This episode has two big updates to share:

First, what’s new with Dounii Talks — why the podcast looks a little different now, what’s changing, and where we’re headed next.

Second, a personal share: my trying-to-conceive journey so far. I open up about the emotional ups and downs, what I’ve learned along the way, and how I’m navigating this season.

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Hi, welcome to Dounii Talks! Today, we’re joined by Annie for a raw and insightful conversation about navigating fertility in an unpredictable world. Annie walks us through her decision to freeze her eggs after being laid off, what it meant to take control of her timeline, and the unexpected emotional and ethical complexities that followed. We talk about everything from hormone injections and the disconnect she felt from her body, to the heavy realities of legal paperwork and genetic testing—and what it’s like to discover you and your partner are both carriers for the same condition. This episode is all about the real side of egg freezing—the fear, the freedom, and the weight of planning for a future that isn’t guaranteed. It’s honest, eye-opening, and a must-listen for anyone navigating their own reproductive choices.

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Hosts: Darian & Audrey

Guest: Annie

Hi, welcome to Dounii Talks! Today, we’re joined by the thoughtful and deeply honest Ale, who shares what it was like to be laid off, move cross-country, and find out she was pregnant — all at the same time.

We talk about what happens when the excitement you're “supposed” to feel… just isn't there. Ale opens up about feeling disconnected from her baby during pregnancy, the guilt that came with it, and the personal work it took to reconnect — not just with her baby, but with herself.

We also get into the beauty and complexity of receiving help from family, and how Ale learned to set boundaries in order to protect her new identity and her growing family. It’s a conversation full of nuance, growth, and so many quiet truths about becoming a parent.

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Guest: Ale

Hi, welcome to Dounii Talks! Today, we’re joined by the incredible Ariel Amarkarian, full-spectrum doula, reproductive health educator, and lifelong advocate—for a powerful conversation on what it truly means to support people through birth.We dive into Ariella’s journey from community organizing and ethnic studies to birthwork, and how a transformative experience in Armenia led her to her calling. She opens up about what it feels like to be in the room during birth, why education and access matter, and how her cultural background shapes her approach to care.We also explore the emotional side of doula work, the challenges of making this support accessible, and the deep joy and purpose Ariella finds in every birth she attends. It’s heartfelt, real, and full of insight—don’t miss it.

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Guest: Ariel

Hi, welcome to Dounii Talks!

In this episode, we sit down with Lorena and Emmanuel to talk about their experience with two miscarriages, the decision to stop trying, and the unexpected arrival of their son, August. We get into what it’s like to navigate grief as a couple, how fear shaped their next pregnancy, and the pressure to feel joy when you're still carrying loss. Lorena shares how the community became essential, and Emanuel reflects on showing up through the unknown. It’s a conversation about real-life parenting after loss — the kind that doesn’t follow a plan.

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Guest: Lorena& Emmanuel

⚠️Trigger Warning: This episode includes discussions of suicidal thoughts and children self-harming in the context of autism and caregiving. Please listen with care.
Hi, welcome to Dounii Talks! Today, we’re joined by the incredible Bonyue for a deeply raw and honest conversation about raising her non-verbal autistic daughter, Ava. Bonyue opens up about the early days of navigating Ava’s diagnosis, the emotional toll of advocating for her child, and what it means to live in two worlds—Ava’s world and the one outside it. Bonyue also shares how she learned to speak up, educate others, and ensure Ava is always seen, heard, and celebrated. This is a powerful episode about love, resilience, and what it means to advocate truly.It’s not always easy, but it’s always worth it. 💙

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Hi, welcome to Dounii Talks! Today, we’re joined by Tico—a first-time dad and psychologist. We discussed everything from feeling guilty about missing moments with your baby to the pressure of meeting societal expectations and the unspoken challenges of balancing work, identity, and family life. Tico also opened up about the impact of cultural background on parenting, the myths of social media “experts,” and how healing your past can shape the kind of parent you become. Whether you're a new parent or just curious about what it's really like, this episode is full of honest moments and thoughtful reflections you won’t want to miss.

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Guest: Tico - https://talkingtherapyla.com/about/

Hi, welcome to Dounii Talks! Today, we talk with Chelsea Wood, a prenatal and postnatal personal trainer. We dive into how fitness can support you through pregnancy and postpartum. In this episode of Dounii Talks, personal trainer Chelsea Wood joins Darian and Audrey to share practical advice and bust common myths around exercise before, during, and after pregnancy. We cover:

• Safe ways to move at every stage
• Why core and strength training matter
• How to approach postpartum
• Letting go of the pressure to “bounce back”

Whether you're just starting your journey or deep in postpartum life, this episode will leave you feeling informed, empowered, and supported.

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Hosts: Darian & Audrey

Guest: Chelsea Wood - website: https://outdoor--athlete.com/