In the Season 2 finale, I am sits down for a raw, unfiltered solo episode, sharing the truth about pregnancy after miscarriage, burnout as a spiritual entrepreneur, and the emotional rollercoaster of the year.

This episode is a real-time catch up, filled with honesty, vulnerability, and the kind of heart-led storytelling that defines this podcast.

I open up about:

💫 My pregnancy after loss, navigating fear, anxiety, symptoms, and finally reaching a place of hope and gratitude 💫 My miscarriage earlier this year and the full-circle moment of now carrying a healthy pregnancy

💫 First trimester reality - sickness, exhaustion, emotional overwhelm, and struggling to work or create

💫 Building a business while becoming a mother and what she learned from burnout

💫 My experience with business coaching - what aligned, what didn’t, and why I refuses to use manipulative sales tactics

💫 Restructuring my offers for 2025 with more integrity, depth, and connection

💫 Why I stepped back from content and how vlogmas helped her return to creativity

💫 Breastfeeding my son for almost 3 years — the shame, societal stigma, and why I’m sharing my story now

💫 Entrepreneurial lessons from my first full year in business 💫 The joy of upcoming retreats, workshops, and community growth

💫 A celebration of Spotify Wrapped & the incredible growth of Cosmic Conversations

💫 Why Season 3 will happen - and what I hope to explore next year

This episode is a love letter to my beautiful Cosmic Conversations community, a reminder that healing isn’t linear, motherhood is profound, entrepreneurship is messy, and vulnerability is powerful.

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Let’s keep discussing the universe within.

Produced and Managed by Aideen Byrne - @virtuallyaideen on Instagram or info@virtuallyaideen.com

In this very special Christmas episode of Cosmic Conversations, I’m joined once again by one of the most requested and deeply loved guests on the podcast, Ciara Ashwell.

This conversation is expansive, mystical, and activating. Together, we explore the true essence of Yeshua (Jesus) beyond religion, the rise of Christ Consciousness, the restoration of the Divine Feminine, and what it truly means to awaken in this lifetime.

Ciara shares her personal journey of working with Yeshua as an Ascended Master, how her relationship with his energy began through powerful activations, and why his teachings were never meant to become a religion, but a remembrance of the divine truth that lives within us all.

We dive into ancient wisdom that has been hidden, distorted, or forgotten, from Mary Magdalene’s true role as a Divine Feminine leader, to Mother Mary’s sacred conception, to the Essene teachings, mystery schools, and galactic origins of these beings.

This episode also explores light language, starseed lineages, soul contracts, grid work, planetary healing, and the collective shift we are experiencing as we move into a new energetic era.

As we close the year, this conversation invites you to reconnect with love, truth, remembrance, and inner sovereignty and to feel into what is being reborn within you as we enter a new cycle.

🌟 In This Episode, We Explore✨ Who Yeshua really is beyond religion

✨ Christ Consciousness & 5D awareness explained

✨ Why Jesus never wanted to be worshipped

✨ “I am you, you are me” the unity consciousness message ✨ The Divine Feminine & Mary Magdalene’s true role

✨ Mother Mary, divine conception & womb frequency

✨ Essene teachings, mystery schools & ancient spiritual science

✨ Galactic origins, starseeds & multidimensional beings

✨ Light language: what it is, how it activates & why it’s returning

✨ Soul remembrance, activations & spiritual downloads

✨ Planetary grid work, ley lines & sacred sites (Tara Hill, Glastonbury, Stonehenge)

✨ Collective awakening & the fall of old control systems

✨ The Age of Aquarius & why truth can no longer be hidden ✨ Energy shifts of 2024 (Year of the Snake) & 2025 (Year of the Horse)

✨ Letting go, rebirth & preparing for new beginnings

✨ Why January isn’t the true energetic new year

✨ Trusting your intuition over external authority

🤍 Key Takeaway

Christ Consciousness is not something outside of you. It is something you remember.

