• Episode 54: Birthing Diamonds
    Nov 16 2025

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    The reading begins with the intersection of Svadisthana (instinct/sensation) and Vishuda (expression/communication). This combination delivers a powerful message urging positive self-expression: "Gush your brilliance. Brag in your journal. Belly laugh every day. Express something positive". This "little voice" guidance serves as a reminder to be honest about your inherent goodness, even if you can only write it down in a private journal. The central philosophical underpinning introduced is that you speak your existence into being, as what you say informs what you believe, which dictates what you perceive, and ultimately, perception is what is real. This focus on positive self-talk establishes the foundation for meeting subsequent life challenges with better footing.

    The reading then shifts to the inevitability of change with Tarot Major Arcana Number 10, The Wheel of Fortune. This card highlights that both good times and bad times will change, prompting gratitude during highs and optimism during lows. Coupled with the first card’s theme of perception, this pairing emphasizes the intersection of action (solar plexus) and perception (third eye). The crucial insight is that if a situation remains unchanged for a long time, it is due to a stagnant perception, and reality can only change when you shift the way you perceive it. This implies the listener holds responsibility for changing their reality, though it must be genuine growth and not delusion.

    The metaphorical core of the episode, and its title, is derived from the third card—Earth on Earth (I am on I am)—which centers on identity and stability. Its haiku states: "Me, life's vase, birthing diamonds". This metaphor illustrates that the pressures of life crush memories and experiences down into gemstones, meaning that the ups and downs—the cycles of creation, destruction, and recreation—are necessary for forming these diamonds. This cycle of opportunity is reinforced by the next card, the Five of Seeds, which is the Five of Pentacles in the Tarot. This card affirms that "The door to your storehouse is not truly locked," confirming that abundance is accessible if you create and take opportunities. The reading concludes with a profession card urging action: "I profess that I do that which I claim and that which I advise". Ultimately, this full reading serves as a holistic reminder that your hopes, ideas, and intentions do not truly exist until you act on them, bridging the gap between positive inner vision and outward manifestation.

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    1 hr and 15 mins
  • Episode 53: Toxic Math
    Nov 9 2025

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    The first card, "I profess that I feel no obligation to drink the poisonous thoughts of others," an intersection of the visceral chakra (Orange metal: I feel) and the Third Eye (Blue water: I see). This card acts as a warning against "the mill spilling toxicity into the river", urging listeners to use their instinct to examine information that doesn't feel right, especially when consuming news or disinformation. The hosts discuss the dangers of algorithms creating isolating echo chambers and the critical need to "train yourself to look outside" and gather facts independently, distinguishing truth from conjecture.

    The reading then shifts to the Ace of Waves, representing the Second Chakra (Sacrum/Water), which emphasizes returning to the "very very base state of the second chakra" and the source of intuition and emotion. This card, "The tiniest of drops that can become the mightiest of waves," reinforces the theme of avoiding contamination and seeking clarity, urging listeners to recognize whether their emotional responses are authentic or manufactured by external influences. The episode introduces a mediating card, the intersection of the Crown Chakra (Purple/Akasha/Ether: I know) and the Sacrum (Orange/Metal: I feel), which brings in the concept of morality and purpose. This combination forces an examination of actions through the lens of utilitarianism: choosing the path that causes the least harm. The hosts explore how adherence to strict, context-less rules ("lawful good") can lead to devastating conclusions, noting that this mindset is tragically shared by historical figures like Hitler. The discussion stresses the importance of empathy, urging listeners to connect to the cosmic sense of self and ask: "Would I want this for myself?".

    The urgency of this message is underscored by the Eight of Waves, drawn immediately after, which reiterates the need to "Free yourself from the shallows. Flow to the source". The hosts label fear, anger, and greed as "shallow emotions" that lead to "muddy waters" and make people susceptible to manipulation. The reading concludes with the final profession: "I profess that I am the architect who builds my life," an intersection of the Root Chakra (Red Earth: I am) and the Solar Plexus (Yellow Fire: I do). This serves as the ultimate takeaway, reminding listeners that despite external influences and systemic flaws, they are responsible for their beliefs, feelings, and the way they construct their own lives.

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    1 hr and 12 mins
  • Episode 52: Energy for That
    Nov 1 2025

    Despite battling technical "Gremlins" that required a complete computer restart and issues with microphones and headphones, the hosts delve into a reading focused on Energy for That, starting with the Perceptions Deck (Orange on Yellow: I feel metal intersecting with I do fire). The discussion centers on the tension between instinct (the "gut reaction") and methodical planning, exploring whether a situation requires the improvisation of cooking or the scientific precision of baking. This first card, Apt iron wrapped zeal preparing opulent meal, Savoring ordeal, serves as a reminder to wisely prepare and anticipate problems by listening to instinct before acting. Understanding the framework and patterns before taking action is key to navigating life safely and effectively.

