• Through the Lens: Capturing the Human Reality of the Silent War with Zac Thomas
    Feb 19 2026

    In the world of EMS, we are often told that our stories are best left untold—or worse, they are polished into a Hollywood version of heroism that none of us actually recognize. In this episode, Kevin and MaKayla sit down with Zac Thomas, the visionary behind Paramedia, to discuss how he is using his camera to dismantle the "glossy myth" and capture the true, gritty heartbeat of emergency medicine.

    Zac opens up about his journey from the back of the ambulance to becoming one of the most influential visual storytellers in the first responder community. We dive deep into the "Mental Pucker Factor" of balancing a clinical brain with a creative soul, the ethics of capturing people on their worst days, and why the quiet moments in the front of the rig are often more haunting than the high-adrenaline calls.

    What We Discuss:
    • The Origin of Paramedia: How a paramedic found a camera and realized it was the ultimate tool for "silent validation."
    • Hollywood vs. The Dirt: Why showing the "dirt under the fingernails" is a vital form of mental health advocacy.
    • The Creative Survival Skill: Is storytelling a distraction from the job, or is it a necessary survival mechanism for the modern medic?
    • Navigating the Moral Burden: The heavy ethics of filming vulnerability and the pressure of maintaining a platform while wearing the uniform.
    • The "Flat Gray" of Depression: How Zac translates internal, invisible struggles into a visual format that helps responders feel seen.

    Connect with Zac:

    https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61582980343632

    https://www.instagram.com/paramediaxcreative

    https://www.tiktok.com/@paramediacreative

    https://zacthomas.carrd.co/

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    59 mins
  • Stop Pushing It Down: The Cumulative Weight of the Uniform with Keven McNeil
    Feb 13 2026

    In this conversation, Kevin explores the journey of Keven McNeill from a first responder to a peer support advocate, highlighting the impact of trauma and the challenges faced by first responders. It also delves into the role of leadership in addressing moral injury and the importance of building a supportive organizational culture. The discussion concludes with an exploration of trauma and adaptive protocols for addressing it. The conversation covers the use of Acute Stress Adaptive Protocol (ASAP) for processing traumatic events and its success in peer support. It also delves into the impact of cumulative stress and trauma on first responders, the importance of seeking help, and the multifaceted approach to recovery and healing. Keven McNeill shares insights on prioritizing mental health, the services provided by the Quiet Corner Peer Support Group, and the challenges of nonprofit outreach. Whether you are a rookie just starting your journey or a veteran looking for a way to stop "pushing it down," this conversation serves as a roadmap for surviving the long game of public service.

    Takeaways

    • The importance of building a strong support network for first responders
    • The role of leadership in addressing moral injury and creating a supportive organizational culture ASAP for trauma processing
    • Multifaceted approach to recovery and healing

    Chapters

    • 00:00 Building a Support Network
    • 07:12 The Impact of Trauma on First Responders
    • 13:01 Peer Support and Organizational Response
    • 20:48 Educational Background and Leadership
    • 28:19 Acute Stress Adaptive Protocol (ASAP)
    • 34:02 Cumulative Stress and Trauma
    • 39:15 Dealing with Anger and Resistance to Help
    • 47:25 Prioritizing Mental Health
    • 53:37 Final Message and Nonprofit Outreach

    Connect with Keven:

    Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/p/Quiet-Corner-Peer-Support-Group-61570314962095/

    https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61577944929128#

    TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/discover/keven-mcneill?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc

    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/quietcornerpeersupport?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==

    Website: https://qcps.net/

    Buy the book: https://a.co/d/03Vzu5gd

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    48 mins
  • The Unthinkable Truth: The Price of Silence in Law Enforcement with Adam Meyers
    Feb 6 2026

    In this episode, Adam Myers shares his profound journey as a police officer, detailing a critical incident that led to a life-altering experience. He discusses the challenges he faced in the aftermath, including unhealthy coping mechanisms and the stigma surrounding mental health in law enforcement. Adam emphasizes the importance of acknowledging the need for help and the transformative power of therapy. Through his story, he aims to inspire others to seek support and break the silence surrounding mental health struggles, particularly among first responders.

