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She takes my breath away; she is so beautifully damaged. Yes, I had broken her, ravished her life, and destroyed her happiness. I brought her to the ultimate despair. I was responsible for all the pain and suffering that now brought her to her knees in front of me. Broken. Hopeless. Reckless in her agony.

She is a mirror of my own tortured soul. But what I took away I can give back, in ways she cannot even begin to imagine. She is everything right in all my wrongs. She loves me. She needs me. She has no idea I'm the one who wrecked her life.

Contains mature themes.

©2015 Carian Cole (P)2016 Tantor

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Loved this book until the ending

This book was intense, held a bundle of triggers, made you feel a myriad of emotions and kept me completely captivated until the second last chapter. The last chapter spoilt the book for me and raised so many questions, leaving me with a wtf feeling at the end. To drop a bomb in the last chapter, one that changes your perception of the lead female character in the book and creates a sense of unresolved manipulation and deceit, it was a strange way to end the book unless there are plans for a sequel. Although there were a couple of tiny hints there may be something on her side, I wondered why on earth it had been introduced at the very end of the book and then left dangling, making the book seem unfinished. It left a sense that although the air had been cleared between the two main characters, there was now this whole other deception that hadn't been shared or resolved between them.

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omg

I absolutely loved it but gritted my teeth at the end. if the heroine was playing the game then more should have been explained near the end. maybe vandals response. it's so different to storm and I was not going to purchase Lukas but he and ivy intertwined in this book makes me want to hear it.

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Heartbreaking!

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The opening scene of this book tore my heart up into little pieces! VANDAL is more angsty and heartbreaking than the first book in the Embers and Ashes series, STORM.

Vandal is a very broken hero with a very sad childhood and an even sadder present. When he meets Tabatha, who is also going through her own loss and heartache, he sees it as an opportunity to perhaps make amends for his mistakes. I loved the BDSM exploration in this story. I liked that it doesn't fully dominate the entire plot and there were more layers to this story than just the DS relationship.

Carian Cole's narrative is addictive and entertaining. I loved the interaction with the other band members and their own parallel stories. I listened to the audiobook and Joe Arden and Maxine Mitchell are one of my favourite narrating duo. They delivered an amazing job as always.

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  • 06-02-2017

Dark and twisted

This is the 3rd Carian Cole book I've read and so far, I've enjoyed them all. The story lines and well constructed and the characters are just right. This book in particular is very dark and a bit depressing but it just adds to the story. There is a lot more sex scenes in this compared to the other books. The voice actors suit the characters, especially Vandal. The BDSM is not OTT. I would reread.

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  • 🎧 Cyndi Marie🎧 ☆★Audiobook Addict★☆
  • 05-06-2020

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I seriously loved this book. It hit EVERY emotion I have! It was heartbreaking, sexy, happy and sometimes fun too....seriously I wasn't joking when I said every emotion. Vandal is so damaged in so many ways and he is broken after an accident changed his life forever. Tabatha was living a happy perfect life until 1 night tore her apart. Just as these two are both deep into depression and anger they find each other. Vandal is a very manipulative, dominant man and life has been more than awful to him. Without giving anything away...All I can say is this book was awesome and it broken my heart and then it mended my heart all in once day. This series is great so far and I can't wait for Lukas's story.

The narration was really good on this audiobook too!

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  • Diane S.
  • 10-06-2016

Get Vandalized!!!

I absolutely love Vandal, a story so beautiful and harsh, a contradiction just as its hero is. Vandal is a damaged, tortured man who believes that he unworthy and not redeemable. The beginning of the story is so heartbreaking and emotional.

“The mix of her presence and her void is completely overwhelming, and I fall to my knees in the middle of the room. The pain in my chest is like nothing I’ve ever felt before, as if my heart is being ripped from my body and sliced into tiny pieces. I want her back so bad. I want to just feel her tiny hand in mine and tuck her into bed”

When Vandal sees the young widow grieving at the cemetery, he is so drawn to her. He knows he should stay away from Tabitha, but the attraction is so strong and he wants to somehow find a way to help her heal.

“I can’t take my eyes off of her. She absolutely takes my breath away. She’s so beautifully damaged. She’s wrecked. I can see it in her lifeless eyes. And now I want to fix her in the only way I know how”

This book deals with the death of a child, BDSM, fetishes, cutting, addictions and many harsh realities of the human condition, but underlining it all is the feeling that hope can survive and grow in even the darkest corner (and I believe that Sterling is the perfect example of that.)

