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If This Gets Out

By: Sophie Gonzales, Cale Dietrich
Narrated by: Ramon de Ocampo
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Publisher's Summary

One of the world's biggest boy bands. A secret love. What happens if the world finds out? A queer YA boy-band romance from Sophie Gonzales and Cale Dietrich, perfect for fans of Only Mostly Devastated and What If It's Us.

Eighteen-year-olds Ruben Montez and Zach Knight are two members of the boy-band Saturday, one of the biggest acts in America. Along with their bandmates, Angel Phan and Jon Braxton, the four are teen heartbreakers in front of the cameras and best friends backstage. But privately, cracks are starting to form: their once-easy rapport is straining under the pressures of fame, and Ruben confides in Zach that he's feeling smothered by management's pressure to stay in the closet.

©2022 Cale Dietrich, Sophie Gonzales (P)2022 Macmillan Audio

Critic Reviews

"Deftly explores the dark side of fame and the giddy thrill of first - and forbidden - love." (Mackenzi Lee, New York Times best-selling author)

"A sweet and swoon-worthy romance. Zach and Ruben are a pitch-perfect duet!" (Caleb Roehrig, author of Last Seen Leaving)

"Dazzles...with a narrative of queer boy-bandmates who wrestle with newfound fame, and newfound feelings for each other. Readers will fall in love." (Adam Sass, author of Surrender Your Sons)

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Good potential but could not get into it

Maybe I had too high expectations but I had a hard time to get into it. I found the story pace a bit off, it was slow when I wanted to go fast and then fast forwarded when it wanted to stay in the present

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So good

the story is so well writen and sweet it's so nesscacary for queer youth to hear a story like this.

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Loved this

I was never a big boy band fan but I thoroughly enjoyed this book. Interesting perspective on the music industry and how it effects performers and their lives. What is real/what is good for publicity. Very funny and quirky and dramatic book. Would recommend!

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