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The last reading of 2025 is here! Thank you so much for watching, liking, subscribing, and supporting Black Sheep Experience!

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Where does your resentment come from? How does it change your decisions, and how do we let this baggage go for good?!

As black sheep, resentment is different for us. We fell into it at such a young age that it easily becomes a part of our identity.

You see yourself as cynical, realistic, or hopeless. You don't see much of a future for yourself, or if you do, it seems bleak or unfulfilling. Everyone's life seems easier than yours, and you assume they're just lucky and you're just cursed.

You carry a chip on your shoulder and feel like an outcast.These are small ways resentment manifests in everyday life.

But even deeper, it's keeping you from your freedom and peace of mind.

As I say in this podcast, we all have power. So are you giving your power to your family, your haters, your bad habits? Or are you using it to free yourself from the limitations that keep you stuck and unfulfilled?

Find all links to resources here: https://www.blacksheepexperience.com/quick-links

NAMES OF RESOURCES MENTIONED:

Bye-Bye Binary Thinking Workbook

The Worthiness Blueprint

Self-Worth Coaching Session

Welcome to a new tarot reading format! In this reading, we're diving into which generational cycle you're currently breaking. Choose the animal that resonates with you most, and click that timestamp to get your unique reading!

If you prefer, you can watch on YouTube

TIMESTAMPS:

Intro: 0:00

Pick Your Reading: 2:32

Group 1 (Snake): 4:29

Group 2 (Frog): 21:34

Group 3 (Owl): 37:58

So you understand how your black sheep experience created your low self-worth. But what are you actually supposed to do about it? How are you supposed to fix it with everything else already on your plate?

I created the PERFECT toolkit just for you - it's $50 (because I know you need the price upfront), and it's all at your pace.

The Worthiness Blueprint runs on YOUR terms - there are no start or end dates, no chaotic group chats to keep up with, and no huge Zoom meetings to attend. You get all the content at once and can work through it at your own pace. I had your nervous system in mind when designing every part of this.

The Worthiness Blueprint combines low-mobility, depression friendly, somatic tools, EFT/tapping routines specifically designed to increase your self-worth, AND a teaching section to help you dive even deeper into how your black sheep experience changed your life. It doesn't stop there - it ALSO includes a workbook which brings the teachings right into your life, so you know how and why these lessons matter to YOU.

The Worthiness Blueprint for Black Sheep & Cycle Breakers was designed just for you, and it WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE.

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In today's episode, I'm breaking down the 3 biggest ways your toxic chidhood is still shaping your adult life.

We're getting into how:

• conditional love turned into low self-worth and overperforming
• expectations of perfection turned into self-criticism and burnout, and
• being your parent's caretaker turned into people-pleasing and self-sacrifice.

If this episode resonates with you, The Worthiness Blueprint for Black Sheep and Cycle Breakers WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE.

I designed this self-paced, online course for the black sheep who is ready to heal in a private, safe space without the pressure of a 1:1 session.

The course includes a teaching module to better understand subconscious patterns, a workbook to connect each lesson to your present-day frustrations, a self-worth-focused EFT tapping routine, and a depression and low-mobility-friendly somatic session to regulate your nervous system.

For the rest of this year, the course is only $50 or available with a payment plan of $15 for three months. If this week's episode made you feel seen, this course is going to blow your mind.

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Book a 1:1 coaching session, tarot reading, or find other content at www.blacksheepexperience.com

If you're a black sheep/cycle breaker with a purpose - guided to create, to run a business, to have your own family, or *something* that you're actualizing outside of yourself, this episode is for you.

We often feel so forgotten or isolated on our journey of creation, and this is a massive reminder from my real life that just because you may not see all the evidence yet, you are still making waves.

I've been guided to document and share my business journey recently. I recorded this episode in early September, and for months I've been feeling like something is brewing. This episode was recorded prior to me finding out about the residency, and I know even more will continue to unfold.

If you're ready to break the generational curse of unworthiness, I created The Worthiness Blueprint to guide you through mind-, body-, and spirit-led activations to raise your self-worth today.

Support my journey to attending a writer's residency in France by booking a coaching session or tarot reading - use code RESIDENCY for 50% off my 1:1 services at www.blacksheepexperience.com

Love you! Bye!

This is a super emotional and raw episode that was meant to be just about the residency. I have some difficult family news and an influx of texts from my parents during the recording of this episode that triggered me and I decided to leave it all in so you actually know what's going on in my life. I don't think I've ever been this vulnerable online before, but if you're a diasporic black sheep or cycle breaker you'll definitely understand what's going on for me in this episode.

*Residency Progress Update*

$200 earned out of a total needed of $4,215.6**

Still remaining to earn: $4,015.60

**$4,216 is what I need to pay to fulfill the program fee, but doesn't include flight prices or what I would need to save up to pay for my bills for a month out of work. (I'm still working on calculating that for reasons you'll see in this video.)

How to support me:

• Book a coaching session or tarot reading on www.blacksheepexperience.com
• Use code RESIDENCY to book a session at 50% off
• Support me IRL at an event in Denver (I share all events on my Instagram @blacksheepexperience)
• Share this content, review this podcast, leave a comment on my TikTok or Instagram, or if you're a previous client, tell someone who would be interested about your experience working with me!

Learn more about the writer's residency I got accepted to! https://youtu.be/0QTQaZe7_Dk?si=Zt_Ma3ExwAyxNh80Use code RESIDENCY to book a private reading or coaching session for 50% off! Book via my website only: www.blacksheepexperience.com

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I'm SOO excited to share this news with you! As you saw in the video, I can't get to this residency alone. Here are some ways you can help me get there!1. Use code RESIDENCY to get 50% off my self-worth coaching sessions or a live, virtual tarot reading (30- or 60-minutes) on my website: www.blacksheepexperience.com2. Purchase THE WORTHINESS BLUEPRINT, my self-paced online course for black sheep who want to learn how to raise their self-worth: https://www.blacksheepexperience.com/challenge-page/771765a6-268c-4f61-a738-d9c2ed0ab6db3. Donate to my tip jar: https://account.venmo.com/u/roshni-betigrewup4. Like, comment, share, and/or leave a review of my services!!Thank you so much for your continued support, I can't wait to share this journey with you!#chateaud'orqueveaux #writersresidency #residencyprogram #residencyprep