    Chapters

    00:00 Introduction to Adam's Story

    01:09 The Critical Incident: A Life-Changing Event

    16:58 Life After the Shooting: Coping and Challenges

    32:11 Turning Point: Acknowledging the Need for Help

    42:55 Finding Purpose: Helping Others Through Experience

    59:58 The Importance of Therapy and Mental Health Awareness

    Connect wit Adam: https://www.instagram.com/stopthreatstopstigma?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==

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    1 hr and 1 min
  • The Mental Pucker Factor: Pediatric Readiness with Christopher Blake @theblakerycontent
    Jan 29 2026

    In this episode, Kevin Whitsell and co-host Makayla Davidson engage in a deep conversation with Christopher Blake, a pediatric flight nurse. They explore Christopher's journey into healthcare, the emotional challenges faced in pediatric emergencies, and the importance of compassionate care. The discussion highlights the unique aspects of pediatric care compared to adult care, the mental health struggles of EMS providers, and the significance of ongoing education and training in the field. Christopher shares personal experiences that shaped his career and emphasizes the need for support and understanding within the healthcare community.

    Chapters

    00:00 Introduction and Guest Introduction

    01:59 Christopher Blake's Journey into Healthcare

    14:36 The Pucker Factor in Pediatric Care

    29:09 The Emotional Weight of Pediatric Calls

    38:29 Navigating Emotional Turmoil in Emergency Services

    41:16 The Weight of Anger and Frustration

    44:22 The Importance of Connection and Communication

    50:36 Heartfelt Care: Beyond Medical Actions

    56:52 Bridging the Gap in Pediatric Care

    01:01:12 Future Goals and Aspirations in Pediatric Emergency Care

    Connect with Christopher:

    https://www.facebook.com/TheBlakeryContent

    https://www.instagram.com/theblakerycontent/

    https://www.tiktok.com/discover/the-blakery-content?lang=en

    https://www.youtube.com/@TheBlakeryContent

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    1 hr and 12 mins
  • We Are EMS: Moral Injury and Fighting for the Soul of the Profession with Sam MaGill
    Jan 23 2026

    In this episode of "A Silent War Within," host Kevin Whitsell engages in a profound conversation with Sam, also known as Medic McGill on TikTok, about the evolving field of mobile integrated healthcare and community paramedicine. They explore the challenges and opportunities within EMS, the importance of mental health advocacy, and the shift from saving lives to sustaining them. Sam shares her personal journey in EMS, the impact of moral injury, and the significance of presence and humanity in patient care.

    Takeaways

    • Mobile integrated healthcare is transforming patient outcomes and system efficiencies.
    • Community paramedicine empowers paramedics with dynamic pathways for patient care.
    • Mental health advocacy is crucial for first responders to prevent burnout.
    • The phrase 'just a paramedic' undermines the profession's value and impact.
    • Sustaining lives, rather than saving them, reframes the role of paramedics.
    • Presence and humanity in patient care are more impactful than high-risk skills.
    • The EMS culture needs to shift from perfectionism to embracing imperfection.
    • Paramedics face unique challenges with unfiltered trauma exposure.
    • Education and curriculum changes are needed to address burnout in EMS.
    • Advocating for EMS boundaries and support is essential for professional growth.

    Connect with Sam:

    https://www.tiktok.com/@medicmagill

    https://www.instagram.com/medicmagill/

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    1 hr and 1 min
  • Burning It Down: A Journey of Healing with Cody Mecham
    Jan 15 2026

    In this episode of Silent World Within, host Kevin Whitsell interviews Cody Mecham, a first responder and author of the memoir 'Burning It Down.' They discuss the impact of adverse childhood experiences on first responders, the importance of communication and therapy in healing, and the dangers of isolation. Cody shares his journey of writing the book as a therapeutic process and emphasizes that it's okay to talk about one's struggles. The conversation highlights the need for a supportive community and the power of collective stories in overcoming mental health challenges.

