Episodes

  • Ed Gein: The Real-Life Horror That Inspired Psycho and Silence of the Lambs | Crime Stands Still with Kerrie Droban"
    Nov 2 2025
    When police entered Ed Gein's farmhouse in 1957, they uncovered a scene straight out of nightmare—human skin masks, furniture made from body parts, and a mind twisted by obsession and grief. In this chilling episode of Crime Stands Still, bestselling author and criminal profiler Kerrie Droban peels back the layers of Gein's disturbed psyche to reveal how a quiet recluse from rural Wisconsin became the blueprint for Hollywood's most terrifying villains. Discover the psychological roots of madness, the mother fixation that fueled his crimes, and why Ed Gein still embodies America's darkest fascination with horror. 👉 For deeper insight into surviving the mind games of a psychopath, get my book Surviving a Psychopath. https://kerriedroban.com/surviving-psychopath ✅ Join my Masterclass: https://kerrie-zhivago.mykajabi.com/surviving-a-psychopath Could YOU spot a psychopath? Take the Quiz: https://kerrie-zhivago.mykajabi.com/free-mini-quiz "Richly told, grippingly crafted-Kerrie Droban's podcasts are drama of the highest order...you don't just hear the story. You visit a world you could never imagine, led by a guide who knows what to look for!" D'artagnon Goldfarb 👉 Don't miss exclusive true crime analysis and behind-the-scenes content—subscribe to my newsletter today: https://kerrie-zhivago.mykajabi.com/newsletters/the-droban-chronicles-behind-the-screams-and-inside-true-crime/subscribe Links Facebookfacebook.com/KerrieDroban Linkedinlinkedin.com/in/kerrie-droban Instagraminstagram.com/kerrie_droban
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    22 mins
  • "Inside the Villisca Axe Murders: Small-Town Terror, Secrets, and the Birth of America's First True Serial Killer
    Nov 2 2025
    Eight victims. One Axe. No Answers. It began on a quiet June night in 1912—when an entire family was slaughtered in their sleep, their faces and mirrors covered, bacon left near the bodies and their killer vanished into the dark. The Villisca Axe Murders shocked America and birthed one of the nation's earliest true crime obsessions. In this gripping episode of Crime Stands Still, bestselling author and criminal profiler Kerrie Droban unravels the haunting mystery behind the Moore family massacre—exploring botched investigations, mob hysteria, voyeuristic fascination, and the chilling theory that Villisca's killer may have struck again and again across the Midwest. 👉 For deeper insight into surviving the mind games of a psychopath, get my book Surviving a Psychopath. https://kerriedroban.com/surviving-psychopath ✅ Join my Masterclass: https://kerrie-zhivago.mykajabi.com/surviving-a-psychopath Could YOU spot a psychopath? Take the Quiz: https://kerrie-zhivago.mykajabi.com/free-mini-quiz "Richly told, grippingly crafted-Kerrie Droban's podcasts are drama of the highest order...you don't just hear the story. You visit a world you could never imagine, led by a guide who knows what to look for!" D'artagnon Goldfarb 👉 Don't miss exclusive true crime analysis and behind-the-scenes content—subscribe to my newsletter today: https://kerrie-zhivago.mykajabi.com/newsletters/the-droban-chronicles-behind-the-screams-and-inside-true-crime/subscribe Links Facebookfacebook.com/KerrieDroban Linkedinlinkedin.com/in/kerrie-droban Instagraminstagram.com/kerrie_droban
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    22 mins
  • John Wayne Gacy's Chilling Last Words Before Execution
    Sep 21 2025

    In this episode, we explore the haunting final moments of John Wayne Gacy. From his last words before execution to the curious choices of his last meal, we examine the eerie intersection of ritual, psychology, and the mind of a killer facing death. What do his final acts reveal about guilt, control, and the man behind the monstrous crimes? Join us as we peel back the layers of Gacy's final hours and the chilling insight they offer into the psyche of a serial killer.

    This is the last of a four-part true crime podcast series on the life, crimes, and trial of John Wayne Gacy. Follow along as each episode uncovers new layers of his twisted story, from childhood trauma to his horrifying killing spree and the investigation that finally brought him down.