This episode is a powerful reminder that you carry the divine spark within you, and that awakening is not about worship, it’s about embodiment, love, truth, and sovereignty.

🌿 About Ciara AshwellCiara Ashwell is an intuitive healer, spiritual teacher, and multidimensional guide supporting people through spiritual awakening, soul remembrance, and energetic activation. She is the founder of Soul Star Sanctuary, an online community for those navigating awakening, light language, and higher consciousness. Ciara’s work blends ancient wisdom, galactic knowledge, energy healing, and lived spiritual experience.

🔗 Instagram: @awaken_with_ciara

🌐 Website: Mariposa Holistic Wellness Studio

Connect with me:

Instagram: @thecosmiccoach.ie & @cosmicconversationspod

💌 Have a cosmic confession or a life dilemma you want me to unpack?

DM @cosmicconversationspod or email me at thecosmiccoach.ie@gmail.com

If you enjoyed this episode, I’d so love if you left a 5-star review and shared it with someone who needs it. Thank you for being here 💜

Let’s keep discussing the universe within.

Produced and Managed by Aideen Byrne - @virtuallyaideen on Instagram or info@virtuallyaideen.com

In this moving and expansive episode of Cosmic Conversations, I’m joined by Oshika, a conscious conception mentor, breathwork facilitator, and multidimensional guide for women navigating fertility, pregnancy, trauma, and motherhood.

Oshika shares her powerful life story - from childhood trauma and deep healing, to womb illness, spiritual awakening, and the conscious conception and home birth of her daughter. Together, we explore pregnancy not as a medical event, but as a spiritual, energetic, emotional, and ancestral initiation.

This conversation gently unpacks some of the most misunderstood aspects of fertility and motherhood, from unexplained infertility and miscarriage, to stress, mindset, womb consciousness, and the importance of community and education.

✨ In This Episode, We Explore:

✨ What conscious conception really means
✨ How trauma, stress, and mindset impact fertility
✨ Womb healing, PCOD, hormonal imbalance & unexplained infertility
✨ The spiritual role of miscarriage and divine timing
✨ Spirit babies, soul contracts & babies “waiting” to be born
✨ Why pregnancy is a spiritual experience, not a medical condition
✨ Ayurveda, Vedic wisdom & ancient spiritual science
✨ Detoxing the body from hormone disruptors & modern toxins
✨ The importance of nervous system regulation & breathwork
✨ Home birth, physiological birth & reclaiming bodily sovereignty
✨ Oshika’s powerful drug-free home birth story
✨ Breastfeeding, stigma, and reconnecting to ancestral wisdom
✨ Why women need more education, not more fear - around birth
✨ The fourth trimester & why mothers need as much care as babies
✨ Partner involvement, sperm health & shared responsibility
✨ Preparing your womb before pregnancy
✨ Trusting your body’s innate intelligence
✨ Reclaiming feminine power, intuition, and inner knowing

Key Takeaway

Your body is not broken.
Your womb is not failing you.
You are not behind.

This episode is an invitation to return to trust — in your body, your womb, your intuition, and the divine intelligence that lives within you.

✨ About Oshika

Oshika is a conscious conception mentor, breathwork facilitator, and womb healer who supports women to detox their bodies, heal trauma, regulate their nervous systems, and align physically, mentally, and spiritually for pregnancy and motherhood. Her work is rooted in Ayurveda, Vedic wisdom, and spiritual science, helping women reclaim sovereignty over their fertility and birthing experiences.

Connect with me:

Instagram: @thecosmiccoach.ie & @cosmicconversationspod

💌 Have a cosmic confession or a life dilemma you want me to unpack?

DM @cosmicconversationspod or email me at thecosmiccoach.ie@gmail.com

If you enjoyed this episode, I’d so love if you left a 5-star review and shared it with someone who needs it. Thank you for being here 💜

Let’s keep discussing the universe within.

Produced and Managed by Aideen Byrne - @virtuallyaideen on Instagram or info@virtuallyaideen.com