• The Therapy We Deserve: Dr. Loren Weiner on Healing at the Root
    Jul 21 2025

    In this powerful episode of And Now Love, Cynthia Marks welcomes back clinical psychologist Dr. Loren Weiner for a conversation that reframes how we understand therapy — not as symptom management, but as the process of uncovering and healing deep emotional imprints. Dr. Weiner discusses how therapy guided by dreams, honesty, and emotional safety can reveal unconscious beliefs formed in childhood that block love, self-worth, and connection. Drawing on her years of training under Dr. Bernard Bail, she explores the therapist’s role in helping individuals reconnect with their authentic selves, process guilt and grief, and challenge inherited psychological burdens. This episode is a moving exploration of how therapy, when done with depth and intention, becomes a liberating journey of emotional truth. Whether you're in therapy, considering it, or supporting someone on that path, this conversation offers a compassionate and radical lens on what it means to truly heal.

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    1 hr and 10 mins
  • Rebuilding Faith After Fire: Rabbi Amy Bernstein on Community, Post-Traumatic Growth & Love
    Jul 15 2025

    Wildfire, burnout, and a fast-changing world couldn’t dim Rabbi Amy Bernstein’s commitment to love and justice. In this And Now Love episode, host Cynthia Marks explores how Reconstructionist Judaism evolves with modern ethics, why inter-faith friendships matter, and how post-traumatic growth can turn crisis into community strength.

    Timestamps
    0:00 – 00:46 Intro & guest bio
    0:47 – 04:29 What is Reconstructionist Judaism?
    4:30 – 07:06 Interpreting Torah like the U.S. Constitution
    7:07 – 12:17 Facilitation vs. authoritarian leadership
    12:18 – 16:26 Women rabbis & egalitarian progress
    16:27 – 25:14 Amy’s journey: gay synagogue to rabbinical school
    25:15 – 31:00 Denominations in decline—good news?
    31:01 – 40:23 Eco-kashrut & mindful consumption
    40:24 – 49:58 Inter-faith clergy circle & hard conversations
    49:59 – 57:00 Palisades fire: losing home, leading others
    57:01 – 1:03:04 Queer identity, community fractures, media overload
    1:03:05 – 1:12:58 Post-Traumatic Growth vs. PTSD
    1:12:59 – Attention as life & taking a month off

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    1 hr and 25 mins
  • New Parenthood, Caregiving & Comedy with Adria & Jesus
    Jun 24 2025

    In this deeply moving episode of And Now Love, Cynthia Marks sits down with married creatives Adria Marquez and Jesus Trejo as they navigate life with a newborn, personal caregiving experiences, and the emotional growth that comes with slowing down. Adria shares the complexities of postpartum identity, the pressure of balancing work and motherhood, and the quiet power of presence. Jesus reflects on caregiving for his aging parents and how laughter has become his bridge to healing and connection. Together, they explore how support, vulnerability, and humor keep love alive during the most tender life transitions. Cynthia brings the teachings of Dr. Bernard Bail into the fold, connecting the emotional experience of caregiving with the deep need to feel lovable and seen. From diapers to dreams, this episode offers a beautiful meditation on generational love, grief, identity, and the quiet revolutions that happen inside every parent and partner. It’s a conversation full of honesty, humility, and the reminder that love is not just a feeling — it’s a practice.

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    1 hr and 1 min
  • Love as Medicine: Dr. Loren Weiner on Shame, Dreams, and Inner Freedom
    Jun 24 2025

    In this deeply introspective episode of And Now, Love, Cynthia Marks and Dr. Loren Weiner continue their exploration of the unconscious, delving into the subtle yet powerful ways the maternal imprint shapes our identity, relationships, and sense of worth. Drawing on Dr. Bernard Bail’s psychoanalytic theory, Loren explains how early imprints formed in the womb—and reinforced in childhood—manifest in patterns of self-sabotage, shame, and disconnection. Through the lens of dream analysis, Cynthia and Loren reflect on how the unconscious reveals our inherited emotional burdens and offers a path toward healing and self-reclamation. The episode underscores the critical importance of validating one’s emotional truth, confronting internalized judgments, and reconnecting with love as a healing force. With compassion and clarity, they call for a collective reevaluation of how we treat women, children, and the unseen emotional world we all carry. This conversation is both a call to consciousness and a guide for those seeking to liberate their authentic selves.