    👉 For deeper insight into surviving the mind games of a psychopath, get my book Surviving a Psychopath. https://kerriedroban.com/surviving-psychopath

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    15 mins
  • Police Mistakes That Let John Wayne Gacy Keep Killing: How Red Flags Were Missed
    Sep 21 2025

    How does a serial killer like John Wayne Gacy slip through the cracks for so long? In this episode, we uncover the police mistakes, overlooked red flags, and deference to politics and social standing that allowed Gacy to continue killing undetected. From dismissing missing persons reports to ignoring eyewitness accounts, investigators repeatedly glossed over crucial evidence—convinced that the well-connected contractor, Democratic Party volunteer, and charitable "clown" couldn't possibly be capable of such horrors. These failures gave Gacy the cover he needed to murder dozens of young men and boys, burying them beneath his home while maintaining a public image of success and generosity.

    This is the third in a four-part true crime podcast series on the life, crimes, and trial of John Wayne Gacy. Follow along as each episode uncovers new layers of his twisted story, from childhood trauma to his horrifying killing spree and the investigation that finally brought him down.

    👉 For deeper insight into surviving the mind games of a psychopath, get my book Surviving a Psychopath. https://kerriedroban.com/surviving-psychopath

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    20 mins
  • Basement of Horrors: Inside John Wayne Gacy's Crawl Space of Secrets
    Sep 21 2025

    Beneath the quiet suburban home of John Wayne Gacy lay a nightmare few could imagine. In this episode, we descend into his basement of horrors, where Gacy dumped the bodies of 29 young men and boys into a cramped crawl space. To hide his crimes, he enlisted his own employees to help him dig trenches and spread lime to mask the stench of death. While his crawl space became a personal graveyard, life upstairs appeared deceptively normal—family gatherings, parties, and business deals—all with no one suspecting the horror below.

    But how could no one know? Neighbors made excuses for the smell, friends ignored uneasy questions, and even those closest to him could not reconcile the popular, charitable clown—who hobnobbed with politicians and entertained children—with the vile brutality festering beneath his floorboards.

    This is the second in a four-part true crime podcast series on the life, crimes, and trial of John Wayne Gacy. Follow along as each episode uncovers new layers of his twisted story, from childhood trauma to his horrifying killing spree and the investigation that finally brought him down.

    👉 For deeper insight into surviving the mind games of a psychopath, get my book Surviving a Psychopath. https://kerriedroban.com/surviving-psychopath

    ✅ Join my Masterclass: https://kerrie-zhivago.mykajabi.com/surviving-a-psychopath

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    20 mins
  • The Terrifying Childhood of John Wayne Gacy: How Abuse and Trauma Shaped a Killer
    Sep 21 2025

    Step inside the disturbing origins of John Wayne Gacy, one of America's most infamous serial killers. Long before the murders that shocked the nation, Gacy's terrifying childhood revealed the early cracks in his psyche. Raised by a violent, alcoholic father and a cold, distant mother, he lived in constant fear and emotional isolation. Even then, he showed a disturbing duality—the affable, charming son in public and a deeply wounded child in private.

    Was Gacy born a psychopath, destined for darkness, or was he made by years of abuse, trauma, and neglect? This episode explores the psychology of evil, the battle of nature versus nurture, and the chilling question—what really makes a killer?

    This is the first in a four-part true crime podcast series on the life, crimes, and trial of John Wayne Gacy. Follow along as each episode uncovers new layers of his twisted story, from childhood trauma to his horrifying killing spree and the investigation that finally brought him down.

