Is your faith fueled by a "low-grade constant anxiety" about disappointing God? For many, modern Christianity has operated on a diet of dread, using fear of judgment or the "threat of hell" to enforce obedience. But if fear is the engine of your faith, something is wrong with the story you’ve been told.In this episode of Thinking Allowed, host Michael Wilson dismantles the bad belief systems that keep us stuck in behavior management. We’re exposing why fear-based preaching produces "rotten fruit"—like performance, shame, and legalism—and how to reconstruct a faith built on the radical truth that the Gospel begins with belonging.In this video, we discuss:-- Why fear-based Christianity is not the true Gospel.-- The difference between "Judge-centered" and "Father-centered" views of God.-- How religious trauma uses fear to silence questions and enforce conformity.-- The "Luke 15 Principle": Why you belong to God even when you feel lost.-- Practical steps to break the cycle of performance-based religion.If you are a spiritual misfit, a burnt stone, or someone walking through church deconstruction, this conversation is for you. It’s time to move from compliance to freedom.📘 *FREE RESOURCE:*Ready to dig deeper? Download my free guide to help you overcome fear-based Christianity and reclaim your identity as a beloved child of God: https://michaelwilson.org/ta-bonuses✨ *CONNECT WITH MICHAEL:*Facebook: facebook.com/MichaelWilson70Share your story in the comments—I’d love to hear from you!Time Stamps00.00 -- Introduction 01:25 -- Naming the Problem: Fear has become the engine of faith.04:28 -- Exposing the Flaw: Fear produces rotten fruit11:44 -- Reform the Belief: The Gospel begins with belonging.18:14 -- Practice: What am I afraid God will do to me right now?22:40 -- Closing Reflection: The Gospel creates sons and daughters#ReligiousTrauma #ChurchHurt #Deconstruction #SpiritualMisfit #GospelOfGrace #ThinkingAllowed #Christianity #FaithOverFear #RenovateChurch

If you've ever struggled with religious shame or performance-based faith, this is the message you need to hear.That belief quietly shapes how millions of Christians pray, relate to God, and view themselves. It produces shame, insecurity, and a constant sense of letting God down.In this episode of Thinking Allowed, we confront that belief head-on.We examine why disappointment is the wrong category for understanding God’s posture, why Jesus never treated people with disappointed distance, and how grief over destructive choices is not the same as being disappointed in someone’s identity.This episode directly addresses:- Why many Christians feel God is frustrated with them- The difference between divine grief and human disappointment- What Scripture actually means when God “grieves” or “regrets”- How Cultural Christianity creates performance-based faith- Why Jesus reveals a God who moves toward broken people, not away- How to stop living under religious shame and start living from unionIf you’ve ever felt like you’re constantly letting God down, this conversation will challenge that assumption and help you rethink how God actually relates to you.In This Episode You’ll Learn:- Why disappointment assumes unmet expectations God never had- How Jesus proves God’s posture toward sinners and strugglers- What to do with difficult Scriptures in Jeremiah and the prophets- Why God confronts actions without attacking identity- How to replace self-criticism with curiosity- What a healthy “return posture” looks like in real lifeReflection Question:Where did you first learn that God was disappointed in you?📘 *FREE RESOURCE:*Ready to dig deeper? Download my free guide Holiness without Walls: https://michaelwilson.org/ta-bonuses
Chapters02:05 – Naming the Problem: The belief that God’s default posture is disappointment03:47 – Exposing the Flaw: Why disappointment requires unmet expectations13:35 – Reforming the Belief: Union, not performance, shapes God’s posture17:07 – Practice: Living as Someone God Is Not Disappointed In21:12 – Reflection Question & Closing

Revelation 14 isn't just about the distant future – it's a powerful glimpse into God's judgment against Jerusalem in the first century and the establishment of His everlasting kingdom. This chapter captures the clash of two covenants, the faithful remnant who stood with the Lamb, and the impending judgment on a world that rejected Him. Join me as we explore the powerful symbolism of the 144,000, the final call of the everlasting gospel, and the great harvest that forever changed the world.🔔 Subscribe for more deep dives into Revelation and practical faith insights.💬 Let’s Talk! Share your thoughts in the comments.🔔 Subscribe for more inspiring content. If you're interested in learning more about the Renovatus, the church I pastor, check out: https://renovatus.org/To learn more about me and my personal ministry check out my website at: https://michaelwilson.orgEmail me at: michael@michaelwilson.org#BibleStudy #Revelation #EndTimes #KingdomOfGod #Faith #Truth

Understanding Revelation: Demystifying a Mystical Book.Revelation 13 is one of the most controversial and misunderstood chapters in the entire Bible. It talks about beasts rising from the sea and the earth, the mysterious number 666, and the infamous “mark of the beast.” But what does it actually mean — and why does it matter today?In this deep-dive video, we unpack Revelation 13 in plain language. We’ll explore the symbols, context, and message behind the text — and how it speaks to our modern world. Whether you're worried about end-times prophecy, curious about the Antichrist, or skeptical of religious fear tactics, this video is for you.👀 Here’s what we cover:-- Who or what are the two beasts in Revelation 13?-- Is the "mark of the beast" a microchip, a vaccine, or something deeper?-- What does 666 really mean in the Bible?-- How power, deception, and worship play into this prophecy-- Why this message still matters for followers of Jesus todayThis channel is for misfits, seekers, and those who've been hurt by church but still crave truth. If you’re spiritually restless and looking for real talk, not religious hype, hit play — and let’s dive into Revelation like never before.🧭 Subscribe for more biblical breakdowns, spiritual encouragement, and fresh takes on faith.#Revelation13 #MarkOfTheBeast #EndTimesProphecy #BibleStudy #ChristianYouTube #SpiritualMisfits #BookOfRevelation If you're interested in learning more about the Renovatus, the church I pastor, check out: https://renovatus.org/To learn more about me and my personal ministry check out my website at: https://michaelwilson.orgEmail me at: michael@michaelwilson.org

