This is who you really are; you are a vortex of energy residing in a physical house to expand your consciousness, which is eternal. You were eager to play the dance and to remember your vortex of energy. This vortex of energy knows what you desire and when you want to leave this physical house, and how. You knew you could tap into this stream of energy and create with your thoughts and emotions to communicate with your vortex, you knew you could imagine whatever you wanted to be and do, you knew you could trust the process, and your vortex of energy will orchestrate the event.
You are the beholder of your thoughts. Look at your thoughts, and you will discover everything that you are living is created by you, and not by anyone else. These powerful thoughts are created by you, and to every thought, there is an opposite, and every thought is followed by an emotion. Makes you kind of want to think about what you are thinking about.