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Sex Please!?!

Behind Closed Doors: The Lies I Lived (Rising from the Ashes: A Survivor's Truth, Book 2)

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Sex Please!?!

By: Lawanda Glenn
Narrated by: Lawanda Glenn
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Summary
 Before you judge this book by its title, understand why I chose it. When you fill out an application, you're often asked to identify your sex: male or female. It's a simple question, but for me, it became the inspiration behind a title connected to one of the most painful discoveries of my life. Sex Please!?! isn't a romance novel or an erotic fantasy. It's a true, explicit, and deeply personal memoir about my second marriage to a man I later discovered was secretly involved with other men. I didn't know about that part of his life when I married him, and had I known, I wouldn't have entered the relationship. I entered that marriage believing I knew the man I'd committed my life to. Instead, I found myself facing infidelity, deception, manipulation, and secrets that left me questioning my worth, my judgment, and even my sanity... But this story goes much deeper than discovering my husband's hidden relationships. It's about what happens when the truth is withheld from someone who's making life-changing decisions based on trust. I wanted to be loved, respected, and valued, yet, behind closed doors, I was struggling with emotional rejection, gaslighting, humiliation, and the painful realization that the marriage I was fighting to save wasn't what I'd believed it to be. And while it's easy to focus on what someone else has done to us, this memoir also confronts something many people would rather avoid: the choices we make while trying to hold on to someone who's hurting us. How many warning signs do we overlook because we're afraid to face the truth? How much of ourselves do we sacrifice trying to keep a relationship together? And at what point does our desire to be loved cause us to neglect our own emotional, mental, and spiritual well-being? These aren't just questions for someone who's experienced infidelity. They're questions for anyone who's ever ignored their own suffering while trying to make a relationship work. Inside these pages, I expose the painful experiences that shaped my understanding of marriage, intimacy, trust, and self-worth. I don't pretend I handled everything correctly, nor do I hide the mistakes I made along the way. My story is as much about confronting my own decisions as it is about exposing the deception I experienced. Sex Please!?! is raw, transparent, explicit, and potentially triggering. It addresses uncomfortable realities that many families and relationships keep hidden, often leaving those who are suffering to carry the consequences in silence. But even when I couldn't see a way forward, God's mercy was still present. What I experienced was painful, but it didn't have to determine how my story would end. This memoir is for anyone who's been betrayed, manipulated, or left questioning everything they thought they knew about someone they loved. It's also for those who need to understand why honesty matters before a commitment is made and how ignoring warning signs can have consequences far beyond the relationship itself. Because everyone deserves the opportunity to make informed decisions about whom they trust, whom they love, and whom they choose to marry. Sex Please!?! is the second book in my four-part memoir series, Rising From The Ashes: A Survivor's Truth. My first three books began as suicide letters during some of the darkest periods of my life. What I once believed would be the end of my story eventually became part of a testimony about survival, God's mercy, and the transforming power of Jesus Christ. Don't judge this book by its title. Read it for the truth behind it, the warning signs that shouldn't be ignored, and the lessons that could help someone avoid losing themselves in a relationship built on deception.©2025 Lawanda Glenn (P)2026 Lawanda Glenn Abuse Emotions Personal Development Relationships Self-Esteem Women Marriage Infidelity Heartfelt
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