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    1 hr and 7 mins
  • Truth, Justice, and Courage with Dr. Niaz Kasravi
    May 23 2025

    In this powerful episode of And Now, Love, host Cynthia Marks sits down with Dr. Niaz Kasravi, a national expert on criminal justice and human rights, to discuss the intersection of advocacy, policy, and personal courage. Dr. Kasravi shares her journey from immigrant roots to founding the Avalon Institute and becoming a key figure in justice reform. Together, they unpack the systemic inequities in the U.S. justice system, the post-9/11 challenges to immigrant communities, and the grassroots organizing that brings change. Dr. Kasravi offers practical advice on how everyday people can contribute to justice efforts through activism, education, and truth-telling. She emphasizes the power of individual actions, the importance of political accountability, and the need to move beyond fear in these polarized times. This episode is a deeply human call to action, reminding us that change begins with empathy and bravery.

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    1 hr and 20 mins
  • What We Carry: Breaking Generational Imprints with Dr. Loren Weiner
    Apr 30 2025

    In this enlightening episode of And Now, Love, Cynthia Marks welcomes back Dr. Loren Weiner to explore the core of Dr. Bernard Bail’s revolutionary theory: the maternal imprint and the unconscious origin of emotional pain. Together, they unpack how the unconscious mind begins forming in the womb, absorbing unprocessed emotional material from the mother that profoundly shapes a person’s identity and life patterns. Through dream analysis and psychoanalytic insight, Loren reveals how these early emotional imprints can be uncovered and transformed, offering a path back to the true self. The episode also introduces Bail’s powerful concept of restoring the balance between the masculine and feminine energies, emphasizing the need for feeling-based decision-making. Cynthia and Loren discuss the societal implications of ignoring the feminine and the urgent call to treat women and mothers with deep respect and equality. This is a thought-provoking, soulful episode that asks listeners to look inward for healing and transformation—both personal and collective.

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    1 hr and 12 mins
  • Planting Second Chances with Richard Garcia of Alma Backyard Farms
    Mar 24 2025

    In this inspiring episode of And Now, Love, Cynthia Marks sits down with Richard Garcia, co-founder of Alma Backyard Farms, to explore the transformative power of urban agriculture and community. Rich shares his personal journey from a calling toward priesthood to discovering his true purpose—creating a space for formerly incarcerated individuals to heal, reconnect, and contribute through farming. The conversation dives into how Alma Farms offers job training, education, and meaningful connections, serving as a restorative space for both people and the land. Rich reflects on generational responsibility, childhood lessons, and the importance of recognizing our own capacity for growth, much like the plants they nurture. Together, they explore themes of original love, trust, and creating spaces where everyone—especially those society often overlooks—can thrive. This episode is a beautiful meditation on second chances, the healing power of nature, and how we can all grow something good.

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    46 mins
  • From Womb to World: How Early Imprints Shape Us - A Review with Dr. Loren Weiner
    Feb 27 2025

    In this profound episode of And Now, Love, Cynthia Marks and Dr. Loren Weiner recap on Dr. Bernard Bail's revolutionary psychoanalytic theory, emphasizing how early imprints from the womb shape our lives. They discuss how the unconscious mind, formed through inherited trauma and maternal imprints, influences self-perception, relationships, and personal fulfillment. Through dream analysis, Dr. Weiner explains how these unconscious patterns can be uncovered and dismantled, freeing individuals from self-sabotage and emotional pain. The conversation highlights the importance of reclaiming one’s true self, unburdened by inherited negativity, to achieve genuine love, purpose, and inner peace. This episode offers hope for personal transformation and societal healing, emphasizing how individual growth can lead to a more compassionate world.

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    1 hr and 6 mins