• S. 4 // EP. 2 ] Clearing Consciousness And The Spotless Mind
    Dec 10 2025

    in this December episode of For A Pessimist I'm Pretty Optimistic, it's all about mental health and where mental disability for me has been lately. Winter wagon, slay the dragon.

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    1 hr and 21 mins
  • S. 4 // EP. 1 ] 100 Days Sober
    Dec 3 2025

    as season 4 of For A Pessimist I'm Pretty Optimistic kicks off, this episode uncovers sobriety and the reflections that i have as i reach 100 days sober.

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    2 hrs and 11 mins
  • S. 3 // EP. 26 ] Letting Go Of The Past
    Apr 23 2025

    in the season three finale, i take a look back at season three with sentiment. i also talk about letting go of the past in perspective, retrospectively.

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    1 hr and 15 mins
  • S. 3 // EP. 25 ] Touching Yourself Is An Art Form (explicit)
    Apr 3 2025

    let's get real about intimacy.

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    39 mins
  • S. 3 // EP. 24 ] Divine Timing
    Mar 27 2025

    just about two episodes away from the end of season three, episode twenty four is all about contemplations and reflections on diving timing.

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    1 hr and 10 mins
  • S. 3 // EP. 23 ] Life Is A Mess Lately But I'm So Grateful For The Little Things
    Mar 19 2025

    this is a life update of how things have been the past week. it's been a mess honestly, but being mindful of the things i am grateful for and letting go of the things i cannot control is so important.

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    1 hr and 11 mins
  • S. 3 // EP. 22 ] Overcoming The Shame Of Writing Fan Fiction
    Mar 12 2025

    the cat's out the bag yet again in this one, let's talk fan fiction and get real.

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    1 hr and 3 mins
  • S. 3 // EP. 21 ] Advice Sesh #2: Finding Closure After Getting Your Heart Broken
    Mar 5 2025

    in this episode, i'm giving my advice on finding closure after getting your heart broken. there are only so many ways heartbreak can happen, and it gets quite overwhelming as it does consuming for me sometimes. when it comes to finding closure, it isn't so far down the road and with time it comes easily. (trigger warning: brief mention of self harm)

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    1 hr and 27 mins