter went from outsider to one of the most in demand names in the game, known for his delicate linework, internet-breaking Labubu pieces, and for tattooing none other than Ice Spice (who also gave him a tattoo in return).

We dive into his journey navigating the tattoo world on his own terms, how he squashed his beef with Inked Magazine, and how being a petty Virgo shaped both of our creative paths. It’s raw, funny, and filled with heart, just like Hunter’s work.

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This week, I’m joined by the brilliant and tender soul behind Pidgin Doll — artist and dollmaker Joshua David McKenney. Joshua opens up about growing up queer in a conservative environment and how creating art became his lifeline — a way to express beauty, identity, and emotion when words weren’t always enough. Through his breathtaking art dolls, he’s built a world where every detail tells a story, and every creation holds a piece of his heart.

We talk about the healing power of creativity, the intersection of queerness and fantasy, and the whimsical world of his mermaid sisters Olive and Anette — characters born from his imagination who might get a life of their own. Joshua also shares what it was like working with Nicki Minaj and Ice Spice, and how Melanie Martinez became a fan of his work. This episode is a soft, magical exploration of self-expression, resilience, and what it means to build the world you always wished existed — and then invite others to believe in it, too.

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PA: Jodie Filamena