    The exploration of action and energy intensifies with the second card, the Five of Flames. This card, which is recognized as the Five of Wands in the tarot, addresses conflict and tension. The accompanying message, "Do not fear the flames of others because they burn," suggests that engagement and disagreement can be healthy, leading to refinement and stronger outcomes. Competition and ambition do not have to be negative; being near someone else's fire can offer light and warmth. Following this theme of action and energy management, the third card shifts focus to boundaries and resource allocation (Fire intersecting with Earth). The sassy mantra for this card is "No. No. No. No. No. No. You don't have to. No, you don't want to. And no. Because No". It serves as a reminder to be choosy and mindful about actions and motion, recognizing that human energy is limited. Saying no to one thing reserves the fire needed to say yes to something else, finding a balance between "burning bright" and "burning long".

    The reading ascends to the upper chakras, moving toward ultimate realization. The fourth card, "You are ready to embrace what you have become" (Crown chakra intersecting with the third eye), is identified as Judgment (20) in the tarot. This card represents the moment before enlightenment, standing on the threshold after having completed the necessary journey and gathered all lessons. It is the culmination, the moment before removing the heat or stepping across the doorway. The hosts warn against letting fear turn you aside right when you are ready to cross that threshold. The final card integrates this realization back into interpersonal life (Heart intersecting with Throat), advising listeners to "See both sides of the board. Play yourself at chess. Listen as much as you speak. Let people disagree". This provides a lesson in empathy and balance, urging listeners to recognize the validity of others' perspectives and anxieties while still preserving their own energy and choosing not to play games that are stacked or involve missing pieces.

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    1 hr and 9 mins
  • Episode 51: Healing Vibes
    Oct 18 2025

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    The reading began with the Haiku Deck, focusing on the perceptions of joy, where the heart (Anahata) and third eye (Ajna) chakras intersect. This initial draw emphasized the importance of collaboration and sharing knowledge, likening it to capillarity—the process of roots bringing water and nourishment up into a plant. The conversation quickly turned to the necessity of flowing knowledge, noting that water that does not flow becomes stagnant, and information must keep moving to be fresh. Following this, the hosts drew the Nine of Storms from Dean's deck, which was specifically noted as The nine of swords in the tarot deck. This card addresses processing the pain, suffering, and grief endured, reminding listeners that attention must be sharpened on the here and now. Crucially, the card advises not weathering adversity alone, urging the seeker to find new people or community to help contend with pain.
    The reading then moved into the realm of pure instinct and feeling, drawing a card from The Bouquet deck focusing on Metal on Metal, which represents sensation, sensuality, and gut feelings. This segment stressed the need to trust one's gut and inner voice, particularly when dealing with trauma or adversity. The discussion introduced the powerful metaphor of handbells and sympathetic vibrations, suggesting that individuals should surround themselves with people who resonate with their natural frequencies, or literally, "look for the good vibes". To achieve this, the next card, the Ace of Flames, provided the necessary impetus, representing the first spark of the third chakra. This card serves as a powerful reminder that change and improvement require action, not merely pondering or feeling. This moment of ignition was compared to "activation energy," the initial spike needed for transformation, such as when two elements become a compound.
    Finally, the hosts drew a Haiku card connecting expression (Vishuddha/Aqua/Air) with connection (Anahata/Heart/Wood). This card offered a caution: when speaking your truth, you may not receive 100% approval, but that does not mean the action taken is wrong. However, the card also warned against mistaking vile underpinnings for true heart expression, suggesting that if what you say would get you into "bad trouble," it is likely tainted. Overall, the spread underscored that the way we express ourselves is dependent on the connections we maintain. By choosing the right people and listening to the inner resonance of your bell, truth and community, coupled with the activation energy of action, can powerfully magnify healing and joy.

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    1 hr and 14 mins
  • Episode 50: Constructive Dialogue
    Oct 4 2025

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    The episode begins with a focus on Sahasura (crown chakra, purple ether) influenced by Vishuda (throat chakra, voice, air, aqua), drawing the profession "I profess that I know my voice matters and that it can help others". This leads to a discussion on the power of communication, channeling universal inspiration, and the idea of truth being scattered and refracted through individual context, much like light or the Aurora Borealis. The hosts emphasize that while authentic expression is crucial, one must remember that others will "intuit things into it" based on their own experiences, highlighting the potential for misunderstanding in written or non-verbal communication.

