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My Absolute Darling

By: Gabriel Tallent
Narrated by: Alex McKenna
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A TIMES BOOK OF THE YEAR • A GUARDIAN BOOK OF THE YEAR • A METRO BOOK OF THE YEAR

‘The year’s must read novel’ The Times

‘One of the most important books you’ll pick up this decade’ Harper’s Bazaar

‘An outstanding book that could be this year’s A Little LifeGuardian

‘You think you’re invincible. You think you won’t ever miss. We need to put the fear on you. You need to surrender yourself to death before you ever begin, and accept your life as a state of grace, and then and only then will you be good enough.’

At 14, Turtle Alveston knows the use of every gun on her wall;
That chaos is coming and only the strong will survive it;
That her daddy loves her more than anything else in this world.
And he’ll do whatever it takes to keep her with him.

She doesn’t know why she feels so different from the other girls at school;
Why the line between love and pain can be so hard to see;
Why making a friend may be the bravest and most terrifying thing she has ever done
And what her daddy will do when he finds out …

Sometimes strength is not the same as courage.
Sometimes leaving is not the only way to escape.
Sometimes surviving isn't enough.

‘This book has challenged me like no other. It’s a masterpiece. A work of art on a page. I guarantee this book will take your breath away’ Joanna Cannon, author of The Trouble with Goats and Sheep

‘Brutal yet beautiful, My Absolute Darling has floored me. Dear Turtle, a heroine amidst the horror. Exceptional, unflinching storytelling’ Ali Land‏, author of Good Me Bad Me

‘An incandescent novel with an extraordinary, unforgettable heroine, both deeply contemplative and utterly thrillingObserver – Thriller of the month

‘There are echoes of Ma’s bravery in Emma Donoghue’s Room, or the resilience of Cormac McCarthy’s protagonists as they struggle to stay alive. Tallent’s world is shocking in the truest sense of the word’ Irish Times

An utterly fantastic read. Every page is brimming with energy. And Turtle Alveston is as enthralling a character as I’ve encountered in a good long while’ Kevin Powers, author of The Yellow Birds

Action & Adventure Coming of Age Fiction Genre Fiction Literary Fiction Mystery, Thriller & Suspense Psychological Small Town & Rural Thriller & Suspense Survival Exciting Heartfelt

Critic Reviews

‘There are books we like well enough to recommend, but there are a very few – To Kill a Mockingbird, Catch-22, The Things They Carried – that we remember forever. To my own shortlist I can now add My Absolute Darling, by Gabriel Tallent … The word “masterpiece” has been cheapened by too many blurbs, but My Absolute Darling absolutely is one’ Stephen King

‘If you liked Hanya Yanagihara’s A Little Life, you’ll love thisDaily Mail

‘A powerful tale with a howitzer of a heroine and a plethora of extraordinary scenes’ TLS

‘A heartrending debut that will shock, then shake, then inspire you’ Celeste Ng, author of Everything I Never Told You

An outstanding book that could be this year’s A Little LifeGuardian

My Absolute Darling is an absolute triumph’ National

‘The writing is beautiful and vivid, while the story is brilliantly urgent, brutal and uncompromising’ Claire Fuller, author of Our Endless Numbered Days

‘Tallent’s breathtaking debut is a harrowing and at times psychologically difficult journey on the scale of A Little Life or The Goldfinch, but it’s worth it . . . a true inspirationHarper’s Bazaar

‘Once a year – certainly no more – along comes a special novel that turns its readers into literary holy rollers. A couple of years ago it was Hanya Yanagihara’s A Little Life. Before that Ferrante fever. This year, I suspect it will be My Absolute DarlingThe Times

‘This is a compelling and unsettling novel that sucks you into its darkly warped world and doesn’t let go until the last page … powerful, violent, savage and quite brilliantDaily Express

‘A gut wrenching, terrifying novel written so beautifully it sings off the page’ Kate Hamer, author of The Girl in the Red Coat

‘This is a bloody, brutal tale, but also an incredibly beautiful one’ Emerald Street

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This story is full on... Takes a while to get going but the second half is gripping. Loved the themes and bravery of Turtle.

There is a little bit of Turtle in all of us....

Can’t Decide but very thought provoking

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one of those life changing stories that haunt your thought forever more. Chilling and spellbinding. The rich language also welcome return to literature.

gripping

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I cannot recommend this book highly enough...5 stars...or more if they were available. I was gripped from beginning to end..even though the topic was extremely confronting and uncomfortable.

At the onset, I was afraid that I would not like the narrator...but if I could, I would anyone to continue as the narrator's performance is paramount to the story..just excellent!

Such a wonderful experience...thank you to all concerned.

Amazing!

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I was engaged and enthralled with Turtle's story but why would you choose a narrator with such intense vocal fry? It's so annoying and distracting.

Great story; pity about the narrator's vocal fry

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This book fluctuated between entralling and tedious. Many times the story while amazingly descriptive bordered on being verbose and I became impatient for the story to move on. The overall theme was uncomfortable to say the least. I did have difficulty distinguishing between voices on occasions. In the end, I did wonder if there would be a sequel ??? This unique author could do it, if anyone could.

Uniquely crafted and creepy

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