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Down the Drain

By: Julia Fox
Narrated by: Julia Fox
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The hotly anticipated book from ‘one of the all-time pop-culture greats’ (New York magazine) that chronicles her shocking life and unyielding determination to not only survive but achieve her dreams.

'A gripping and powerful coming-of-age story' TELEGRAPH

‘A masterpiece’ GREG JAMES, BBC RADIO 1

Julia Fox is famous for many things: her captivating acting, such as her breakout role in the film Uncut Gems; her trendsetting style, including bleached eyebrows, exaggerated eyeshadow and cutout dresses; her mastery of social media. But all these share the trait for which she is most famous: unabashedly and unapologetically being herself.

This commitment to authenticity has never been more on display than in Down the Drain. Fox recounts her turbulent path to cultural supremacy: her parents’ volatile relationship that divided her childhood between Italy and New York City and left her largely raising herself; a possessive and abusive drug-dealing boyfriend whose torment continued even from within Rikers Island; her own trips to jail as well as to a psychiatric hospital; her work as a dominatrix that led to a complicated entanglement with a sugar daddy; a heroin habit that led to New Orleans trap houses and that she would kick only after the fatal overdose of her best friend; her own near-lethal overdoses and the deaths of still more friends from drugs and suicide; an emotionally explosive, tabloid-dominating romance with a figure she dubs “The Artist”; a whirlwind, short-lived marriage and her trials as a single parent striving to support her young son.

Yet as extraordinary as her story is, its universality is what makes it so powerful. Fox doesn’t just capture her evolution from grade-school outcast to fashion-world icon, she captures her transition from girlhood to womanhood to motherhood. Family and friendship, sex and death, violence and love, money and power, innocence and experience—it’s all here, in raw, remarkable and riveting detail.

More than a year before the book's publication, Fox's description of it as "a masterpiece" in a red carpet interview went viral. As always, she was just being honest. Down the Drain is a true literary achievement, as one-of-a-kind as its author.

©2023 Julia Fox (P)2023 HarperCollins Publishers Limited
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Critic Reviews

‘Most startling of memoirs. Within two chapters I, too, was hooked … Fans of Edie Sedgwick, Cookie Mueller and Courtney Love will die for Down The Drain … I think I just accidentally landed on my book of the year’ Paul Flyn, Evening Standard

‘A gripping and powerful coming-of-age story that exposes the terrible repercussions of childhood neglect, society’s routine exploitation of the female body and the hollowness of celebrity’ Telegraph

‘Intense and compelling’ Sunday Times

‘A masterpiece’ Greg James, Radio 1

‘Fox’s willingness to be honest about what has happened to her and the shame she sometimes feels provides a sharp alternative to most survivor narratives that are publicized. She’s an artist who translates her relationships, her overdoses, and other near-death experiences into the art she makes’ Elizabeth Nicholas, The Cut

'Julia Fox is a genius' The Face

'The story of a woman fighting to reclaim her narrative' Cosmopolitan

'Julia Fox is an iconoclast' New Yorker

'Down The Drain is a page-turner' Gay Times

'She is a woman who has lived a thousand lives' Dazed

'When Fox said that her book was a masterpiece she was stating facts' HUNGER

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I loved every minute of this! Julia is articulate and has a truly brilliant story to tell! I wish I could give her a hug

Beautifully written

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Very well written, so many incredible stories, so much experience in a young life of a badass woman reclaiming her power.

Wow

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Wtf am I meant to do with my time now - cunt has been served and no crumbs were left

You must

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10/10. Intense life story extremely well articulated by Julia. Excellent narration by Julia as well. Is there anything she can’t do! Love love love

Excellent writing,

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Everything I loved everything. She is such a talent. Her writing is fantastic. She has truly lived so many lives

Julia mf fox

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I didn’t know all that much about Julia until I listened to my sister recommended her (Audi) book and now I’m completely in awe of her. She is so relatable, and strong and not to mention inspiring to so many people, not just women but to anyone who has ever doubted themselves. She has lived the life of 5 people. I finished this in under a week.

Inspiring and Touching

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Incredible story. Really well written. Loved hearing Julia narrate! I adore her authenticity and found her story relatable in more ways than one. I love you Julia.

“Everyone is who is someone, started out as a delusional dreamer”

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I bought this on a whim and devoured it. I couldn't stop listening. Her stories are painfully raw, she certainly doesn't shy away from telling the truth. It doesn't feel like she's trying to come off well at all, she's just telling us the story of her life, warts and all. Outstanding effort, well written and read. This woman deserves respect, as do we all.

Surprised me

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I didn’t know much about Julia other than what was written in the media. Her story is absolutely wild and told with such honesty and relatability. I giggled and cried through this book and will now be waiting with anticipation as to what she does next. Weirdo queen.

What a writer!!

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I didn’t know what to expect, but wow. Once I started, I couldn’t stop - I literally put my life on hold for this. I have so much respect for this women and her story. The most incredible part of all, is her vulnerability and pure strength and power, it is inspiring on all levels.

There was one part of the story I listened to while I was cooking, and I broke down sobbing and honestly couldn’t stop. Still get’s me choked up.

To anyone considering giving this a read or listen, DO IT!

I’m speechless

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