• Chapter 14: Manuevering through the Holidays
    Dec 22 2025

    Hello world, Tobey here... This chapter/episode is how I handle the holiday season for the last 15+ years with family and friends.

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    12 mins
  • Chapter 13: Never asking for help
    Dec 15 2025

    Hello world, Tobey here... This chapter/episode is a brief amount on some of the symptoms I have with C-PTSD and how it effects me.

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    12 mins
  • Chapter 12: Parental Figures part 1
    Dec 8 2025

    Hello world, Tobey here... This chapter/episode is part 1 of giving credit to some of the parental figures I've gained in my life.

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    13 mins
  • Chapter 11: Letting go of Friendships
    Dec 1 2025

    Hello world, Tobey here... This chapter/episode is about my realization that some friendships aren't worth keeping when there's year of data showing that they aren't a good friend to me.

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    14 mins
  • Chapter 10: The 4 F's of CPTSD
    Nov 24 2025

    Hello world, Tobey here... This chapter/episode is about the 4 F's (Fight, Flight, Freeze, Fawn) of Completex PTSD and my experience with each one.

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    13 mins
  • Chapter 9: Thank you, Dad
    Nov 16 2025

    Hello world, Tobey here... This chapter/episode is about the yearly feeling I get around the time of my Dad's passing and how it eats at me for reasons I'm trying to figure out.

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    11 mins
  • Chapter 8: Familiarity vs Safety part 1
    Nov 10 2025

    Hello world, Tobey here... This chapter/episode is the first of many parts of me exploring the difference between familiarity and safety

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    13 mins
  • Chapter 7: Empathizing with Myself
    Nov 2 2025

    Recorded 08/2025

    Hello world, Tobey here... This chapter/episode is a follow-up after meeting with my sister. Her empathy for our Mom made me reflect on my lack of empathy for our Mom and, most importantly, for myself.

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    12 mins