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Losing It
- Narrated by: Kai Kennicott, Wen Ross
- Length: 10 hrs and 23 mins
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Publisher's Summary
Dear Wes, let's skip pleasantries. I'm not going to med school a virgin. I want to learn everything, and I want you to teach me.
I've looked at all the men in my life, made a list of pros and cons, and found you the most suitable. Sure, a lot of that was your gorgeous blue eyes and your charming smile. The strong arms and the tattooed torso don't hurt, either. I swear, I don't have a thing for bad boys. Just you.
There's no way I'm ever sending this. I can't believe I'm even writing it. But, god, I really, really do want to study under you.
Is that too formal? How am I supposed to phrase this?
Wes, please, teach me how to love. I promise I'll study hard. I'm an excellent student. And, well, I'm pretty sure I don't need to spell out why this is win/win.
- Quinn
Losing It is a is a stand-alone first-time romance with the perfect mix of heat, humor, and emotion.
Find out why listeners say "no one writes broken bad boys like Crystal Kaswell".