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How I Lost You
- Narrated by: Jennifer Ness
- Length: 10 hrs and 47 mins
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Publisher's Summary
Jenny Blackhurst's debut psychological thriller and number one Kindle best seller How I Lost You was described by Clare Mackintosh as 'utterly gripping'. If you love Louise Jensen's The Sister or Tracy Buchanan's No Turning Back you will love this.
My name is Emma Cartwright. Three years ago I was Susan Webster, and I murdered my 12-week-old son Dylan.
I have no memory of what happened but you believe what your loved ones, your doctor and the police are telling you, don't you?
But if you can't remember what happened, how can you be sure that they are telling the truth?
And if there was the smallest chance your son was alive, wouldn't you do anything to get him back?
A fantastic debut from an outstanding talent.