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I'll Be Damned

How My Young and Restless Life Led Me to America's #1 Daytime Drama

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I'll Be Damned

By: Eric Braeden
Narrated by: Eric Braeden
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In this startling candid and poignant memoir, the legendary Emmy Award-winning star of The Young and The Restless, America's #1 soap opera, chronicles his amazing life, from his birth in World War II Germany to his arrival in America to his rise to humanitarian and daytime superstar for the past thirty-five years.

For nearly four decades, fans have welcomed the star of television’s number-one daytime show, The Young and the Restless, into their living rooms. While they’ve come to know and love the suave Victor Newman, few truly know the man behind the character, the supremely talented Eric Braeden. I'll Be Damned is his story—a startling and uplifting true tale of war, deprivation, determination, fame, and social commitment that spans from Nazi Germany to modern Hollywood.

Braeden’s journey from a hospital basement in Kiel to the soundstages of Los Angeles has taught him more about joy, heartbreak, fear, dignity, loss, love, loneliness, exhilaration, courage, persecution, and profound responsibility to the global community than he could have hoped to learn in several lifetimes. Growing up in the years after Germany’s defeat, Braeden knew very little about the atrocities of his parents’ generation, until he arrived in America as a teenager—a discovery that horrified and transformed him. Trying to redress the wrongs of his homeland, he has dedicated his life to humanitarian work—even forming the German American Culture Society—working for decades to show the world that what we share as humans is far more important than what separates us from one another.

Told with openness, candor, humor, heart, and occasional raw vulnerability, I’ll Be Damned reveals a man committed to making the world a better, more loving place. I’ll Be Damned will be a treasured keepsake for Y&R fans, and is an inspiring testament to the goodness within us all.

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I feel as though this voice has been in my life for most of my life. I am amazed at the person who is behind the character of Victor Newman.
What an amazing person you are Hans. Your achievements are simply incredible. A great family man, appreciative of your adopted country and fiercely proud of your heritage. I am currently touring through Germany and Austria so it was very real to me. We were just in Wurzburg where the guide explained how sad they were at what happened to the Jews that decided to stay, after they were warned to escape, as t.he all perished. There are several memorials dedicated to them.
I am so glad you wrote your story. Thank you. See you next week as Victor when I return to South Australia.

Simply awestruck!

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The way Eric Braeden tells his story is captivating. He speaks from the heart, as though you're sitting with him, not like he's reading from a book. It's like you're right there with him in each story. My only regret is I didn't purchase his book sooner. I would recommend this book to everyone, not just Y&R fans. Truly a remarkable, eventful, passionate life.

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