Episodes

  • Unfinished pt 2

    Unfinished pt 2
    Oct 10 2023
    A continued peak into my cluttered mind and notes over the last couple years. This episode goes into how great my dad is, how shitty my medical care has been, and how I sometimes forget I’m a felon, plus more! There will definitely be a part 3 🙄
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    1 hr and 5 mins
  • Unfinished

    Unfinished
    Aug 16 2023
    Starting out with no direction, I end up getting vulnerable and sharing pieces of emotion filled writing that I have done at different times over the years and reflected on past relationships. I read some of my personal writings and share my real experiences. It is called unfinished and will be a multiple episode adventure as I go through notes and ideas I have started and not finished or never did anything with as a way to share some of the things I have been through from the perspective of my past self. I even read notes I wrote myself as I embarked on getting a diagnosis. Basically I wrote down textbook ADHD. Anyways, enjoy my vulnerability and stories and be on the lookout for the next episode of my unfinished series.
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    1 hr
  • Phases of the Bloom

    Phases of the Bloom
    Jun 25 2023
    Reflecting on the vastly different and numerous versions of myself I have been, this episode I talk about these different versions and how they came about. Of course there are tangents involving the insanity of the concept of time, the super powers of ADHD, and other random tidbits that popped in my head throughout the hour. It’s always exciting to do unplanned episodes because there’s no telling where my brain will go and what will end up coming out.
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    1 hr
  • What’s the point?

    What’s the point?
    May 2 2023
    Originally this was going to be called “At least high school taught me the Pythagorean theorem” and it should have been out 4 weeks ago. However, sometimes I just struggle man. Struggle with the idea of what it is I even have to say. Or what I am trying to do with this. Or a million other questions that plant seeds of doubt in my head until I’m convinced I have nothing of relevance to say. And so I don’t. I was inspired by Rainn Wilson to try again and I can’t disappoint Dwight. This episode has an intro that last way too long, I touch on credit, spirituality, my life, my son, pinky and the brain, ADHD, my new annoying honey allergy, and who knows what else. & Spoiler Alert, I don’t think I ever figure out my point. Enjoy!
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    1 hr and 1 min
  • Blooming Connections (video)

    Blooming Connections (video)
    Mar 27 2023
    Feat. The Beautiful Marie Claire from Holland My first video podcast! ADHD wins almost every battle we fight, but it is my random army of the most beautiful souls I meet on the journey that help me keep fighting to win this war. This time it was Claire, who I met at my second home in Bali 'Da Housetel', We knew each other less than 48 hours, but we now have a connection forever. This was going to be called it's okay not to be okay. because I was not okay. So much so, my brain prevented me from recording a podcast on my own. Instead hear us talk about traveling and breaking traditions the world sets on you. However, she had to take off, and you do get to hear my usual depressing sentiments, but hopefully allow others listening to remember it's okay not to be okay.
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    30 mins
  • Blooming Connections

    Blooming Connections
    Mar 18 2023

    Feat. The Beautiful Marie Claire from Holland

    My first video podcast!

    ADHD wins almost every battle we fight, but it is my random army of the most beautiful souls I meet on the journey that help me keep fighting to win this war. This time it was Claire, who I met at my second home in Bali 'Da Housetel', We knew each other less than 48 hours, but we now have a connection forever.

    This was going to be called it's okay not to be okay. because I was not okay. So much so, my brain prevented me from recording a podcast on my own. Instead hear us talk about traveling and breaking traditions the world sets on you.

    However, she had to take off, and you do get to hear my usual depressing sentiments, but hopefully allow others listening to remember it's okay not to be okay.
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    53 mins
  • JUST BLOOM w. a Dad from Akron

    JUST BLOOM w. a Dad from Akron
    Feb 14 2023
    Featuring special guest Kenny Lambert, owner of Just a Dad from Akron, a movement in our city.  As one of my very good friends I was grateful for the opportunity to record a regular chat between friends. Kenny and I share a lot of similarities, good & bad. Drug addiction, felonies, and now entrepreneurship, parenthood, and a desire to help others. From meeting 6 years ago from across a building, where males and females were prohibited to have contact, to hanging on my couch talking about it all, it has been quite a journey and I am glad to share his inspiring words with the world! 
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    1 hr and 6 mins
  • 2020 pt 3 pt 2. Kinda

    2020 pt 3 pt 2. Kinda
    Jan 22 2023
    Made it just through June & early July this time. Mostly talked about ADHD and my actual diagnosis. I think I cried so it’s real.
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    1 hr