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The Worst Thing I've Ever Done

By: Clare Stephens
Narrated by: Emma Leonard
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A timely debut novel from an exciting new voice in women's fiction about cancel culture and appearance versus reality.

It's an ordinary Tuesday morning when Ruby Williams' name starts trending online.

She's uploaded an interview that has outraged journalist Felicity Cartwright, a social media personality who has built her profile by policing exactly what women are allowed to say and how they're allowed to say it. Ruby is at the centre of a brutal public shaming, watching on in horror as her reputation is torn apart.

At first Ruby thinks she can get on top of it if she can just explain herself better. But she soon realises she'll never be able to placate the tsunami of strangers baying for her blood.

The vitriol pouring in through her phone cracks open a visceral, personal shame from her past that she's refused to face. Because the worst thing Ruby's ever done is not defined by this interview, but by a single, chilling scream.

With skilful empathy, Clare Stephens holds a mirror to online personas versus actual lives, exploring what is truly important in a noise-ridden world competing for our attention.

'As compulsive as any app. Clare Stephens creates a cautionary tale for our times, full of wit and nuance.' JANE HARPER, author of The Dry and Exiles

©2025 Clare Stephens (P)2025 W. F. Howes ltd. and Allen & Unwin
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The best thing to happen was reading this book. A whole new outlook of every time you’ve ever had an opinion of someone online. I changed my mind about Felicity a few times over the course of reading this book. It all just goes to show JUST BE KIND. YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT SOMEONE HAS GONE THROUGH OR GOING THROUGH. JUST BE KIND.

The exact opposite of the title

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Great novel that leads you to identify strongly with the protagonist and inspires your empathy for her. Claire then flips your perspective making a strong point about much we have in common with the people we tear down. Such a contemporary story, and so personally drawn.

Claire writes about the power of taking another perspective

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It takes a person with deep empathy and compassion to write a story like this one. This is the best thing I’ve read all year.

A beautiful exploration of perspective.

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I don’t know what I expected, an easy to read non fiction to help pass the hours of my commute. This book is excellent, thought provoking and powerful in today’s time. Reminds me of Jefferson Fishers quote “ the person you see is not the person you’re talking too.” Well done Clare! Well done!

Unexpectedly Exceptional

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I liked the writing style & character development. The background descriptions of how journalists & media publications work & the destructive effect of online pile-on behaviours on people's careers & personal lives.

A great insight into the world of digital media

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This is such an accurate portrayal of what our phone, internet and social media addictions have done to us as a society and the insanity of online behaviour. It also made me cry with its depictions of grief, such an achievement for a first novel!

Well done Clare Stephens!

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Clare has nailed it, I could not put it down. So true. Clare has captured the reality of cancellation.

Captivating

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This book is such an eye-opening exploration of the online world. I was hooked from the start but it was Part 3 that had me even more impressed by this author.

So insightful

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I absolutely adored this book. It had me shouting at my phone and crying at different points. Highly recommend if you’ve ever thought about what cancelling someone actually means to the person on the other side of the keyboard

Amazing Writing

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Loved it so much! So well written & read. I didn’t get bored once & truly felt the highs and lows of Ruby’s life. I want to read more about Felicity - she needs a redemption story!

Amazing! Fresh and heartfealt

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