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  • Handwriting Is God's Speed

    Handwriting Is God's Speed
    Sep 11 2025
    Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the journey of faith and the principles of the book "He To Deliver Me From Bondage" by Colleen Harrison, which follows a 12-step program similar to AA. They share personal experiences with faith, repentance, and the importance of writing by hand in the process. They emphasize the significance of honesty and the role of the Spirit of Christ in guiding and healing. They also highlight the transformative power of writing down thoughts and feelings, and the importance of recognizing and owning your truth to find peace and purpose in faith.

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    38 mins
  • Those Who Wrestle: Lowell's Story

    Those Who Wrestle: Lowell's Story
    Sep 4 2025
    Tatiana is joined by special guest, Lowell Beck, and they discuss his lifelong wrestle with faith, particularly after his father's mental decline and eventual death despite priesthood blessings promising healing. Lowell reflects on his faith journey, emphasizing the importance of holding onto what is known about God and trusting in His plan. He finds solace in scriptures and teachings, particularly Elder Holland's 2020 conference talk, which helped him reconcile his father's suffering. They advise others to persist in faith, as understanding and peace will come in time.

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    44 mins
  • Start The Process

    Start The Process
    Aug 28 2025
    Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the struggles and doubts in faith, emphasizing the importance of self-reflection and emotional maturity. They explore the concept of step four in the 12-step process, focusing on taking an honest inventory of personal actions and their impact. They highlight the discomfort of confronting past mistakes but stress the importance of owning your role in events that transpire. The conversation also touches on the role of repentance as a panacea for personal growth and the need for continuous self-improvement to draw closer to Christ.

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    32 mins
  • Trusting The Heart Surgeon

    Trusting The Heart Surgeon
    Aug 21 2025
    Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss more of the principles of King Benjamin's promise, emphasizing the importance of being friends with Christ and seeking His atonement. They delve into step four of the process, which involves making a fearless written inventory of one's past to recognize personal weaknesses and sins. The conversation highlights the significance of repentance, the analogy of heart surgery, and the need to trust Christ as the ultimate healer, urging you to confront your mistakes and denials to find true peace and purpose.

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    33 mins
  • The Promises, Part 2

    The Promises, Part 2
    Aug 14 2025
    Tatiana is joined by Justin, and they continue their discussion on divine promises as part of the struggle to grow in faith. They explore the concept of wrestling with your faith as a sign of deeper commitment and a call to ask hard questions. Tatiana shares a personal story about kayaking with a young girl with social disabilities, emphasizing the importance of teamwork and grace. They discuss certain promises of the gospel, such as retaining a remission of sins, growing in knowledge, and not injuring others. They also highlight the need for parents to teach and discipline their children with love and understanding, drawing parallels to Christ's parenting style.

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    34 mins
  • The Promises, Part 1

    The Promises, Part 1
    Aug 7 2025
    Tatiana is joined by Justin, and they discuss many of the promises that come from living the gospel. They emphasize that the wrestle is an invitation to dig deeper and ask hard questions. The conversation highlights internal changes that come from seeking Christ, such as always rejoicing and retaining a remission of sins. They share personal stories, including Tatiana's experience with a young man from South America who improved his life through the gospel. The discussion underscores the importance of gratitude, praise, and the transformative power of internal changes in your relationship with God and others.

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    35 mins
  • Comprehension Vs. Ignorance

    Comprehension Vs. Ignorance
    Jul 31 2025
    Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the struggle and doubts in faith, emphasizing the importance of deep, authentic conversations about God. They continue to explore King Benjamin's final sermon, focusing on the need to believe in Christ's wisdom and power, and the necessity of repentance. They highlight the significance of asking sincere questions and being open to change, drawing parallels King Lamoni and Nephi. The conversation underscores the transformative power of forgiveness and the importance of personal revelation and repentance in achieving a deeper connection with God.

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    32 mins
  • Consistency Vs. Constancy

    Consistency Vs. Constancy
    Jul 24 2025
    Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the concept of remembering one's own nothingness and God's goodness, referencing scriptures and personal experiences. They highlight the necessity of daily prayer, repentance, and the sacrament for spiritual sustenance. The conversation also touches on the distinction between consistency and constancy, using examples from personal and professional life to illustrate the gradual, lifelong process of spiritual growth and the importance of God's mercy and willingness to change.

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    38 mins