    The conversation moves into the importance of stillness and reception, catalyzed by subsequent readings from the hosts' respective decks. Dean’s deck draws the Four of Storms from the Heart chakra, bearing the quote, "Even the wind lies still for a time". This card is specifically identified as the Four of Swords in the tarot. The hosts note the history of the swords suit and emotionality, particularly the Three of Swords, and suggest the Four of Storms reminds the speaker to return to peace after intense communication. Later, Dean pulls the Six of Flames (the third chakra), which corresponds to the Six of Wands in the tarot. This card encourages the speaker to "Feel the warmth of those who celebrate you", reminding listeners to accept positive affirmation and allow others to share energy back. A third card intersection (Muladara/I am with Crown/I know) uses the image of the obelisk, prompting reflection on how one can be the source of both physical message and spiritual inspiration simultaneously, like the wave-particle duality of light, and the need to own what is shared.

    The final concluding card is drawn from the Projections deck, merging Vishuda (I say) with Ajuna (I see). The call to action is: "A little scandal is essential. Read a provocative book. Debate yourself aloud. Now discuss it with others". This wraps up the theme by urging listeners to embrace challenging, flavor-filled dialogue that pushes against their own ideas and those of others, ensuring they truly understand and can defend their beliefs. The hosts remind listeners that if they are operating in good faith, engaging in constructive dialogue is essential for learning.

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    1 hr and 2 mins
  • Episode 49: Dissolve Crusty Vibes
    Sep 13 2025

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    The episode's central theme, derived from a dice roll, is encapsulated in the profession: "I profess that I love learning especially from the wisdom of others". This message is linked to the Anahata (heart) chakra, influenced by the third eye (I see and I know), and underscores that learning is not a solitary endeavor. Dean associates love in this context with the element of wood, symbolizing exchange and interconnection, drawing parallels to how trees form communities and communicate.
    The first card pulled for the reading is the Two of Storms, explicitly identified as "the two of swords in the tarot". This card, which Dean's system connects to the heart chakra and the element of air, carries the message: "Blown two different ways you seek direction". This imagery reinforces the idea that when faced with confusion or doubt, seeking wisdom from others can provide much-needed guidance. The hosts delve into the nature of control, highlighting that while many events are beyond individual influence, the choice lies in how one responds to them. They emphasize the importance of receptiveness to new information and finding "peace in the middle of joy and grief," rather than reacting immediately. In a practical discussion, Jack and Dean also extensively laud Obsidian, a local, scriptable database and notes archive, as an invaluable tool for creatives, for everything from character development in novel writing to managing complex information through customizable, color-coded hierarchies and powerful linking features.
    The second card, from the sassy deck, advises: "You need a bubble bath. Don't argue with me. Run warm water. Dissolve crusty vibes". This card relates to the third eye (I see) and crown (I know) chakras, encouraging listeners to embrace mutability in their beliefs and shed "faulty notions and presumptions" to achieve deeper understanding. Jack interprets "crusty vibes" as rigid thinking, noting that while the brain's pathways become set with age, they can still be rewired through continuous learning. The third card pulled is the Four of Seeds, which is equivalent to "the four of pentacles, uh, four of coins in some people's versions of the tarot". This card signifies a "moment of fullness" but also cautions against hoarding, urging the sharing of excess resources like wealth, ideas, or time to foster community and ensure continued abundance. Finally, the fourth card, "I profess that I say contemplative words concerning my place in the universe," prompts reflection on one's purpose and responsibility, emphasizing that true enlightenment might come not from a "bigger cup" of knowledge, but from a "better elixir" of profound understanding.

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    1 hr and 21 mins
  • Episode 48: Go Go Go
    Sep 1 2025

