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The Beast I Loved
- A Battered Woman's Desperate Struggle to Survive
- Narrated by: Kevin Pierce
- Length: 11 hrs and 40 mins
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Publisher's Summary
Before domestic violence hotlines and safe houses were widespread, June Briand shot four bullets into her husband's head and was sentenced to 15 years to life. This is the shocking, true story of survival - and the intense bond June shared with her pathologically violent husband, a monster who physically and sexually tortured, degraded, and dominated her so relentlessly she refused to believe he was dead even after she killed him.
What kind of woman would slay her own husband? What kind of man would drive her to do it? Why didn't she just leave him?
Based on hundreds of hours interviewing June Briand, speaking with her lawyers, and poring over countless pages of court transcripts, police and hospital records, and interviews with virtually every key person involved with this case, the author explores those difficult questions while exposing the twisted dynamics of a relationship that enslaves a woman - and drives her to kill the beast she loved when she was finally out of hope, out of time, and out of her mind.
At once terrifying and maddening, heartrending and ultimately exhilarating - including an unforgettable glimpse inside a maximum-security prison - The Beast I Loved is an audiobook you won't soon forget.
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- Annelise Mauritz
- 26-07-2021
An education
Really loved this ... an true insight into domestic violence written in an engaging way. I liked the way that the author included the perpetrators backgrounds, from which you were able to perhaps not understand the violence but understand the circumstances from which both victim and perpetrator came from. Junes ability to navigate what came is inspiring. I couldn't 'put this down'!
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- Heather Curnow
- 12-11-2021
Great insight into Domestic Violence
Loved this book. You cheer for the main character almost from the start. Her bravery and courage are amazing to listen to. She explains the reasons why you stay, and the reasons why you shouldn't. Highly recommend.
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- Anonymous User
- 25-09-2020
I couldn’t put it down
What an incredible woman for sharing her life! I honestly couldn’t put it down. I kept wanting to find out what would happen next. I don’t think this will ever leave my mind. I absolutely recommend this incredible book!
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- Giulia
- 22-01-2022
OMG He was a BASTARD.
WOW, This was a real eye opener. The fact that it is a true story made my sick to my stomach.
The only time I felt any form of joy during the reading of this book, was when it was confirmed that he was dead.
But I must admit, even then I thought his death was too quick for him, he didn't deserve such an easy death.
And she should never have gone to jail.
Thank you for sharing this story.
One very brave Lady.
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- Anonymous User
- 11-06-2019
A stunning, moving and emotional true story.
This is a book that was almost impossible to (put down) pause. A heartbreaking and tragic story of one women's horrific upbringing which was compounded by the terrible injustice of being sentenced for murder and serving 10 years in prison. A must read.
While listening to this story one cannot help but to think about the many thousands of other women suffering domestic violence abuse who will never get the opportunity to escape their situations.
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- Glenys Holmes
- 13-01-2019
Unbelievable Amazing story
This is a brilliant presentation of a very sad story. On a topic which is more common than we all realise but one in which we need to appreciate more
Highly recommend
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- Gail No 3
- 14-07-2020
So Unfair!
I thoroughly enjoyed it but my heart ached for her and the unfairness of her life.
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- Mel
- 03-11-2021
I couldn't stop listening - a must read
This story was so heartbreaking. The narration was exceptional. I'm so glad I chose this story to listen to., A must read.
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- Anonymous User
- 27-10-2021
Wow!!
I could not stop listening to this audio book … the story of June is so well written that I felt every emotion as of it were happening to me! I can not believe the hell this poor woman endured!
Beautifully written and wonderful read.
I highly recommend this book.
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- Anonymous User
- 06-04-2023
The Beast I Loved
Wow !!! What a horrible ordeal June suffered, very emotional story, domestic violence needs to stop.
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