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Was I In A Cult?

Was I In A Cult?

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Hosted by Tyler Measom and Liz Iacuzzi, Was I In A Cult? is a documentary-style podcast showcasing individuals who have been in, and most importantly, successfully left a cult. Told first-hand by the experiencer themself, these are raw, riveting and inspirational tales of what it means to be a survivor. Using levity and info-tainment, the show humanizes the cultic experience and may leave some of our listeners asking themselves…“Wait…Was I In A Cult?” If you or someone you know has been in a cult and want to share your story, contact us at info@wasiinacult.com. We'd love to hear from you.© 993922
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  • The LeBaron Polygamy Cult—Pt3: “And It Was Revealed, the Power Had Always Been Hers.”
    Nov 24 2025

    She survived a violent polygamist cult.

    She survived a husband who collected wives like property.

    She survived the blood atonement doctrine that stalked her childhood like a shadow.


    But this is the part of Pamela Jones’s story where she does the impossible:

    she runs.


    In this final chapter of our three-part series, Pamela plans an escape nearly as dangerous as the life she’s leaving behind—nine children in tow, no legal paperwork for half of them, almost no money, and the very real fear that leaving could mean death.


    This episode isn’t just about leaving a cult.

    It’s about rebuilding an identity from scratch.

    It’s about motherhood as revolution.

    It’s about reclaiming a life she was told she never owned.


    And it’s the story of what Pamela built on the other side—freedom, love, a business, and a legacy that’s inspiring other women to walk out of the same darkness she escaped.


    Her transformation is staggering.

    Her resilience is unforgettable.

    Her ending is exactly what she deserved.



    Pamela’s memoir, The Dirt Beneath Our Door, is linked in the show notes.

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    FOLLOW US

    For more culty content —

    follow us on Instagram & TikTok → @wasiinacult


    SUPPORT THE SHOW

    If you believe in what we’re doing (and want to help us keep shining light on the dark corners of control and charisma), please rate, review, and share the podcast. It helps more than you know.


    Want to go deeper down the rabbit hole?

    Join us on Patreon for ad-free episodes, bonus content, and our eternal gratitude for helping us keep these stories alive.


    HAVE A CULTY STORY?

    We’d love to hear from you — drop us a line at info@wasiinacult.com.


    CONNECT WITH PAMELA JONES

    You can follow Pamela Jones — speaker, author, survivor, and all-around badass — here:

    • Her Book: The Dirt Beneath Our Door
    • Website
    • LinkedIn
    • Instagram
    • Facebook


    See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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    56 mins
  • The LeBaron Polygamy Cult—Pt2: "Wives in Bulk"
    Nov 17 2025

    In Part Two of Pamela Jones’ extraordinary story, the so-called “escape” she dreamed of at fifteen turns into a new kind of prison.

    After growing up under the violent rule of the LeBaron brothers — a murderous offshoot of Mormon fundamentalism — Pamela marries young, believing it will be her salvation. Her husband David doesn’t just take her innocence — he takes her freedom, her home, and her dignity. She raises babies on rationed potatoes, lives under the threat of blood atonement, and tries to stay safe inside a community run by fear, hierarchy, and men who call their control “God’s will.”

    But years later, and many sister wives later, something in Pamela begins to shift. A spark. A voice. A quiet rebellion forged from decades of silence.

    This is the part of her journey where the cracks in the doctrine begin to show… and where Pamela realizes the only person coming to save her is herself.

    Next week: the escape — across a border, across a belief system, and into a life she was never meant to reach.

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    FOLLOW US

    For more culty content —

    follow us on Instagram & TikTok → @wasiinacult


    SUPPORT THE SHOW

    If you believe in what we’re doing (and want to help us keep shining light on the dark corners of control and charisma), please rate, review, and share the podcast. It helps more than you know.


    Want to go deeper down the rabbit hole?

    Join us on Patreon for ad-free episodes, bonus content, and our eternal gratitude for helping us keep these stories alive.


    HAVE A CULTY STORY?

    We’d love to hear from you — drop us a line at info@wasiinacult.com.


    CONNECT WITH PAMELA JONES

    You can follow Pamela Jones — speaker, author, survivor, and all-around badass — here:

    • Her Book: The Dirt Beneath Our Door
    • Website
    • LinkedIn
    • Instagram
    • Facebook


    See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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    55 mins
  • The LeBaron Polygamy Cult—P1: “Murder in the Name of God”
    Nov 11 2025

    She was born into one of the most dangerous polygamist cults in modern history — led by the infamous Ervil LeBaron, aptly nicknamed “The Mormon Manson,” a man who believed in murder for salvation.


    Her father had eleven wives, fifty-seven children, and a thousand secrets.


    This is Pamela Jones.

    She was six when she became a caretaker.

    Eleven when she learned to fear bullets.

    And fifteen when she thought marriage might save her.


    It didn’t.


    But what makes her story unforgettable isn’t just the horror she survived — it’s the woman she became after it.


    In this first episode of her stunning three-part story, Pamela pulls back the curtain on the LeBaron cult and shows us how she found light, power, and freedom in the rubble.


    Because sometimes, the ones born into darkness become the ones who burn the brightest.


    FOLLOW US

    For more culty content —

    follow us on Instagram & TikTok → @wasiinacult


    SUPPORT THE SHOW

    If you believe in what we’re doing (and want to help us keep shining light on the dark corners of control and charisma), please rate, review, and share the podcast. It helps more than you know.


    Want to go deeper down the rabbit hole?

    Join us on Patreon for ad-free episodes, bonus content, and our eternal gratitude for helping us keep these stories alive.


    HAVE A CULTY STORY?

    We’d love to hear from you — drop us a line at info@wasiinacult.com.


    CONNECT WITH PAMELA JONES

    You can follow Pamela Jones — speaker, author, survivor, and all-around badass — here:

    • Her Book: The Dirt Beneath Our Door
    • Website
    • LinkedIn
    • Instagram
    • Facebook


    See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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    1 hr and 1 min
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