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To Have Loved & Lost

A New Adult Lesbian Romance
Narrated by: Angela Rysk
Length: 10 hrs and 44 mins
4.5 out of 5 stars (11 ratings)
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Publisher's Summary

When two people's lives are spiraling out of control, can coming together pull both of them back up?

Alexis Woods knows who she is - or at least, she thought she did. She's number 17, point guard, MVP, all-star, co-captain of the Lady Raiders NCAA Division I women's basketball team. But there's a darkness growing inside of her, a darkness that started the night her beloved died in her arms, and if she doesn't turn things around soon, the darkness just might swallow her whole.

Graham Griffin knows a thing or two about darkness. That's been her zip code ever since the car accident that took her boyfriend's life - the car accident she caused. When she meets Alex, she sees a reflection of her own sorrow. And she can't help but want to fix it.

©2016 Eliza Andrews (P)2017 Eliza Andrews

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Eliza Andrews

Great book by EA - captured the grief and romance, love perfectly. Will read more.

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literally the best WLW romance I have ever read

And I have read a lot! Not just a formulaic mills and boon type - has a really quite compelling plot and the characters have fully formed backgrounds, realistic strengths and flaws. LOVE LOVE LOVE this book and will throw money at this author for anything else she writes!!

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  • Sarah Z. Hoyt
  • 07-06-2017

A Cathartic Joy

This author is expressive and articulate. In "To Have Loved & Lost", she draws you into a deep relationship-oriented plot line. Her beautiful, flawed, tough and sensitive characters are raw, deep, and happen to be lesbian. It is wonderful and realistic how the characters being lesbian isn't the main focus of the book and being lesbian isn't their identity, but just a piece of who they are. I find it refreshing to discover an author, who can portray real women in real friendships as real people. Thank you, Eliza Andrews! I HIGHLY recommend this author and her first book categorized as LGBT fiction. Hopefully, it will encourage, warm, thrill, and entertain other readers as much as it did me!

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  • Carrie
  • 23-05-2017

Loved it!

This isn't your normal cheesy romance. It's a true novel based on lesbian characters. I will be getting every book Eliza does from now on. Finally someone that sees how unrepresented some us are. Solid work Eliza you have a new fan!

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  • Michelle A. Evans
  • 28-09-2017

Sleeper Hit!

Bought this title because none of my favorite authors had anything new out. I was pleasantly surprised. Good writing, lovely story, well fleshed out characters--a lovely journey.
Narrator was talented and well suited for the story. I was very pleased. I hope to hear much, much more from this author and narrator.

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  • L. LaCour
  • 08-05-2017

Great Book!

This is a great love story. I know the LGBT community would love it but I also think straight people would enjoy it. You forget the story is about two women and it becomes a story about how two people finding each other and growing together. It's a simple message that we all have baggage but when you find the right person, it doesn't matter. Loved it!

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  • Anonymous User
  • 13-01-2019

breath of fresh air in lesbian fiction!

I couldn't put this book down, it was layered and beautifully written...not the typical girl meets straight girl and gets her in bed . Definitely, worth reading!

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  • Stephenie Knight
  • 09-01-2019

Awesome Read

I love the book and can’t wait to listen to the next one in the series.

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  • wynona foster
  • 21-12-2018

Great Story

I really enjoyed this book. Believable characters, and good narration. There were some lengthy pauses in places, but I got used to it. Definitely worth a listen.

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  • Shasta L Ross
  • 01-12-2018

Great book!!

I loved this story so much! I could not stop listening. A lot of times a book will start out slow but this one had me from the beginning . Definitely a good listen!

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  • Eva Dougherty
  • 02-11-2018

Enjoyable book

I really enjoyed this book, the characters were captivating! I am definitely looking forward to reading the second one.

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  • Cynthia R. Renfro
  • 31-10-2018

The real Love and Basketball story!

This was an excellently paced story with the right levels of joy and angst. And finally! A sports story involving women and no softball. With enough real knowledge of the game to not make me, a hs and college player, totally distracted by unrealistic or overly simplistic game and team dynamics. I will read and buy everything by this author based on this book alone. Thank you SO much for this story.

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  • Katie crossley
  • 02-11-2017

Loved it

Excellent book, I couldn't stop listening. It's my first audio book but certainly won't be my last!

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  • Sam
  • 11-08-2018

Wonderful and refreshing story

Loved this story and the characters! Was gripped right from the beginning. I felt like I was really getting to know two wonderful and strong (in different ways) women as they took this journey. Wonderful!

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  • Louise
  • 02-08-2018

really good and entertaining.

the development of the 2 main characters is really intriguing. excellent flow and entertaining. I loved it.