    The first card drawn is number five from the abstract deck, representing the intersection of Muladhara (I am) and Vishuddha (I say). This card, depicted as a millstone, signifies how one's sense of safety, security, and identity is impacted by communication, emphasizing the power of the physical self and voice to effect positive change, as encapsulated by the haiku "spoken millstones, crush injustice, lying rubble, pulverizing truth". The hosts discuss the importance of being mindful of one's words and intentions, highlighting the speaker as the active agent in creating change.
    The conversation then delves into the complexities of intentions and ethical principles, noting that while intentions inform actions, results are what truly matter, and ethics often resides in a "gray in the middle" rather than absolute rules. They use examples from religious traditions, such as the detailed interpretations in the Talmud and Mishna, and workarounds for Sabbath laws (like "Shabbos elevators" or subtly prompting a "gentile friend" to turn off a light), to illustrate how rigid principles can lead to inconvenient or seemingly ridiculous situations, obscuring the original intent of reverence. The second card drawn is The Sentinel of Seeds, which is identified as the Knight of Pentacles in the Tarot. Its message, "Do the work that now needs doing," reinforces the theme of action and prompts listeners to evaluate if their "pillars" (principles) truly serve them now. This is further explored through anecdotes of a coach suspended for helping disadvantaged students and a teacher forging a signature to ensure a student received meals, highlighting the tension between principles, intentions, and the desire to do good in complex situations.
    The third card revealed is number 15 from the "Projections of Joy" or the "sassy deck"), representing Manipura or the solar plexus, with the theme of "fire on fire" and "I do on I do". Its message, "Potluck your gratitude," focuses on giving versus sacrificing, receiving versus taking, and abundance versus scarcity, emphasizing collaboration and community over individual burden. Rituals are discussed as powerful tools for directing intention and aligning communities, but cautioned against being merely transactional or performed without full presence. The fourth card, number 11, Defend, is identified as the Justice card in the Tarot. It calls for defending one's actions by first acknowledging an inner "gut level" answer to whether an action was right, before attempting justifications. This leads to a discussion of "The Good Place" television show, which explores moral philosophy, point systems, and what it means to be a "good person" in a complex world. The final card, number 15 from "the professions" deck, reiterates the "fire on fire" theme with the profession, "I profess that I do everything from the intent of balance". This capstone emphasizes that balance, rather than perfection, should be the guiding intent, recognizing that life requires constant, vibrating effort and adaptation, much like a dancer maintaining balance or the body regulating homeostasis.

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    1 hr and 11 mins
  • Episode 47: Boundless Authentic Creativity
    Aug 17 2025

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    The reading begins with Deck Number 3, "The Intersections," card number 30, representing Vishuda (throat chakra - I say) intersecting with the third eye (I see). This card prompts a reflection on how one's intellect influences communication, serving as a reminder that personal perception, while invaluable, is not the sole perspective. They recall an earlier reading featuring "the first sewing, the Ace of Seeds," emphasizing grounding. The discussion expands on the dangers of self-talk and "echo chambers" within oneself, where unhelpful messages can become noise and degrade clarity. This leads to an inward focus, encouraging listeners to examine their spiritual landscape and beliefs to ensure their expressions align with their true selves, performing a "reality check" on their internal and external reflections.
    The hosts delve deeper into the cyclical nature of beliefs, suggesting an opportunity to let go of old ideas that no longer serve one's growth, likening it to a "sundown" cycle. They connect this evolution of thought to scientific understandings, including quantum mechanics, the observer effect (illustrated humorously with a cat anecdote), and recent breakthroughs in creating matter from energy, underscoring how belief and action can physically shape the brain and reality. The conversation transitions to the second card, The Seeker of Seeds, which is the Page of Pentacles in the Tarot and represents the root chakra. This card symbolizes curiosity, wonder, and the preparation stage of planting, emphasizing patience and the understanding that initial sprouts are not the full plant; success or failure cannot be immediately judged. It also highlights the importance of recognizing and working within limitations, much like understanding soil composition for gardening, to foster boundless creativity within given boundaries.
    The final two cards expand on interpersonal and personal responsibility. Projections of Joy (Deck Number 1), card number 23, illustrates the Heart (I love) influenced by Air/Aqua (I say), with the message to "see both sides of the board, play yourself at chess, listen as much as you speak, let people disagree". This encourages honest self-assessment and empathy, contrasting with debate as "winning". The hosts discuss the importance of listening as much as speaking, even to oneself, to mature and understand reactions, citing cognitive behavioral therapy and systemic biases (like racism) as examples. They explore the concept of "tainted" perspectives, particularly from privileged viewpoints, and the necessity of owning one's fallibility and allowing for change and forgiveness rather than engaging in "performative purity tests". The discussion references Wicked as an example of sympathetic antagonists and the experience of being "othered". The final cards drawn are The Creator, a major archon in Dean's deck, equated to the Empress in Tarot, representing the third chakra's ability to shape what one imagines with responsibility and purpose. Alongside this, The Source of Waves, the Queen of Cups in Tarot, signifies being the authentic source of one's emotions, leading to freedom from guilt through acknowledgment and self-understanding. The episode concludes with a powerful message about shaping oneself and one's expression, owning one's context, and using one's creative "fire to light lights, not to burn forests".

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    1 hr and 45 mins