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If I Disappear
- A gripping psychological thriller with a jaw-dropping twist
- Narrated by: Kristen Sieh
- Length: 9 hrs and 7 mins
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Publisher's Summary
Sera loves true-crime podcasts. The mysteries become an unlikely comfort for her, and then an obsession.
So when Rachel, her favourite podcast host, goes missing from a small rural town in Northern California, Sera decides to act. She heads to the isolated ranch where Rachel disappeared, determined to discover what's happened to her.
But the more Sera digs into this unfamiliar world, the more off things start to feel.
Because Rachel is not the first woman to vanish from the ranch, and she won't be the last....
Rachel did try to warn her.
A chilling and utterly addictive psychological thriller that will hook you from the first word and keep you up all night....
Critic Reviews
"A slick, smart thriller you don't want to miss." (Samantha Downing)
"Must read." (New York Post)
"With the immersive creepy-craziness of Gillian Flynn's Sharp Objects." (Publisher's Weekly)
"An ending you won't see coming." (Louise O'Neill, author of After the Silence)
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- Anonymous User
- 15-06-2021
Story keeps you wanting to know what will happen
Written from an interesting viewpoint but at times the obsessive repetition of some parts became irritating ...but then I guess the story was about obsession.
The end when it came felt a bit muddled and unclear, but then this in a way matched the main characters' nature's.somewhat dissatisfactory bit in other ways a memorable story with some things to reflect on.
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- Anonymous User
- 19-02-2021
Enjoyable read
Interesting story. Gets you hooked and keeps you engaged. A good read if you like mystery novels
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