Hold Me Like a Grudge cover art

Hold Me Like a Grudge

Pre-order free with Premium Plus
1 credit a month to buy any audiobook in our entire collection.
Access to thousands of additional audiobooks and Originals from the Plus Catalogue.
Member-only deals & discounts.
Auto-renews at $16.45/mo after 30 days. Cancel anytime.

Hold Me Like a Grudge

By: Celine Ong
Pre-order free with Premium Plus

$16.45 per month after 30 days. Cancel anytime.

Pre-order for $27.89

Pre-order for $27.89

Confirm Pre-order
Pay using voucher balance (if applicable) then card ending in
By confirming your purchase, you agree to Audible's Conditions Of Use and Privacy Notice and authorise Audible to charge your designated credit card or another available credit card on file.
Cancel

About this listen

When a fierce rivalry between two professional wrestlers grows increasingly heated, neither man can fight the attraction burning between them, in this dazzling debut romance.

From dramatic character gimmicks to death-defying stunts, everything in the world of professional wrestling is an act. Asher Ross's hatred for Caleb Knight, however, is not. When Asher gets drafted to Global Elite Wrestling’s main roster, playing the role of Caleb’s worst enemy—the face to his heel—should be easy. Stripping him of his World Championship title should be even easier. But as the two men trade barbs and blows across arenas, they’re each surprised to find their chemistry is so sizzling, it can’t just be for the cameras.

Through training sessions, rehearsals, and injuries, Caleb’s icy demeanor melts away, and Asher begins to see the real man behind the cruel persona GEW has molded Caleb into. An unlikely truce evolves into feelings neither want to deny, but the company won’t let them be seen as anything other than bitter rivals, both in and out of the ring.

As Asher and Caleb grapple with what they truly want in an industry with a history of denying queerness, their forbidden romance comes crashing down on them, and both men are forced to decide if their relationship is real enough to last, and just how much they’re willing to fight for it.

©2026 Celine Ong (P)2026 Penguin Audio

Critic Reviews

"Much like professional wrestling itself, Celine Ong's Hold Me Like a Grudge brings the sweat, the drama, and the FUN. I had a blast with this book!"—Alicia Thompson, USA Today bestselling author of The Art of Catching Feelings

"Hold Me Like a Grudge is the queer wrestling story I didn't know I was missing, as Asher and Caleb grabbed me from the start and just wouldn't let go! Celine Ong is a powerhouse voice in queer lit!"—Jason June, New York Times bestselling author of Out of the Blue

"Hold Me Like a Grudge is a total knockout. Asher and Caleb's soft love, big secrets, and explosive chemistry create a romance to remember, and the endearing cast of characters brings their world to life. Come for the wrestling and spice or for the healing and queer revolution; either way, Celine Ong's debut is not to be missed."—Jen St. Jude, author of If Tomorrow Doesn't Come

"Many a great love story begins with the feeling of having the wind knocked out of you. Ong literalizes the sensation with a passionately bloody, sweaty, and tearful debut about pro wrestlers grappling with their dreams, their regrets, and each other. The only thing more bruised than these boys' bodies will be your heart as you root for not just Asher and Caleb but a more just and generous world."Lio Min, author of The L.O.V.E. Club and Beating Heart Baby

What listeners say about Hold Me Like a Grudge

Average Customer Ratings

Reviews - Please select the tabs below to change the source of reviews.

In the spirit of reconciliation, Audible acknowledges the Traditional Custodians of country throughout Australia and their connections to land, sea and community. We pay our respect to their elders past and present and extend that respect to all Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander peoples today.