    👉 For deeper insight into surviving the mind games of a psychopath, get my book Surviving a Psychopath. https://kerriedroban.com/surviving-psychopath

    ✅ Join my Masterclass: https://kerrie-zhivago.mykajabi.com/surviving-a-psychopath

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    22 mins
  • Michelle Hadley Case Bonus: Noir and Order on the Psychology of Stalking
    Sep 1 2025
    In this Noir and Order bonus episode, host Kerrie Droban examines the pathology of stalking at the heart of the Michelle Hadley case. What drives someone to weaponize technology, manipulate the justice system, and nearly destroy an innocent woman's life? This psychological deep dive unpacks the motives, tactics, and warning signs of obsessive control, offering powerful insights for survivors of coercive relationships and cyberstalking. CONNECT: www.kerriedroban.com https://books2read.com/u/385YAO https://kerrie-zhivago.mykajabi.com/surviving-a-psychopath-a-masterclass-in-psychological-self-defense https://crimesolverscentral.com/CrimeStandsStill https://www.facebook.com/KerrieDroban kerriedroban2 www.youtube.com/user/KerrieDroban1 linktr.ee/kerriedroban2
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    4 mins
  • True Crime Finale: Michelle Hadley Cyberstalking Nightmare Part 4
    Sep 1 2025
    In the shocking conclusion to the Michelle Hadley Cyberstalking Nightmare series, justice is finally served. After months of being branded a stalker, facing arrest, and nearly losing her freedom, Michelle Hadley's innocence is revealed—and the true villain is held accountable. But even with vindication, the scars of betrayal, public shame, and systemic failure remain. In Part 4, host Kerrie Droban examines the aftermath of the case: how Michelle reclaimed her life, what the courts and media got wrong, and what survivors of stalking, coercive control, and wrongful accusation can learn from her ordeal. This final chapter explores not just the end of a case, but the enduring lessons about resilience, identity, and survival in the face of injustice. 👉 Tune in for the powerful conclusion of this four-part true crime series, where truth finally triumphs—but at a devastating cost. Michelle Hadley Case – Part 4: The Shocking Conclusion Recap of Parts 1–3 — From victim to accused, and the revelation of the real stalker. Michelle's Vindication — The moment the truth came out and charges were dropped. The Trial and Sentencing — How the justice system responded to the true perpetrator. Living in the Aftermath — Michelle's battle to rebuild her identity after public vilification. Media Accountability — The lasting impact of narratives that cast Michelle as guilty. Survivor Lessons — What victims of stalking and wrongful accusations can take from her story. Closing Reflection — Resilience, healing, and the high cost of survival. ✨ Key Takeaways Truth Prevails, but at a Cost: Michelle's name was cleared, but the damage to her reputation and life was lasting. The System's Blind Spots: Law enforcement and media rushed to judgment, nearly destroying an innocent woman. Survivor's Strength: Michelle's resilience underscores how survival means more than vindication—it means reclaiming your own story. Media Narratives Matter: How the press frames a victim can shape public opinion long after the truth emerges. Lessons for Survivors: Careful communication, legal advocacy, and support systems are critical when facing coercive control and false accusations. 🎧 Why Listen This finale brings closure to one of the most haunting cyberstalking cases in U.S. history. It's a story of truth, trauma, and ultimate survival—showing how one woman fought back against a nightmare that could have destroyed her forever. CREDITS: Music/Scoring: https://www.4qproductions.com Sound Design/Audio Production: Sergei K. Droban Productions Creative Direction: Sergei K. Droban Productions Narration--Kerrie Droban RESOURCES Hadley v City of Anaheim United States of United States of American v. Ian R Diaz – Government's trial memorandum Deputy U.S. Marshal charged with cyberstalking and perjury – U.S. Department of Justice, Office of Public Affairs Former Deputy U.S. Marshal sentenced for cyberstalking, perjury and obstruction – U.S. Department of Justice, Office of Public Affairs U.S. Marshal framed ex-gf as rape predator, had her jailed for months – The Daily Beast Woman falsely accused of impersonating ex-boyfriend's pregnant wife with rape ads, cops say – The Daily Beast Woman framed in rape fantasy plot speaks out after conviction of ex-U.S. Marshal – NBC News Podcast: Dateline NBC Diaboloical Season 26, Episode. 21 CONNECT: www.kerriedroban.com https://books2read.com/u/385YAO https://kerrie-zhivago.mykajabi.com/surviving-a-psychopath-a-masterclass-in-psychological-self-defense https://crimesolverscentral.com/CrimeStandsStill https://www.facebook.com/KerrieDroban kerriedroban2 www.youtube.com/user/KerrieDroban1 linktr.ee/kerriedroban2
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    17 mins