“you became the moon and stars in my dark nights. Your love is like a fire that burns into my soul. I can't lose you, too.”

For a re-read I listened to the audiobook of Vandal. The narrators, Joe Arden and Maxine Mitchell do an amazing job bringing to life this beautiful story and these amazing characters. Joe let us hear the tenderness that Vandal tries to keep hidden under his rough, alpha side. Maxine's perfect performance as Tabitha cemented her place in my heart.

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  • Amazon Customer
  • 04-09-2019

Final twist was unnecessary

Great book and outstanding narration. I found the final twist in the book to be jarring and out of sync.

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  • Cheri
  • 25-11-2016

Dark Emotional Ride!

Cole delivered another emotionally charged story about two characters coming together after a horrible tragedy. It was dark, raw, full of so many emotions and had light BDSM. The emotions the characters experienced felt genuine and it broke my heart listening to the characters dealing and coping with the aftermath of the tragedy that left both the H/h broken, and emotionally distraught. I'm not a fan of BDSM stories, but Cole did a great job writing this plot. Vandal's insecurities about his childhood, and parents not wanting him is reflected by his need to control and dominate through a D/s lifestyle. While some of the sex scenes were hot, I felt the chemistry between them was lacking. Of course, they needed and wanted each other but this was driven by their need to fix and control. Regardless, it's a great story full of emotions and an awesome addition to the series!

Loved the narration! Joe Arden and Maxine Mitchell always deliver an amazing performance.

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  • Cynthia Sanders
  • 14-07-2016

ashes to ashes, dust to dust!

I read Storm and Lukas and was very reluctant to listen to Vandal because of all the dark reviews. I'm glad I finally listened to Vandal, however I'm not a fan of BDSM so I won't read it again. Many heartfelt moments. Worth the credit? yes master. lol

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  • Lori Sarat
  • 18-06-2016

Loved being Vandalized

Vandal ripped my heart out and slowly put the pieces back together. This book was poetry to my soul. I swear I felt every emotion there is. Carian Cole has tremendous talent to write a story with this amount of beauty.
I could tell you so many things about Vandal and Tabby but I will never do it justice. So I insist you go in blind and just feel your way through.
As well as the superb writing these narrators pulled you in. They hit the mark and swept you away.
All I have left to say is THANK YOU for such a wonder story and performance.


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  • LahrCat
  • 26-05-2016

loved it!

loved the dual narration. I actually liked the ending although many did not. Get Vandalized.

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  • ParkerCD
  • 24-07-2016

Vandal, damaged soul, not so easy a read.

This book is very different from Storm's story. As each person's story is told, you learn more about the band, the brothers, and the cousins. Vandal has had a hard life with little love shown to him. He deals with his pain using S & M, bondage type of sex to create control in his life. He looses the person he loves the most, and because of such a terrible circumstance, he finds the love he needs to continue on with life. Hard to read for me because this ain't my kinda relationship, but it works for this story. Worth your time.

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  • Jen
  • 28-07-2020

Last Chapter

Manipulative much? That last little secret that was kept totally ruined the character and book for me.

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  • Amanda C.
  • 20-03-2020

Good story, pathetic female protagonist.

If the terms meek, waif-like, and kinky are all ones you identify with, you will likely enjoy this one. The story is actually interesting and I like most of the characters. Unfortunately the female that I am supposed to relate to is essentially a baby bird. That’s not me. NEXT!

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  • Yvonne
  • 05-08-2016

Great listen

If you think Storm is good then this is even better if thats possible very unexpected story with a relationship built on lies that develops so well and the unexpected twist well who would have guessed .
I can't recommend this listen enough Joe and Maxine perform there narration so well and I am looking forward to Lucas
5 big stars all the way

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  • Susan Rogerson
  • 28-08-2017

Wow

Wow what a twist at the last chapter, never saw that coming , brilliant book glad it was a happy ending.

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  • Dee
  • 11-07-2017

Love it!

Fantastic book and fantastic narrators.

I will say however that the kindle book has a very different ending! It was updated by the author this year. Tabitha comes over in a very different light because of that. I don't want to add any spoilers however.

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