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Van Allen's Ecstasy

By: Jim Tushinski
Narrated by: James Weippert
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Publisher's Summary

What if you woke up one day and remembered nothing of your past? Born into an extraordinarily talented family, 29-year-old Michael Van Allen is the gay son of a well-known concert pianist and an equally famous painter. All his life he has yearned for the talent and creativity that should have been his birthright but have somehow been denied him. When he wakes up in a mental hospital, his memory gone, his former life erased, his doctor tells him of his screaming breakdown during one of his father's performances. Van Allen's Ecstasy is the story of Michael's journey in search of his former self. As he pieces together his forgotten life, Michael uncovers jealousy, obsession, and secret desires that threaten to destroy his sanity once again.

How could you rebuild your life if all you knew was what other people told you? Could you ever find your way back to being person you once were?

©2010 Jim Tushinski (P)2015 Jim Tushinski
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  • Categories: LGBTQ+

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