    Chapters

    00:00 Introduction to Silent World Within

    03:54 Identity and Purpose in First Responders

    05:23 The Struggle with Isolation and Emotional Pain

    07:35 The Role of Therapy in Healing

    10:00 The Courage to Share Vulnerability

    12:11 Taking the First Steps Toward Healing

    16:32 Sitting with Pain: The Path to Understanding

    19:46 Naming Emotions and Building Foundations

    21:06 Creating Brotherhood Through Vulnerability

    23:21 Communication and Understanding in Relationships

    25:27 Coping Mechanisms and Their Consequences

    28:44 The Taboo of Sexual Deviancy in First Responders

    29:55 The Importance of Communication

    32:53 Creating Safe Spaces for Conversations

    34:56 The Emotional Journey of Writing

    37:52 Triggers and Managing Trauma

    39:44 Innovative Approaches to Healing

    42:33 The Dangers of Isolation

    44:38 Defining Redemption and Presence

    47:36 The Power of Shared Stories

    Buy the book: https://a.co/d/3L3IOCz

    Connect with Cody: https://www.tiktok.com/@c.mecham

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    48 mins
  • The Isolated Frontline: Andrea Law
    Jan 8 2026

    The conversation delves into Andrea's journey to home health nursing, the challenges and emotional toll of healthcare, and the importance of fostering positive communication and understanding between nurses and EMS. It also highlights the need for respect and support in healthcare, as well as the impact of the environment on healthcare delivery. The discussion emphasizes the significance of building positive relationships and fostering understanding in the healthcare setting. The conversation delves into the emotional toll of nursing and home health care, addressing conflicts, environmental challenges, and the importance of setting boundaries for mental health. It also explores the use of social media as a platform for mental health advocacy.

    Takeaways

    • Respect and understanding between nurses and EMS
    • Emotional toll and mental health in healthcare Emotional toll of nursing and home health care
    • Setting boundaries for mental health

    Chapters

    • 00:00 Fostering Positive Relationships in Healthcare
    • 38:12 Updates and Emotional Impact of Patient Outcomes
    • 46:57 Environmental Challenges in Home Health Care
    • 55:20 Using Social Media as a Platform for Mental Health Advocacy
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    59 mins
  • The Power of Connection: Kristen McGlothin's Empathy, Communication, and Faith in Policing
    Jan 2 2026

    What happens when you trade physical force for the power of connection? This week on A Silent War Within, we sit down with Kristen McGlothlin to discuss her journey as a female officer in a male-dominated profession. Kristen challenges the traditional narrative of policing by proving that empathy is not a weakness—it is a tactical advantage.

    Kristen shares the remarkable reality of her career: she has never had to physically fight a suspect into her patrol car. By prioritizing verbal skills and treating every individual with respect, she has mastered the art of de-escalation in high-stakes environments. Beyond the tactical side of her work, Kristen opens up about the core of her strength—her faith in Jesus. We explore how her spiritual walk provides her with the compassion needed for the streets and the peace needed to return home after a heavy shift.

    Takeaways from this episode:

    • The crucial role empathy plays in modern law enforcement.
    • How female officers bring a unique and necessary strength to the field.
    • The foundation of faith: How Kristen’s relationship with Jesus sustains her through the darkness of the job.
    • The effectiveness of verbal skills in preventing physical confrontations.
    • Why building rapport is essential for officer safety and community trust.
    • Resolving conflict by understanding the individual's emotional or intoxicated state.
    • How treating people with respect serves as a shield against the silent war within.

    Connect with Kristen:

    https://www.facebook.com/doodlehopper2007

    https://www.instagram.com/kris.10mc/

    https://www.tiktok.com/@kris10mc22?lang=en

    https://www.youtube.com/@kris10mc22

    https://www.cameo.com/kris10.mc?utm_source=talent_native_share&utm_medium=talent_unknown&utm_campaign=profile_share&utm_content=talent_settings_share_link&%24web_only=true&_branch_match_id=1472323798832102314&_branch_referrer=H4sIAAAAAAAAA8soKSkottLXL9NLTsxNzddLzs%2FVT9UvSi5Py85PTHGMSrKvK0pNSy0qysxLj08qyi8vTi2ydc4oys9NBQCmkP4qOwAAAA%3D%3D

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    52 mins