this one felt really special.

i brought on someone who has seen every version of me — my producer, mentor, and friend, whitney uland.

this conversation is really honest. we talk about building a life from nothing, the weird psychology of having an audience, and why success doesn’t automatically fix the parts of you that still feel human.

we get into hyper independence — how it protects you, but also how it can keep people at a distance. we talk about heartbreak, burnout, nervous system stuff, and that in-between season where your life is growing fast but you’re still emotionally catching up.

it’s one of those conversations that feels more like a late night talk than a podcast episode.

if you’ve ever been the strong one,
if you’re learning how to slow down,
or if you’re figuring out how to let people in without losing yourself…

this one’s for you.

season one has been really special. thank you for being here and growing with me.

and as always — that’s how sebbie c sees it.

📲 socials

tiktok + ig: @sebastiancail

whitney
tiktok + ig: @whitneyuland

this week’s episode is chaotic in the best way. i sat down with my friend and fellow artist rxrxbbit.. singer, songwriter, producer and professional internet survivor.. and we went everywhere 😭

we talk about what it actually feels like to exist online as an artist right now… from weird parasocial moments to full blown internet stalker stories. like the kind that make you laugh and then immediately lock your doors after.

we also get into:
– the strange reality of building a platform in 2026
– when fan attention turns uncomfortable
– unhinged internet lore we’ve personally lived through
– navigating safety while still wanting real community
– being artists in a world that feels a little too online

it’s funny, uncomfortable, honest, and very “two creatives spiraling on a couch.”

if you’ve ever tried to build something online and realized the internet is equal parts magic and menace… this one’s for you.

follow us:
instagram + tiktok
@sebastiancail
@rxrxbbit

this week on how sebbie c’s it i’m joined by my sweet friend and artist anna katori for one of the most honest convos we’ve had yet to celebrate valentines day together!

we talk about growing up queer, dating burnout, and what happens when you stop chasing love and start choosing yourself. from astrology and saturn returns to heartbreak, biphobia, and healing toxic patterns — this one goes deep in the best way.

we get real about softness, being lover people in a chaotic dating culture, and learning that the love you’re looking for might actually start within you.

if you’ve ever felt too much, too emotional, or too soft for this world… this one’s for you.

follow us on socials:

@sebastiancail

@annakatori