Revelation 12 Explained | The Woman, the Dragon, and the War in HeavenRevelation 12 takes us behind the scenes of history — into the cosmic conflict between good and evil. A mysterious woman gives birth to a child, a dragon seeks to devour, and war breaks out in heaven. But what does it all mean? And how does it connect to your life today?In this video, we break down Revelation 12 in a clear and relatable way. Whether you’ve felt spiritually under attack or wrestled with your purpose in this chaotic world, this chapter will speak to you.👉 Watch now to discover:Who the woman, child, and dragon really representWhat the war in heaven tells us about spiritual warfareHow Revelation 12 connects to the birth, mission, and victory of JesusWhy this chapter offers hope to anyone who feels like a misfit in this world📖 Let’s explore the beauty beneath the symbolism — and the truth behind the mystery.✝️ This channel exists to help the spiritually disillusioned and curious rediscover the beauty of Jesus and the truth of the Bible.🔗 Dive deeper:🌐 Michael's personal site: https://www.michaelwilson.org🏡 Renovatus Church🔔 Don’t forget to like, subscribe, and hit the bell so you don’t miss more videos in the Revelation series!#Revelation12 #WarInHeaven #BibleProphecy #BookOfRevelation #SpiritualWarfare #TwoKingdoms #JesusWins #MisfitFaith #BibleStudy

Understanding Revelation: Demystifying a Mystical BookIn Revelation 11, we encounter some of the most mysterious and powerful images in the entire book of Revelation — the measuring of the temple, the rise of the two witnesses, their dramatic death and resurrection, and the sounding of the seventh trumpet. But what does it all mean?In this video, we break down Revelation 11 in a clear, simple way — cutting through the confusion and helping you see the big picture of what God is doing. Whether you're new to studying Revelation or you've been digging into it for years, this chapter will stir your faith and challenge your perspective on God's judgment, power, and ultimate victory.👉 Watch now to learn:-- Who the two witnesses might represent.-- The significance of the 42 months.-- How this chapter fits into the larger story of Revelation.-- Why the seventh trumpet signals a major turning point.📖 Let’s rediscover the hope in the middle of the chaos.✝️ This channel exists to help the spiritually disillusioned and curious rediscover the beauty of Jesus and the truth of the Bible.🔗 Explore more:🌐 www.MichaelWilson.org🏡 www.Renovatus.org🔔 Don’t forget to like, subscribe, and hit the bell so you don’t miss future videos in the Revelation series!#Revelation11 #TwoWitnesses #EndTimes #BibleStudy #BookOfRevelation #MisfitFaith #Jesus #Prophecy #BibleExplained

Revelation 9 & 10 Explained | The Fifth & Sixth TrumpetsIn this deep dive into Revelation chapters 9 and 10, we explore the fifth and sixth trumpets—often referred to as the first and second woes—from a fulfilled perspective. What do the locusts and horsemen symbolize? Are these prophetic visions pointing to events in first-century Jerusalem and the Roman-Jewish War? And who is the mighty angel in Revelation 10?Join us as we unpack these apocalyptic symbols, tie them to real historical events, and uncover how they carried both judgment and hope for John’s original audience—and how they still speak to us today.If you are trying to make sense of the Book of Revelation, this teaching will equip you with insight and clarity.📖 Topics Covered:The meaning of the fifth trumpet (locusts from the Abyss)The historical context behind the sixth trumpet (200 million horsemen)Who is the mighty angel in Revelation 10?What is the little scroll, and why is John told to eat it?How a partial preterist view brings Revelation into sharper focus✅ Don't forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more teachings on Revelation and end-times prophecy from a grounded, historical lens!🔔 Hit the bell to get notified when new episodes drop. If you're interested in learning more about the Renovatus, the church I pastor, check out: https://renovatus.org/To learn more about me and my personal ministry check out my website at: https://michaelwilson.orgEmail me at: michael@michaelwilson.org#BookOfRevelation #PreteristView #EndTimesProphecy #RevelationExplained #BibleStudy #ChristianYouTube #Revelation9 #Revelation10 #ApocalypticProphecy #RomanJewishWar #PartialPreterism

Understanding Revelation: Demystifying a Mystical Book, part 9In this video, we dive deep into Revelation 7 & 8, exploring the significance of the 144,000 sealed servants, the great multitude, and the trumpet judgments. These chapters provide an insightful look into events that were unfolding in the first century, particularly focusing on the fall of Jerusalem in 70 AD and God's ultimate plan for judgment and salvation.We’ll examine key themes such as God's protection of His faithful, the role of angels in God's plan, and the judgments to come, all while understanding their historical and theological implications for both the early church and modern Christians.Discover:--The meaning of the sealing of the 144,000--The great multitude in white robes and their significance--A historical view of the trumpets and judgments--How Revelation 7 & 8 relate to the events of 70 ADWhether you're new to the study of Revelation or looking to deepen your understanding of biblical prophecy, this video will help clarify the often-misunderstood aspects of these crucial chapters. If you're interested in learning more about the Renovatus, the church I pastor, check out: https://renovatus.org/To learn more about me and my personal ministry, check out my website at: https://michaelwilson.orgEmail me at: michael@michaelwilson.org#Revelation7 #Revelation8 #PartialPreterism #EndTimes #144000 #TrumpetJudgments #BibleStudy #ProphecyExplained #BiblicalProphecy #FallOfJerusalem #Christianity #EndTimesProphecy #RevelationExplained #SealsAndTrumpets